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Birthday: 8/25/1981
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Monday, March 28, 2005

<< UNTITLED >>

It took
one look
and forever lay out in front of me
One smile
then I died
only to be revived by you
There I was
thought I had everything
figured out
goes to show just much I know
about the way life plays out

i take one step away
and I find myself coming back
to you
my one and only
one and only you

Now I know
that I know not a thing at all
except the fact that I am yours
and that you are mine

Oh, if you told me that this wouldn't be easy
and Oh, I'm not one to complain

i take one step away
and I find myself coming back
to you
my one and only
one and only you


Friday, February 11, 2005

<< INNER VOICES - BABY GIRL >>

There are times when i look in your eyes
i see the love that we shared
i see the joy inside
but i didn't see the feelings you hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your love has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby

baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...

baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...

There are times
when i kiss you goodnight
I feel the love that we shared
I feel the joy inside
but I didn't feel what you tried to hide
and now you're saying goodbye
because your feeling has died

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby

baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...

baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...

And all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
and everytime i close my eyes i see your face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced...baby

baby girl
why don't you come back to me
why don't you love me anymore
baby girl
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you forevermore...


Monday, January 24, 2005

<< YELLOWCARD - Empty Apartment >>

You called me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening
Now can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

I'll Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

I'll Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

I'll Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay


<< YELLOWCARD >>

**Ocean Avenue**

-Way Away


I think I'm breaking out
I'm going to leave you now
Theres nothing for me here, it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (Feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting off my words before I speak (Cutting off my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Letting out the noise inside of me (Letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (Every window pane is shattering)
Cutting off my words before I speak (Cutting off my words)
This is how it feels to not believe

Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

-Breathing


Eyes are feeling heavy
But they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin
But the air is never cold
Even though you're next to me
I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything
For you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking
Like a weight

Something I've be keeping
locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free
With each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you
But it's all so different now
Things that I was of sure then
Have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking
Like a weight

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Couldnt stop my heart
It's always beating
Sinking like a weight

How am I supposed to feel
About the things I've done
I don't know if I should stay
Or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you;
Things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew
I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking
Like a weight

And I can feel you breathing
And its keeping me awake
Couldn't stop my heart
It's always beating
Sinking like a weight

-Ocean Avenue


There's a place off Ocean Avenue
Where I used to sit and talk with you
We were both 16 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day staying up all night
Staying up all night

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet
We were both 18 and it felt so right
Sleeping all day staying up all night
Staying up all night

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

There's a piece of you thats here with me
Its everywhere I go its everything I see
When I sleep I dream and it gets me by
I can make believe that your here tonight
That your here tonight

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

I rememeber the look in your eyes
When I told you that this was goodbye
You were begging me not tonight
Not here, not now
We're looking up at the same night sky
And keep pretending the sun will not rise
Well be together for one more night somewhere somehow

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
I know somewhere somehow we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me and take me away

-Empty Apartment


You called me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening
Now can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

I'll Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

I'll Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

I'll Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay

-Life Of A Salesman


What's a dad for, dad?
Tell me why I'm here dad
Whisper in my ear,
That I'm growing up to be a better man, dad
Everything is fine, dad
Proud that you are my, dad
Cause I know Im growing up to be a better man

Father, I will always be
that same boy that stood by the sea
And watched you tower over me
Now I'm older I want to be the same as you

Whats a dad for, dad?
Taught me how to stand, dad
Took me by the hand, dad
And showed me how to be a bigger man, dad
Listened when you talked, dad
Followed where you walked, dad
And you know that I will always do the best I can... I can

Father, I will always be...(always be)
that same boy that stood by the sea
And watched you tower over me...(over me)
Now I'm older I want to be the same as you
The same as you

Father, I will always be
that same boy that stood by the sea
And watched you tower over me
Now I'm older I want to be the same as you

Father, I will always be
that same boy that stood by the sea
And watched you tower over me
Now I'm older I want to be the same as you

-Only One


Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

-Miles Apart


If I could I would do all of this again
Travel back in time with you to where this all began
We could hide inside ourselves and leave the world behind
And make believe there's something left to find

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

Now we've all grown up, gone on and moved away
Nothing I can do about it, nothing I can say
To bring us back to where we were when life was not this hard (life was not this hard)
Looking back it all just seems so far, so far away

