Name:Sam Country:United States State:Connecticut Metro:Hartford Birthday:1/16/1989 Gender:Female
Interests:HMM well nothing I really like anymore things have just gotten to me in a bad way the only thing I really like now and can't live without is my music! And may I add I hate people now there so mean and rude! and always about themself's and nobuddy else! Oh ya I've been used so meany times so thats why I never have any friends because they only think about themself's and what's best for them! ASSHOLES!! GO die!.... well thats it Expertise:Im tired of all the tears I've cried,
Im tired of all the lies you've told,
Im tired of feeling so alone,
Im tired of acting like there's nothing wrong,
Im tired of you,
Im tired of being used!
I haven't said so much on here..... well the reason why is cuz I'm eather busy or no leave's me comments! so thats my maine reason why. Anyways well most of you guys know by now I have finley quit hair dressing school, my tracher said I was learning to slow for her and that it wasn't for me so I was like okay then I'll stop going and the next day I got my things and left. But befor she said anything to me I was already thining about quiting cuz of a few girls in there they would talk behind my back and shit about me then it comes back to me and I have to hear about it and it would piss me off and that it was hurtfull! so in a way happy I ain't there but in another way I wish I could have stayed cuz I liked what I was doing..... *SHURGS* oh well I ain't gonna drad over something I'll just move on to some thing better and I'll keep trying things out until I stick with something I love the most! So ya anyways I'm guessing close to a week ago I met this really awesome dude at the mall in of corse at a hair place in the mall.... Well I was sitting wating for Will to get done with his hair cut and some guy comes in and sits rignt across from me and out of the blue he started to talk to me and asked me to be his friend so I was like cool! he want's me to be his friend! so I was like I'll give you my number so I did that night he calls me made me happy. Anyways so like the next day he came to my house and hung out it was fun! and ever sence then we been hanging out pretty cool beans right!?! lol I think so!
So okay well this weekend is goona be busy! i'm going to have Tom come over Sat and on sunday is my mom's boss's daugher in law's baby shower and also I'm gonna have Will over for his birthday it's gonna be pretty damn BUSY but it'll be fun well I hope so....
There's some things that I regret Some words I wish had gone unsaid Some starts That had some better endings Been some bad times I've been through Damage I cannot undo some things I wish I could do all all over again But it doesn't really matter Life gets that much harder. Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night Every change, life has thrown me. There's mistakes that I have made Some chances I just threw away Some roads I never should've taken Been some signs I didn't see Hearts that I hurt needlessly Some wounds That I wish I could have one more chance to mend But it don't make no difference.
Well didn't have a good day I'm really hateing hair dressing school now!!! it's no fun when people are always talking shit about me and all it's getting to me I'm tired of it all and none of the shit that there saying about me is true so they need to shut up or I'll shut them up and believe me I'll take them down! I can not take it I'm going to have a break down I mean I cryed today cuz some girl wanted her hair strighten so I was trying to do that but her hair is super thick so I had to go slow so he had a cow!! saying your too slow get me someone better then you well I did and she went just as slow as I did!! WTF! ya see why I hate going now there's always something so now I feel lower then low I can't getting any low now..... well I hope not but I'm going so seeya and leave me COMMENTS!!
you're not listening at all. I guess I can't blame you for that. I find my voice to be annoying too. don't waste your breath, I'm on my way out but but before I go, just let me say, even though you've known it for a while... I have no backbone. spineless. obviously twisting and pathetically collapsing. I'm not making sense at all. I guess I probably never do. I find my thoughts to be unorganized. don't roll your eyes, you know that I never wanted to be anybody impressive. are you listening yet? Put youself in my position. how does it feel to crawl around? imagine yourself in my condition. how does it feel to be so close to the ground?
