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Monday, March 27, 2006

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 03:03:46 GMT

All That Needs To Be Said Is....

Happy 2 Wonderful Years Babe And I Love You

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 03:47:28 GMT

hey Guys long time no update yea? well first off Happy New Year we made it to 2006 guys, congrats lol. New song as you all prob hearing right now It's By Toni Braxton. She's a hottie oh ya!!!! So me and Ray tried this new place by my house called... well for me and ray to kno haha but it had some good sushi! oh ya if u all didnt know, Ray got me a new puppy his name is Toby

This is Toby!!! Or i call him sometimes Tobaruuu!!

Aww he looks like an old man lol

This is my number one girl Tasha

Me and Tasha

Ah and this is my babe Ray Ray!!! haha ^_^ my <3

Neway me and Ray have a baby now!! yay Toby!!! he will be visiting each of us weekly so one week with me and one week with Ray ^_^ hes such a lil booger! Neway not much has been going on really just work work at express and pheasant still u guys should stop by haha, Oh and me and Rays 2year is coming up!@@@ i expect gifts haha ill be back more to update im lazy

Saturday, October 08, 2005

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 16:05:05 GMT

*sigh* it's almost that time of the year...My memories r comeing back to me, i still cant believe ur gone.All the time we've spent together, all the things we've done, all our fun times...gone...forever no matter how bad i want it to come back i will never be able to do the things i use to do with you ever again. ill never feel the love when you hold me and hugged me, it's just that feeling u give when i feel ur gentle touch. if i had another chance to have one day with you, i would make it all worth while. there would be nothing we wouldn't do. you were the best thing that has happend to me and i will never forget you or forgive myself for letting u go. so young when we parted but our love was so strong, it's sad to see that its all gone now and all i have are memories of us....love ya babe

Monday, September 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 03:02:19 GMT

Yes Yes...I LOVE Ray! lol Hes the bestestest Bf ! a guy could ever have =( *tear* hes so sweet to me, sometimes i think Ray is to good for me. Othertimes i think hes just right lol RIGHT BABE! after a year and a half we still going on strong! after all the probloms we faced the dramam ppl threw at us we just tore it up and kept walking down our path.

Ray...my baby...my boo boo...my sugerplump pie! my everything!!!! hehe i love u so much i wish i could show u how much i do i do i do o0o0o0o heheur so good to me babe and i love ya for that. i love the way u stick up for all the shit i do lol and the lil complaints i make bout every little thing in the world! how picky i am right down to every little thing. *sigh dont ever leave me babe =) wut we have going on now is awesome! and yes...love hehe

this is me again! lol

and again!

more pictures later when i get some, holler?

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 03:13:30 GMT

haha so fucking omg i cant stop crying *tear*

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 17:30:21 GMT

YAY!!! new pictures!! lol ok not much as happend. except .. i work at Express Woman now! lol yay!!! All my friends are like " OMG YOU ANDRAY SHOULD BOTH WORK FOR EXPRESS!! THAT'D BE SOO CUTE!! " haha well it happend ^_^ he works in the Men's department and i work in the Womans department hehe Anyway!!! here some pictures before i forget lol

This is me!! yes me Jeffro!

Dunno wut i was doing it hink the sun was hella bright and all in my face lol i look all depressed/mad and shyt lol

This is my husband!! Ray!! aww hes so kyo0o0te!! <3 i lub him!!!

LMFAO!!! this is Joe! haha he looks soo fucking funny!!! oh shyt i kno hes prob ganna kill me now but hey i go laughing hahaha ^_^ haha Joe comes out of no where!

Now....it's the star of my entry!!! my baby girl tasha!!! aww puppy i love u!!! it's her bday comeing up and we throwing her a lil puppy party!!! all the neighbors r going to bring there dogs to and we ganna have dog treats and all the snacks for the dogs lol yay tasha u turn 2 years old!!! wow ur getting old lil missy!!! haha but your as cute as ever!!!

aww!!! SHES SOO FUCKING CUTE!!! loo0ok at those puppy eyes!!!

good girl Tasha! SIT! lol <3

LAY DOWN! lol shes soo good and she listen's =)

AWWW LOK AT HER EARS!!!