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you

I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up for just one more day
I'd give it up for just one more day with you

I'd give it up for just one more day with you
Give it up, give it all away
I'd give it up for just one more day with you

We'll be miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

I need you now, we're miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I may be leaving but you're always in my heart

-Twenty Three


I got to tell you that he waited all his life
For someone like you to come make the wrong things right
I know he didn't have the answers all the time
But you can't tell me that you've never told a lie

We're almost twenty-three and you're still mad at me
So much that I said to you and I want to take it back now
Twenty-three and it's so sad to me
You tell the world I'm dead to you
But I know you want me back now

Was it fun for you to watch him fall apart? (Watch me fall)
And suffocate him while you held him in your arms (in your arms)
I swear to God I wish he never let you in (let you in)
And I just hope we never hear from you again

We're almost twenty-three and you're still mad at me
So much that I said to you and I want to take it back now
Twenty-three and it's so sad to me
you tell the world I'm dead to you
But I know you want me back

Wasted on you (wasted on you)
Wasted on you (so much time I've)
Wasted on you (wasted on you)
Wasted on you
On you
On you

Twenty-three and you're still mad at me
So much that I said to you and I want to take it back now
Twenty-three and it's so sad to me
You tell the world I'm dead to you
But I know you want me back now

-View From Heaven


I'm just so tired
Won't you sing me to sleep
Fly through my dreams
So I can hitch a ride
With you tonight
And get away from this place
Have a new name and face
I just ain't the same without you in my life

Late night drives
All alone in my car
I can't help but start
Singing lines
From all our favorite songs
And there are melodies in the air
Singing Life just ain't fair
But sometimes I still just can't
Believe you're gone

CHORUS:
And I'm sure the view from heaven
Beats the hell out of mine here
And if we all believe in heaven
Then we will make it through
One more year, down here

Feel your fire when it's cold in my heart
And things sorta start reminding me
Of my last night with you
I only need one more day
Just one more chance to say
I wish that I had gone up with you too

CHORUS

You won't be coming back
And I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say goodbye

CHORUS

I hope that all is well in heaven
Cause it's all shot to hell down here
I hope that I find you in heaven
Cause I'm so lost without you down here

You won't be coming back
And I didn't get to say goodbye
I really wish I got to say goodbye

-Inside Out


Here. A little sympathy for you to waste on me
I know you're faking it but that's okay
And I don't want to drag it out
Don't want to bring you down
I never wanted it to end this way

Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again

Here. A little jealousy
I hope you think of me
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night
Cause I feel like I'm inside out
You got me upside down
Maybe I was holding on too tight

Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again

So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend

The two of us we dream like one
The two of us, the two of us
The two of use take breath like one
The two of us, the two of us

I guess that this is over now
I guess it's called the falling out
But everyday I'm learning how to make it through this life I'm in

Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again

So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend

-Believe


Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Climbing higher through the fire, time was running out
Never knowing you weren't going to be coming down alive
But you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.
Be strong. Believe.

Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day
Never fearing, only hearing voices calling out
Let it all go, the life that you know, just to bring them down alive
And you still came back for me
You were strong and you believed

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.

(Again today, we take into our hearts and minds those who
perished on this site one year ago, and also those who came
to toil in the rubble to bring order out of chaos, to help us
make sense of our despair)

Wanna hold my wife when I get home
Wanna tell the kids they'll never know how much I love to see them smile
Wanna make a change right here right now
Wanna live a life like you somehow
Wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.

Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Everything is gonna be alright
Be strong. Believe.

Think about the love inside the strength of heart
Think about the heroes saving life in the dark
Think about the chance I never had to say
Thank you for giving up your life that day

(The world will little note, nor long remember what we say
here, but it can never forget what they did here)

-One Year Six Months


Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So, I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do

-Back Home


Don't know
What I was looking for when I went home
I found me alone
Sometimes
I need someone to say, you'll be alright
What's on your mind?
But the waters shallow here
And I am full of fear
And empty handed after two long years

Another sunny day in California
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it

Back home
I always thought I wanted so much more
Now im not too sure
Cause sometimes
I miss knowing someones there for me
And feeling free
Free to stand beside
The ocean in moonlight
And light myself a smoke beneath
The dark atlantic sky

Another sunny day in California
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it

Everybody here is living life in fear of falling out of line
Tearing lives apart breakin lots of hearts just to pass the time
And the eyes get red in the back of your head
This place will make you blind
Put it all behind me and I'll be just fine

