[currently feeling: confused, sad, watching Harry Potter, BORED oUT OF MY MIND and finals suck ass] So I kinda like this boy, but i dont know what to do because its just a little higschool crush. I've talked to him about how he feels about dating(not me) Just in general and he told me that he gets into a reletionship knowning its not gonna be forever but theres somethin about him thats so incredibily cute. But i'm so scared. so so scared, of everythign right now. My dance teacher made me feel liek shti because she was telling thiso ther gurl who is beautiful and a great dancer that she could be amazing if she really put her mind to it. OMG i cannot wait till I can drive, you have no idea! MY hopes are so high for everything, dance, parting, school, sports etc etc etc. I just can't wait to be able to go where I wanna go when I wanna go and to get a better job not getting 5 losy bucks an hour and working two hours a day. FRIDAY ;: BABYSITTIN 5 BUCKS AN HOUR FOR LIKE 5-6 HRS SO thats cool SATURDAY: DRIVING SCHOOL 8AM-3PM BORING AS FUCK SUNDAY: DRIVING SCHOOL [same as above] my weeknd is going to suck a big fat nut!!!! I'm also confused abotu Kansas,I wanna go home for many different reasons but the schooling isnt the same adn everythign would just suck, but I kinda wnna be with HIM someone back home but can't say his name because its personal and peopel wouldnt understand, theres somethin about him but i dont trust him oene bit!! I HATE BOYS.but i love them at the same time... WELL I love you guys, comment if you would please!! MUCHO LOVE xoxoxox QOUTE::::::::::::::::::::::: PHYSICALLY & MENTALLY driven ...........SICKNESS
either DIE or get THE FUCK out of my LIFE.
........your seriously driving me INSANELY CRAZY and i can honestly say that i HATE YOU.
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