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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 08:02:28 GMT

OK, so i havnt posted in here in a long time, but i figure now is better than ever. this is the first way that my g'f and i started talkin to each other, w/o actaully talkin. so im gonna try it again. I love you baby, your are the only girl for me. your are my everything, my sunshine, my wow, my insporation. I am so sorry about blake, and i didnt mean to mess that up. Everything else, idk, all i can say is that im sorry, and it isnt true, you are the one that i am, and would ever want to be with, i love you so much, i love everything about you. you amaze me. and i pray to god with all that i am, that this is only a "speedbump" god i pray that. im sooo sorry baby, and i lvoe you with all of my heart

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 23:08:48 GMT

k well today, lets see. I LVOE MORGAN. woke up kinda early talked to her for a few, took a shower, went ot school. went down to her locker, and jstu talked with ppl ofr a while. it was fun. first was cool, mr ryherd will/ is a very good teacher. second was fine, well the begining of second was really good, was told we were soo cute, and yeah now were "the couple" or w/e, idk, i dont care what others think, its jsut me and my beautiful girl. . third was fun, did nt do much. lucnch was fun til i had to leave for jr meeting, but i did get to come back. study hall was nice, got to talk for a while, shes still feelin bad, but i try and i think i at least kinda suckceded later to cheer her up. rest of the day was mostly blah, oh waits was good, all my bench done, then looked in mr s window, talked with morgan between classes, oh droped a note in her looker between 5 and 6, and she oculd barely read it( sorry). lol. 8th was 8th. went down to her locker afterword, talked for a few then jsut left after stealin her spanish book. lol. after school went to walmart to get stuff to try and cheer her up, lets see got her a card, a magic color pad thing that she really wanted, and some gummy bears. oh and some gum for me/us lol went ot civic center casue i had to take my dad to the dentist. while i was waitin wrote her a note in the card. took dad, then went home to get that stuff wraped, put it in a shoe box as always, and wrapped it in chirstmas paper. talked for a few, then went over to her house, watched her straiten her hair, and we kinda jstu chilled for a little bit, then went down to keelys, she opened her present there, and it def seemed like she liked it. thats good. just chilled, and colored at keels for a while, then went ot holy family, sat in the car, then went in during a dif game, sat there and talked for a while then we watched keelys game, she did good, she made a shot or two. said congrats to her then took morgan home. she went upstairs to show her mom the card and was informed that i needed to leave, , but its ok, i still got to spend all night with her, and im really treasureing that, b/c i wont get to do that anywhere near as much starting monday. said goodbye, i really love them and hate them all at the same time, if that makes anysense. I lvoe my little tease lol.

I Love her so much. these past 2 weeks have been the best ever. i dont know how realyl to explain it but i feel a bigillion times better jsut bein with her

Car door slams, it's been a long day at work
I'm out on the freeway and I'm wondering if it's all worth
The price that I pay, sometimes it doesn't seem fair
I pull into the drive and you're standing there
And you look at me
And give me that come-here-baby smile
It's all gonna be alright
You take my hand
And You pull me close and you hold me tight

Chorus:
It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half

They say behind every man is a good woman
But I think that's a lie
'Cause when it comes to you I'd rather have you by my side
You don't know how much I count on you to help me
When I've given everything I got and I just feel like giving in
And you look at me
And give me that come-here-baby smile
It's all gonna be alright
You take my hand
Yeah you pull me close and you hold me tight

(REPEAT CHORUS)

Well, you take my hand
Yeah you pull me close and I understand

It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe that we can make it through anything

Oh baby, it's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half

Oh, oh baby you're my better half
Ooh, hey baby you're my better half

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 01:49:13 GMT

k had quite abit types out, but i also had xanga problems, but im stilll..
<-------------- that is me right now, and will be all night, prabably when im sleepin and then in the mornin
I LVOE YOU MORGAN
Okay
Check it, Check it, Check it out
It's Santana again
Steppin, Steppin, Steppin out
One of them Brand new big boy toys
I do big boy things
I make big boy noise cuz...
I know what girls want...
I know what they like
They wanna stay up , and party all night
so bring a friend

Chris Brown
(Verse 1)
Let me talk to you
Tell you how it is
I was thinkin when I saw that body gotta get shawty
Tell her what the young boy gon do
Damn them chicks wit chu gotta be okay
Babe pretty thick wit the kick that's sick that need to be hit
So tell me what ya'll gon do

(Hook)
I got friends, and you got friends
They hop out, and you hop in
I look fly, and they jockin
The way you drop, drop makes me hot, hot