Another sunny day beneath this cloudless sky
Sometimes I wish that it would rain here
And wash away the west coast dreamin from my eyes
There's nothing real for them to see here

Another starry night in California
I'm sure back home they'd love to see it
But they don't know that what you love is ripped away
Before you get a chance to feel it





















<< YELLOWCARD >>

**Underdog [EP]**

-Underdog


One more trip down
To the lost and found
to find your heart
that the quarterback
punk dropped on the ground
One more trip down
To the lost and found
to find your heart
left out
the one they picked last for the big ball game
beat up after class
no doubt, you'll show them one day you are not the same
you won't be the last one, anymore
one long walk down, through the hallway now
you’re finding out that you don’t fit in this time around.
One long walk down, through the hallway now
you’re finding out that you don’t fit in this time around.
you feel left out.
Left out, the one they picked last for the big ball game.
Beat up after class, no doubt,
you'll show them one day you are not the same.
You won't be the last one anymore.
Left out, the one they picked last for the big ball game.
Beat up after class, no doubt,
you'll show them one day you are not the same.
You won't be the last one anymore.
Left out, the one they picked last for the big ball game.
Beat up after class, no doubt,
you'll show them one day you are not the same.
You won't be the last one.

-Avondale


If you’re gonna rip my heart out,
could you use a knife that’s dull and rust in color.
(Once I die) there will be no way that you can cover,
that scar.
It’s hard. I know.
And if I get a little blood on you,
finally the world will know you’re guilty,
(know you're wrong)
of taking everything you’ve gotten from me
no heart, its hard. I know.
Mighty king of avondale
I just can't let this go.
Real life ain't no fairy tale
I just thought you should know.
When you’re finished with the surgery
I really hope that you will turn to me
and tell me all about the fun you had
when you were cutting up, you were cutting up.
Mighty king of avondale I just can't let this go.
Real life ain't no fairy tale I just thought you should know.
Living like a fairy tale the
mighty king of avondale it all went to his head, this royalty.
I stuck a knife into his back. Inventiveness is what I lack.
He’s always hanging up on loyalty.
Mighty king of avondale
I just can't let this go
real life ain't no fairy tale I just thought you should know.

-Finish Line


Hello friend, it’s been too long,
And every town sings the same sad song.

Hello friend, it’s been too long,
And every town sings the same sad song.
Without you here this hotel year,
We’ll sure slow down, with so much left to hear.

Chorus: Let's jet back down
(That highway now) blast stereo’s loud.
Let's jet back down that highway now.

The finish line is almost here
And someone softly whispers in my ear,
Times like these are memories to hold
Deep down inside of you and me
(Chorus x2)

I’m not leaving you, I’m not leaving
(I’m not leaving you, I’m not leaving)
(Goodbye friend it wont be long and
Untill then we’ll sing the same sad song)
Sad song
(Chorus x2)

Lets jet back down (that highway now)
Lets jet back down (that highway now)
Lets jet back down (that highway now)

-Powder


Lying soaked in sweat tonight
Your knuckles white
You try to fight
The need for more to get you by
You've had enough you wonder why
Even now your body cries
For chemicals to blind your eyes
Wondering can you stay this high
When the cells begin to die forever, forever, forever

Crush it up, Crush it up
Take it down, Take it down
Smash it up, Smash it up
Falling down

Swallowed like the medicine
That's broken down my happy friend
Wondering if he'll let me in
If I come to see him when
He's better
He's better
He's better

Crush it up, Crush it up
Take it down, Take it down
Smash it up, Smash it up
Falling down

Crush it up, Crush it up
Take it down, Take it down
Smash it up, Smash it up
Falling down

There's power in the powder disolving in your guts
There's power in the powder disolving in your guts

Crush it up, Crush it up
Take it down, Take it down
Smash it up, Smash it up
Falling down

Crush it up, Crush it up
Take it down, Take it down
Smash it up, Smash it up
Falling down

Crush it up, Crush it up
Take it down, Take it down
Smash it up, Smash it up
Falling down

Crush it up, Crush it up
Take it down, Take it down
Smash it up, Smash it up
Falling down

Falling, I'm falling, I'm falling down

-Rocket


Sleeping late on,
Warm afternoon,
Waking up to, bright silver moon.
Silent words from, my heart to you.
My empty filled, filled up with you.

