| i feel like someone took a huge part of me... im really upset at the moment...i deleted most of my diary... that was a lot of my life in the past few months down in writting... and because some1 blew the cover to an adult or teacher parents including mine can and probaly will read mine.. i fucking hate this bullshit.. i mean wat the fuck y do people hav to come into peoples live and fuck with the componets of it.. i mean jesus fucking god... this is fucking shit.....anyhow... i think im going to go beat the living shit out of some1... i need to get all this anger out... i cant dealk with this... im making a new xanga.. and im not telling anyone in oc or at skool wat it is... this is fucked up ... and who ever is behind this... u SHOULD FUCKING DIE YOU INCONSISTERATE SON OF A BITCH... i was proud of my entries.. my fucking writting... that was mine ... u had no right to take it away... well this is my last entry... im out later..  |
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| i hate him .... i hate him... i hate him....  ...... |
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As night turns to day and day turns to night......I pray that i can fix things... and make them right....i gave you the key to unlock the door...but you don't use it anymore... a key to my heart...why did you stop....stopped before you could really start....
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I dont need him .... i dont need him.....i need him |
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| thursday...
i had a pretty good day... i feel very loved at the moment...  .. its a good feeling... im a lil nervous tho... anyways... im tryin to straighten myself out.... its all happenin slowly.... im tryin to get over two guys that ment a shit load to me... im pretty much over mike... and well jt... i jst want to b his friend...  ... theres nottin between us... he doesnt like me... so im wasting my time.... and he deserves to b happy... after the bullshit hes delt with.... so who ever makes jt happy...u must b a pretty special person.... and i no ur the person ill never be... but not everything works out.... anyways... lets look on the good... i have two girls that care a lot about me.... at least i think they do... well ..... i think im gonna go... ill write more later.. xxxooo.... KatieBug |
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