(Chorus)
Is ya man on the flo?
If he ain't...
Let me know
Let me see if you can run it, run it
girl indeed I can run it, run it(2x)

(Verse 2)
You'll see
Girl I can set you off
Don't believe my age is gonna slow us down
I can definitly show you things
that's gon have you sayin I can't be 16
Once I get in you won't wanna go
(and I...)
I'll have yo girls wishin they were you
(and I...)
I know your heard about me, but guess what's goin down if we leave

(Hook 2x)
I got friends, and you got friends
They hop out, and you hop in
I look fly, and they jockin
The way you drop, drop makes me wanna pop, pop

(Chorus 2x)
Is ya man on the flo?
If he ain't...
Let me know
Let me see if you can run it, run it
girl indeed I can run it, run it(2x)

(Breakdown)
Girl you feel right
(Feel right)
Make me feel like...
(feel like...)
I wanna do a little somethin
(do a little somethin)
Ain't no thing let you do it fo sho
Girl the way that your wearin them jeans is turnin me on
I'm the hottest thing thats in these streets so baby won't you rock me...

(Rap)
Make it drop honey...
Make it pop honey...
Whip, whop..
Tick, tock to da clock fo me
don't stop doin that
and shawty know I mean what I say so she won't stop doin dat
Plus I heard if you can dance you can bump
Well dance is up let's go, let's go(yup)
we can get it in...
we can gets some friends
do it like the ying yang twins
(Whisperin)
wait til' you see my....
wait til' you see my...
let me fall back
You ain't ready for all dat
have you sleep late
real late
yeah takin a long nap
you teel your friends...
to get wit my friends
we can be friends
switch and meet friends(switch)
we can do it all night long, and...
til' da clock hit mornin ya dig

(Chorus 2x)
Is ya man on the flo?
If he ain't...
Let me know
Let me see if you can run it, run it
girl indeed I can run it, run it(2x)

(Outro)
oooh, oooh, oooh, ooh

Music til' fade out...

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 00:10:22 GMT

Well today went really good, prolly the best weekday since morgan and i ahve been goin out. now there is a good posibilty that it was because we spent over half the day together. , um chezk ppl came, it was cool, they were really good, moved up to 165 all 4 sets on bench that was good. babysat with morgan, that ltl tease lol. it was really fun, went over to her house for jsut a bit. said goodbye, that took a while. lol.
I love you sooooooooooooooooo much. ur my betterhalf, and my everythign

Every time our eyes meet

This feeling inside me

Is almost more than I can take

Baby when you touch me

I can feel how much you love me

And it just blows me away

I've never been this close to anyone or anything

I can hear your thoughts

I can see your dreams



I don't know how you do what you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life

With you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Baby I'm amazed by you



The smell of your skin

The taste of your kiss

The way you whisper in the dark

Your hair all around me





Baby you surround me

You touch every place in my heart

Oh it feels like the first time every time

I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes



I don't know how you do what you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life

With you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Baby I'm amazed by you



Every little thing that you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life

With you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Oh, every little thing that you do

Baby I'm amazed by you



I LOVE YOU

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 00:37:21 GMT

hmm today was kinda blah, the one person that makes me feel all warm and tingly inside, i didnt get to see much. i know im gonan have to get used to it, and i might, but im not gonna like it. shes my everything, and i love her soo much. well got to school actually on time, talked with morgan and her friends for a while, i was wearin jeans*gasp* lol. first hr we found out that mrs hensler is gonna be our teacher again, what fun. second was w/e third was kind afun, i did get ot see her for a while, then at lunch i had a stupid meeting about taste of the lsa, then another meeting abuot nhs, ugh didnt get ot be in lunch for very long, and im learning quick that i really wish i would have been there. 4rth wsw nice, got to talk for a while. 5th took a test that im prety confidenet i bombeddddddddd. oh well. 6th, talked to mrs pasley about sports and stuff, it was w/e. 7th got all my bench in at 160 oh yeah lol.8th building homes woowho. talked to morgan for a few then she left, played bball for a loong time. came home for a bit, talked to her for a little bit. then went ot bball meeting, confronted james, slapped him. yeah i know, i was doin the guy thing lol. hopefully he got hte message, if not one of us will prolly get suspended, one way or another he will learn respect for ppl esp women. had to go get my brother. then got home, and talked to some ppl. inclding my everything.

Morgan, wow words cant describe how you make me feel. when im with you i get all warm and tingly inside. i love it and i love you sooo mcuh. the footsie with our fingers, and jsut layin there all night together, wow, some of my best memories ever.