(rockets fly)
(rockets fly)
i slip another smile in your pocket
my heart is racing to you like a rocket

(rockets fly...)
(into my sky)
i slip another smile in your pocket
my heart is racing to you like a rocket
(the two of us we dream as one)
(our energy could light the sun)
(the two of us we breathe as one)
(the two of us...the two of us)

**One for the Kids**

-Star Struck


Where is your inspiration,
you lost it oh so long ago
so much for innovation,
I saw this coming long before
You had no motivation,
your hopes are high but Trapped below,
This constant competition,
we've won but your still keeping score

But I grew up, wishing on a star
You think, I won't ever get too far

So high on dedication,
it feels so good to get away
From all this repetition,
this angry town, this battleground
So now we'll break tradition
we'll leave you swimming in our wake
Without your inspiration,
you won't survive
you'll surely drown

But I grew up, wishing on a star
You think, I won't ever get too far (2x)

Where is your inspiration,
you lost it oh so long ago

-Drifting


When I look into your eyes, I can see
Such a sad man in disguise
Waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me, I can see
Hurts my heart to see you cry
Waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me

I don't know you anymore, I wish I knew what's wrong
Can't we try to slam that door, start a brand new song

I know you're lonely and you cry, wondering why
I know you're lonely but if once, you could help me understand
What it takes to be a man
Look back on what you've said, and the life you've led
Is it what you dreamed when you were young like me

And now it's time you took something back
just for the sake of your mind, your mind, your mind
When I look into your eyes, I can see
Life has buried you alive
Waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me
You can't breathe
Heart as big as ocean's wide
Waiting, wishing, dreaming, drifting from me

-Something Of Value


All that I needed to hear from you
something of value but something untrue
all that I wished that I'd find within you

See how what she wanted and she needed
tore it all down in the end
some how like a sickness she infects me
She's simple but deadly my friend

All that I needed to hear from you
something of value but something untrue
all that I wished that I'd find within you

stings when I see all the ways that you
took me for granted and told me its through
picked from my pockets and smiled
empty is nothing and nothing is you
I think I'll just sit for awhile
for awhile.....

See how what I wanted and I needed
it wasn't enough in the end
some how with a quickness I forgot her
I realized she wasn't my friend (2x)

All that I needed to hear from you
something of value but something untrue
all that I wished that I'd find within you
stings when I see all the ways that you
took me for granted and told me its through
picked from my pockets and smiled
empty is nothing and nothing is you
I think I'll just sit for awhile

All that I wished that I'd find with in you
something of value something untrue

-Trembling


Trembling
Hold me now
I'm torn between silence and violent expression
Tired of believing everyone wants to care
And cherish someone
I'm so scared of never having anyone

Haunted by my abandoned dreams
Tiny voices where would be screams

Now be still, it wont be long
We will be together in search of a new life
Striving as one in this will to find
Something pure
I'm missing you now I'm quite sure
That I finally found someone

-Sure Shot


Get up, face this day
Find some way to make the mean kids pay
Playing it safe, it's your morals at stake
You're a young man who's willing to wage war
Break from the mold, never do what you're told
After all what are feelings of rage for?

So I say, I got a sureshot way to work things out
All of this arguing has worn you down
I got a sureshot way to kill your doubts
Find what you're following and chase it down

Get up, face this year
Days will fade with all your childhood fears
All of the nights, all of the friends and the fights
You're a young man, who's burning to break free
Here are your rights and your name's up in lights
Don't abuse, be the best that you can be

My mom and dad, you're all I have
I'm finding out I'm on my own, I am all alone
Break from the mold

I've got a sureshot way to work things out
All of this growing up has worn you down
I've got a sureshot way to kill your doubts
Find what you're following and chase it down

-Big Apple Heartbreak


This can't be home... anymore
This can't be home... anymore

If you, think I
Have not been missing
The way she breathes
You are mistaken, my friend
I've fallen down
So put your mouth on
My bloody knees

One night with me and
I've broken your trust
I'd hate to be the bond
You know is gonna bust
(know is gonna bust)
Hurting lungs breathing
Sighs of disgust

This cant be home... anymore
This cant be home... anymore

Now cold concrete
Blank walls are staring
Into your lonely eyes
I duck behind them
And hope that you won't go
And ask for answers to
Why I made you cry

I never wanted us to fade out
Resting on a love that fell apart
Where are you?
I need you
You still have, still have my heart

I never wanted us to fade out (fade out)
Resting on a love that fell apart (torn apart)
Where are you?
I need you
You still have, still have my heart

One night with me and
I've broken your trust
I'd hate to be the bond
You know is gonna bust
(know is gonna bust)
Hurting lungs breathing
Sighs of disgust

This cant be home...anymore
This cant be home...anymore

Open up my heart
Open up my heart
Open up my heart
Open up my heart...

