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| Life can be crazzzzy!!!!
and I'm tied into it as of now 
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| Taking an ease with your lifewell its been a little bit over than 2 weeks since the last entry. Kinda felt good right after I wrote the last time I logged in. One of my last nights in hawaii, I actually called her up and she made the occasion "complicated". Instead of saying no, she said yes but went on talking lack of getting there. So, since she couldn't find transportation, I decided to find a ride for her. As soon as I did that, she already made second plans with someone else just to kill some time and do something. But oh wells, that is one example of someone who can' change at the moment.
I've been in California for about a week on my own, without any help of my parents. Which actually feels good. I enjoy the idea of having my own freedom for once.
It doesn't matter where you are in the world, you will know for sure that you are miserable in your life and that you go somewhere else to make a difference in your life. I would recommend to take life not too seriously, stress enough to make a difference, sometimes its worth letting go, and sacrifices are always made. 
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| Stop it. Grow up. Don't act as if you are so busy that you can show off to everyone that you are Ms./Mr. Popular. I'm sick of tired making an effort to keep in touch and you not being there for me. I've tried my very best to make in some time and actually give as much support as I can. Even though I wasn't there, I still believe in you. With all of the "I'm sorry" stories and "can we do this later" deal, I'm done. I don't want to deal with it anymore. You don't bother to call me to hang out whenever I do call you, you are always caught up with someone else. I wanted to end this friendship with soo much fun with my last plannings. But you show that its not possible and I'll do my own business. I'm different now. I learn my mistakes. And I know that I don't want to be some contender anymore. So I'll do my own business and you do yours, just to make things better and to make this friendship status quo. And I thought we would be friends for a long after knowing each other for 4 years. Which to me [as a former military kid] is a long time. PS the message to this person will never read this because she/he no longer uses xanga. And for the ones who are reading this. I'm very sorry that you have to read my bitching. It's just something that was eating me for a year and I just had to let it out | | |
| Leaving Hawaii June 16th for good. | | |
| This first have of 2008 is pretty stressful. Sometimes when I hear my friends complain or tell me what they are stressing out, I think to myself, "that's not bad" But I don't tell them anything because I'm not an one-upper person. I notice an individual around me is starting to "one-up" evryone and I think its pretty stupid. One person would say "you think thats hard!?, try blah blah blah." Sometimes when he complains to me I want to say, "shut the fuck up and do your fucking work" "stop complaining and get this shit done, then there is nothing to whine about"
He crys like a little baby, makes a scene, and gets people's attendtion. He needs to realize that sometimes he has to be quiet once in awhile. and you ladies out there, would you like a guy who whines about work, school, etc. People these days, they don't know they way of work ethics and morals. k I'm done ranting Anyways, can't wait until the summer!!!
3 more days until Californication!!!
2 more days of Finals!!! | | |
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