Sorry I haven't updated in a while...I've either been too busy, or just not in the mood to update.
It's been both a good and bad past few weeks. I've been bouncing back from good and bad moods...don't really want to get into the reasons of why, but it's been semi hard.
With the help of friends, I'm not starting to think I have self-worth issues. Not that I'm like consumed by it, but I've noticed change in behavior over the past year. I'm sure external forces have helped influence me, but also internal ones. I just need to figure myself out. I've never thought of myself like that, but I guess down deep I probably do have some issues.
One change I'm going to make...usually when I question myself/my actions, I ask myself "Why not?"...I need to change that. I need to ask myself "Why?". If I can't come up with a good reason, then I probably shouldn't be doing that.
On that note, I WANT AN APARTMENT AGAIN! I love living in the house, but I get so consumed by life, I forget about myself. I'll just have to find a happy medium here.
I'm making everything sound like everything is going bad...but a lot of things are going great. I've made a lot of new friends in my classes, which is way cool. My current friends are also awesome. Classes are going decent. I had a nice night with Eric last night, we went to the Grove and went shopping and then went and saw Final Destination 3. We then went home and shared a bottle of wine with Mer. I love little fun nights like that with friends.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MI HERMANO! He turned 21 today. And to my friend Matt. I'm going to go home to visit my brother next weekend to celebrate his birthday. So amy, i'll be home sunday-tuesday around noon...so make sure to squeeze in some time for me! Perhaps tuesday morning???
LOVE YOU ALL! | 