*sigh imma cry! shes growing up so fast =) she graduates school soon!!! her bday is comeing up!! and shes such a good puppy i love u Tasha!!!! ee!!!

Me and ray haha and i have such a fake lookimg smile =)

AWW my Raymond =)

neway its hot imma walk Tasha keep her healthy and all that jazz leave me props! lol

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 02:39:28 GMT

Time to vent out no like no tomorrow, iono why but lately ive been feeling so alone, i feel like no one cares bout me wut i do how i think or nething. I miss how things use to be back then, being able to actually COUNT on my friends, man i miss my girls so much. Just them being there for me was everything i ever wanted, THEY are my tru friends no matter wut even though time has come and our friendship has passed in my heart my girls will always be kept, i mean they've been there for me from the start without them i wouldnt be who i am today. I mean going out of there way to come to my house and talk to me and spend the nights, i remember those nights were we had sleep overs and fucking we'd be laughing our ass off all night haha, now u guys r off to college and so am i. We are all growing up and doing our own thing, i love u guys so much Katina!!! Kayla!! u guys stuck it to me! Dan...my lil filipino hubby!! haha well babe i miss u more then ever right now, u were the one i could count on at night to talk to, even though u were tired as hell u still stuck it to me to talk to me at 3 in the morning, i could always count on u to smack that smile in my face that ive always needed. After all those years of us being together! and then boom... ur gone it was like a preciouse diamond in my hand that got taken from me for no reason. I FOUND YOU! i wanted you! u prove to me u were a tru man in all the things u did. goign all out of ur way for me and makeing me happy like no tomorrow, u always made me feel good bout myself. i miss u and i love you so much. wish there was some way to talk to you again. i still think bout you to this day and the times we shared *smile* but ya thats that! thats how ive been feeling lately. like SHIT! *sigh im starting to have doubts bout things..but i guess i should listen to my heart... and see wuts in front of my eyes

Bewildered - David C. ( GOOD guy ^^ n poem dude to)

These concrete walls slowly creep to enclose my freedom

Silently sliding, I bare its cringing pain

Agitating the floor, it speaks vibrantly

Echoing violently, I try to avoid going insane

My feet are bare and I feel the floor's rough surface

While my eyes are weary, wandering my surrounding

Why am I here? What is the purpose?

I now close my eyes and begin frowning

As day falls to dark, I rest aside the room bewildered

Alone without my shadow, secluded from sunlight

My soul is at peace, I'm no longer scared

I now close my eyes, praying silently I recite

Clinging onto my shoulders is a spiritual hold

Yet still I rest inside this mysterious dome

Its grasp is somewhat unbearable, what's to unfold?

I found the answer, I'm bewildered, alone

Friday, July 08, 2005

Fri, 08 Jul 2005 18:58:19 GMT

HAPPY BDAY TO ME

Song goes to RAY muahaha hehe ill type more later im lazy haha

Neway just been chilling lately n been working n all that stuff also been at Joes place for god knows how long hahaa i live there now W00!!! sooo its now the 8th and my bday is tomorrow!! ee im getting old! soooo old eww its gross haha going to dinner with RAY's parents tomorrow to eat haha and umm its his lil bros bday to! that boi is hard to find a gift for! took foreber!!! to find him the right game for his DS.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 17:15:29 GMT

haha new song fucking funny as hellleave props

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 16:09:49 GMT

Yea this isnt a break up song! lol ill post more later ^^ but i like this song its cute!!!

Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right

It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your baby
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your baby
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your baby
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your baby
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your baby
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)

ooo, crazy,(ooo)
lady (ooo)
lately (ooo)
Baby