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Name: Amélie
Birthday: 4/28/1986
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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Currently Listening
Heartbreaker
By Ryan Adams
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...so I've been in France for a couple of months.
I've been so busy that I've only written about 20 or 30 pages in my journal.  And for me that is quite little. 

I can't even begin to say how happy and inspired I am here.
I gave my first (ever!) piano concert last night in Maison Forte.  I played a lot of new stuff I've learned here.  It's great having one of only two existing keys to the piano hall.  ^_^ 
I'm really loving my fibers class.  And the fibers students.  And the teacher.  Pam loves me.  She told me.
I've met a couple of people who are so well-matched to me and who I am SO excited to hang out with back in Savannah.  Kate.  She is the biggest example.  I fall asleep after talking for hours in her spare room as much as I sleep in my own room. 
My room.  Skylight.  Sloped roof.  Crawlspace.  I have a kitchen. 

I love it. 

I love waking up and sticking my head out the window to see the sun coming up over the hills and greeting Bonnieux on the other side of the valley.  I love following the progression of the snow levels on the Alps. 

I love the sunshine.  I love being outside.  I love making things.

Finn (our Irish landscaper and resident poet...his stuff is amazing) and Dominique have given me French lessons. 

Sylvan asked me to play keys for his metal band (a French metal band?!  PWN!).  He played me a song in his car.  We sang along to Dream Theater together. Light to dark dark to light light to dark!

I am getting pwning bangs in Barcelona.  Just you wait.  I'm going to look awesome. 

I've sewn books, bags, postcards, plates (yes.), pots of coffee (yes.), silverware (yes.), (to explain - for vernissage I am sewing a breakfast scene and all of the items contained, including tablecloth and clothing, will be for sale).



I probably won't find time to write again until I'm home, but... it's more than I hoped it would be.  In fact, I forced myself not to think about the Lacoste quarter until I arrived because I didn't want to be disappointed.  I couldn't be. It's amazing.  I want to come back next year.  We'll see.  There are negatives, but there are so many positives.  It's just too emotionally stimulating. ^_^


Sunday, October 21, 2007

Bonsai.

All it takes is one to throw a room
completely out of whack.

Over by the window
it looks hundreds of yards away,

a lone stark gesture of wood
on the distant cliff of a table.

Up close, it draws you in,
Cuts everything down to its size.

Look at it from the doorway,
And the world dilates and bloats.

The button lying next to it
is now a pearl wheel,

the book of matches is a raft,
and the coffee cup a cistern

to catch the same rain that moistens
its small plot of dark, mossy earth.

For it even carries its own weather,
leaning away from a fierce wind

that somehow blows
through the calm tropics of this room.

The way it bends inland at the elbow
makes me want to inch my way

to the very top of its spiky greenery,
hold on for dear life

and watch the sea storm rage,
hoping for a tiny whale to appear.

I want to see her plunging forward
through the troughs,

tunneling under the foam and spindrift
on her annual, thousand-mile journey.


Friday, October 12, 2007




There was a fence with spaces you

could look through if you wanted to.

An architect who saw this thing
stood there one summer evening.

Took out the spaces with great care.
And built a castle in the air.

The fence was utterly dumbfounded
Each post stood there with nothing round it.




Saturday, September 22, 2007

Currently Reading
The Fountainhead
By Ayn Rand, Leonard Peikoff
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I'm making mistakes.

and for once, I'm okay with it.



I'm not reveling; I'm not worrying; I'm just existing. 


Monday, September 03, 2007

Currently Listening
We All Belong
By Dr. Dog
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It turns out cigarettes can kill you.
so when you didn't come back, every time I thought of you I smoked a whole pack.
I was up to about 17 packs a day. I was refueling, too.  About every hour or so I drank a bottle of white mule.
I don't want to die in your arms.
I just want to die.




^ (I <3 Dr. Dog)



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