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Name: Jasmine
Birthday: 7/19/1990
Gender: Female
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AIM:  LiLxDiViNexPnY78
Yahoo:  Swtxlilxpnyx78
Member Since:
2/17/2004
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| things couldn't get any worse.. things have changed.. moving to oahu.. | | |
| Why is it that I still have dreams about you? Dreams I shouldn't be having.. Dreams of things we would be doing if and only when we're togeher.. I left it alone at first, but now almost every night I dream about you.. It's kinna scaring me, I don't know why.. | | |
| I can never forget about you, even if I tried to.. you still mean soo much to me.. I'm not happy, like how you think I am.. In your case, you shouldn't think about me ;-( I'm not worth anything, especially hurting you in that way.. I don't want you smoking, and even worse, be thinking of me.. you'll probaly just end up hating me more.. one question.. did you ever tell her that you still loved me? | | |
| MY LOVE FOR YOU iS STARTiNG TO FADE AWAY..
BUT EVERYTiME i SEE YOU,
i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY..
HEAT TRAVELS THROUGH MY THiGHS TO MY NECK,
AND i JUST HAVE EVERYTHiNG TO REGRET..
BECAUSE i NEVER SAY A WORD TO YOU,
AND i ALWAYS LEAVE SAD AND BLUE..
i HAVE NO iDEA WHAT YOU THiNK OF ME,
AM i JUST A FRiEND?
OR iS THERE NOTHiNG LEFT FROM YOU TO ME?
i PRAY EVERY NiGHT FOR YOU TO BE PROTECTED,
BECAUSE iF YOU GOT HURT,
MY WHOLE LiFE WOULD JUST BE ENDED..
THE FEELiNGS DEEP iNSiDE ME FEEL SO RiGHT..
BUT SOMETiMES i JUST LAY DOWN AND CRY..
KNOWiNG THE FACT THAT SOMEONE CAUGHT YOUR EYE,
ITS HURTiNG ME DEEP iNSiDE..
AND KNOWiNG THAT THE PERSON iSN'T ME,
IT MAKES ME FEEL LiKE i'VE JUST DiED..
i HAVE MADE ALOT OF MiSTAKES, BUT ONE THiNG i KNOW iS NOT A MiSTAKE iS BEiNG WiTH SOMEONE NEW.. DON'T BE MAD THAT i'M FiNALLY HAPPY, BECAUSE WHEN YOU FOUND SOMEONE NEW, i WAS HAPPY FOR YOU.. i FiGURED YOU HAVE SOMEONE YOU LOVE, AND SiNCE YOU LOVE HER SO MUCH, YOU MUST BE REALLY HAPPY WiTH HER.. YEA, i KNOW THiNGS MAY GET ROUGH FOR YOU, BUT YOU PROMiSED HER SOMETHiNG, LiKE YOU PROMiSED ME.. BUT OUR PROMiSE iS DEAD, BECAUSE YOU CHOOSE NOT TO DEAL WiTH ME ANYMORE.. BUT YOUR PROMiSE TO HER iS STiLL STRONG.. AND FOR YOU TO FULFiLL YOU PROMiSE TO HER, YOU HAVE TO BE WiTH HER.. i'LL SAY THiS THOUGH, i LOVED YOU, WiTH ALL OF MY HEART, i WAS WiLLiNG TO STAY TRUE TO YOU MY WHOLE LiFE.. i LOVED YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU LOVED SOMEONE ELSE.. BUT i CAN'T ANYMORE.. AND i SHOULD'VE STOPPED LOViNG YOU THE DAY YOU WERE WiTH SOMEONE NEW.. YOU WERE THE BiGGEST PART iN MY LiFE, YOU WERE MY EVERYTHiNG.. BUT NOT ANYMORE.. SiNCE YOU CHOOSE NOT TO TALK TO ME, NOT TO SEE ME, NOT TO EVEN BE A FRiEND, i GUESS THiS iS REALLY iT.. i NEVER WANTED US TO END, BUT iT HEADED THERE A WHiLE AGO.. i'LL NEVER SEE US AS A "NEVER WAS", i'LL ALWAYS SEE YOU THOUGH, AS A GREAT PERSON, SOMEONE i LOVED DEARLY, SOMEONE i WOULD'VE DiED FOR, SOMEONE WHO'S PURPOSE iN LiFE iS CHANGiNG OTHER PEOPLES LiVES.. | | |
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