-Cigarette


Watching the days burning out like a cigarette, just a few drags to go.
You built me up and you broke me down, somehow
Everything just seemed so clear to me, nothing left to know
I'll love you right and I'll love you pure, right now

How can you say, that its too late
To save us now

And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me
And i will Wait for you, if you will wait for me

Intoxicated, the edge is serrated, so easily torn from the core
I blushed the first time, but you blushed the last time my eyes in your mind
Regenerated these feelings of hatred. I long for your love ever more
You built me up and you broke me down this time

And I would wait for you, if you would wait for me
And i will Wait for you, if you will wait for me

How can you say that its too late, to save us now
How can you say

-October Nights


Warm October nights
You came and cuddled next to me
Our noses brushed so close
I wished it was our souls
Drifting off to sleep
I could hear the little snores you made
Watching eyes shut tight
Like doors to something sweeter where you rest

Tear me off a piece of blanket
Keep me warm and we can make it
Here's my heart, I'll let you break it
Touched your skin and I can't take it

Light will creep in soon
And I still haven't slept a wink
I wish the sun would hide its head
So I could watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more

I wanna watch you dream some more
I wanna watch you dream some more girl
I wanna watch you

-Rock Star Land


Christmas break of ninety eight just flipped me upside down
One coast out to the other, following the sound
Headed west to get the best of what we all knew then
One ocean to another, waves come crashing down
Carrying just me, Aunt Stephanie, she held my hand
Told me, why, I was
Blazing down that highway on my way to Rock Star Land

California, a place they say glistens gold.
I wanna go there and never come back home, yeah.

Staring up at freeway signs in dreams that make me sad
One coast out to the other
One ocean to another
We cruised out to the other side

Loved us in Nebraska how they cheered us in Mattane
Told me why, I, was
Blazing down that highway on my way to Rock Star Land

California, a place they say glistens gold.
I wanna go there and never come back home.

California, a place they say glistens gold.
I wanna go there and never come back home.

-For Pete's Sake


So I'm left wondering,
there is so much left I wish that I could say to you
Silence, I keep
For fear of breaking myself down,
and maybe getting through
Getting through to you

(Chorus)
For Pete's sake
Lets see straight
(Yeah) Clench your fist up in rage
Hurts to know,
We could throw
All this time away

Lets try and work it out
Please don't be angry anymore,
I'm on your side
And I don't wanna fight
Put this hate aside
Get back to a place where you and I can still be friends

(woah)You want it
(woah)You need it
(woah)You want it

(Chorus)

And all the answers you're racing to find out
They might outrun you in the end (2x)

-A.W.O.L.


Maybe it's not over yet
somewhere inside him
must be some new dream
awaiting the topple the rest
when he finds himself feeling alive yet alone...

Maybe the best he can get
is still out of his reach

Ran from the life that he hates
hoping to find some new beginning
abandoned the future they gave and took away
knowing what they would say

destined to rise above
all of the simplified answers they gave him back there
when surrounded by love
he could not make sense of feeling alive yet alone

Maybe the best he can get
is simply burned by fate

yet he knows
he's the champion of the planet
but he's told he was wrong for somehow deciding
to run from the life that he hates
hoping to find some new beginning
abandoned the future they gave and took away
knowing what they would say

-Rough Draft


Like a Saturday night I'll be gone
Like a Saturday night I'll be gone
Before you knew that I was there

So you wrote it down
I'm supposed to care
Even though it's never there
Sorry if I'm not prepared
Is it hard to see the things you substitute
For me and all my thoughts of you
It's eating me alive to leave you

Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong

Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song

I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be
May a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me

I'm finding my own words, my own little stage
My own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heartache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
Are friendly intentions and fairweather smiles

And I don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song

Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone before you knew that I was there

-Silence

-Untitled Track




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