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Monday, January 10, 2005

ughh i ate sooo bad today!!!!! im too pissed to write any explanations...so here is a list of what i ate:

luna bar (180), sushi (400), a few peices of sesame chicken (200?), frozen yogurt (200), a hand full of wendy's french fries (100?), 2tbsp light whip cream (30), yogurt(90), cheese&crackers(140)...TOTAL:  1340!!!!!!!!

I AM SO MAD! AND I JUST GOT DOWN TO 120!!!!!!!!!! UGHHHHHHHH i am goign to go drink alot of water and see what ic an purge up....and tyr and get my hmwk done so i can work out a little in my room...

 


so i talked to brian and the first thing he said is how sorry he was about not coming and that he set an alarm on his phone which died over night cuz he didnt put it in the charger (which i believe cuz i calle dhim this mornign and his phone was off) and that he woke up at 2:30 and my show started at 2. I know it sounds like bullshit...but i was at his house till 2am last night so i believe he slept late today....and ive known for a few months before we hooked up (i actually usedto hu with one of his good friends) and i don't really think he'd lie (but then again u never do know with guysss) so he PROIMSED he's come next weekend...i have 6 more preformances...he has to come to 1..just 1!!!!!!


Sunday, January 09, 2005

i had my show today...the boyyy was suposed to come, but didn't! ugh he went to the movies with his friend and 2 otehr girls instead...HELLLOOO? ughhh! hate boys.! he better call me and appologise

anyways, i did good on the intake today:

luna bar (180), grande nonfat cuppacino (100), grilled chiken (140), popcorn (75), nonfat fruit snack (45),cheese&crackers(140)...TOTAL: 680

im gunna TRY and do some crunches later...i have so much hmwk! yuck!


i just weighed myself...120!~

 


Saturday, January 08, 2005

yestarday's eating was bad....but...my show opened last night and went fabulous!!! afterwards,  i went to a party with me friend, her bf, and brain was there!!! the four of us had alittle sleep over at my friend's bf's house...it was cute :) i like brian a lot!!!! today im styaing home and cleaning my room and stuff...i have another show tonight!

TODAY I ATE: eggwhite omlet with swiss cheese and spinach-i asked for it with now oil,. but it came drenched and i was starivnng....so i ate it! yuck i'll give 150 extra calories? (350), popcorn (75),nonfat cuppacino(160)...TOTAL: 585



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