Every time our eyes meet

This feeling inside me

Is almost more than I can take

Baby when you touch me

I can feel how much you love me

And it just blows me away

I've never been this close to anyone or anything

I can hear your thoughts

I can see your dreams



I don't know how you do what you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life

With you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Baby I'm amazed by you



The smell of your skin

The taste of your kiss

The way you whisper in the dark

Your hair all around me





Baby you surround me

You touch every place in my heart

Oh it feels like the first time every time

I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes



I don't know how you do what you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life

With you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Baby I'm amazed by you



Every little thing that you do

I'm so in love with you

It just keeps getting better

I wanna spend the rest of my life

With you by my side

Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do

Oh, every little thing that you do

Baby I'm amazed by you

I LOVE YOU BABY

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 23:48:23 GMT

Hmm, today lets see. well first off we had out first kiss, my first real one to. the morning was ok, got to talk to morgan for a while, then left, pretty much it sucked till i got to her house, ive done the same training the past 3 years, did get to talk to jeff alot aobut lots of stuff, it was cool casue i havnt got to do that for a while. ok back to tongiht, well first it took like 40 mins from the parking lot at camp to the front of her house, lets jsut say i was goin a little fast lol. got there, changed, showed her some of my uniform, then cuddled and watched some tv till the pizza got there, ate some pizza, and watched some more tv, then we went down stairs, got on my rfavorite coach ever lol, cuddled up and started white noise, after abuot an jhour or so, keely scared us and her sister, kaitlyn? lol not really sure, looked at some pics and talked with them some, the rest of the fam came down and looked at the pics lol, it was fine. then they all left we finished white noise, odd movie but still good. esp since i got to watch it with my lady. , then we watched some blue collar and talked for a while, i played with her hair and we did the whole footie with our hands, it was soo nice, i love it like I LOVE YOU, she was almost asleep, she looked so peaceful to, it was sweet. her mom hinted that we need to wrap it up, thne a little bit latter her dad said it was time to go lol. got upstairs, put my shoes on, and then when we were huggin we kissed, then i had to go, so now jsut sittin around, smilin
I love you so much, u really are my everything. nothing can change that. i cant wiat for next weekend. shoudl be lots of fun, hayrides and our songs... oh yeah. lol

I'll be hurtin' if she gets a big head start
First that girl stole my attention
Not to mention all my affection
Now she's running away with my heart

I don't know where she's bound
But I aim to be there when the sun goes down
Do a little catchin' up in the dark
When we're out there under the moonlight
Even when I'm holdin' her tight
She's running away with my heart

No don't tell me 'bout the speed limit
I'll go a million miles a minute
Till I run the wheels right off of this car
I know exactly what I'd be losin'
That's why I'm doin' what I'm doin'
She's running away with my heart

I don't know where she's bound
But I aim to be there when the sun goes down
Do a little catchin' up in the dark
When we're out there under the moonlight
Even when I'm holdin' her tight
She's running away with my heart
She's running away with my heart.

and this one to, sry couldnt pick one

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
And when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
And said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are

I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already there

I LOVE YOU MORGAN

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 01:21:58 GMT

ok well today pretty much sucked until about oo lets say 815, talked to morgan for a little while in the mornin, packed everything for today, then i went and droped off a suprise to morgan, and i didnt get caught. it was my hoodie and a note to her. i was hopin it would help her day go a lttle better, and from what ive picked up it did. went ocamp, jsut to do a ceremony, day pretty much blew, my worst portrayal ever, and i jsut wasnt likein it at all, then came home dropped joren off, then went over to her house, , i get 4 feet out of my car and she comes runnin down her driveway and gives me a huge hug. it was so oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, nice, i was the happyiest guy ever right then. then we ewent inside cause it was cold, hugged some more then went down stairs, cuddled up and watched 8 crazy nights, pretty good movie, but i was watchin her beautiful face most of the time, i jsut oculd help my self. movie got over and we jsut layed there for a while, we started playin as she called it footsy with our fingers, it was really nice and soothing to, i fell asleep for a little bit but then i guess i jerked and woke up, im sorry, i always do that. well that was abuot at eleven when i was spossed to be home, then morgan was like i nee dto go home os i dont get in trouble but we still endin up layin there for like 20 mins, i realyl enjoyed it. then finally got up gave her a couple huge hugs, and then when i was walkin out we were kinda holdin hand and i really didnt want ot let go. came home, didnt get in truoble and jstu sitin here talkin.

I love you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. nobody could ever know, well except you.

The first time I looked in your eyes I knew
That I would do anything for you
The first time you touched my face I felt
What I've never felt with anyone else
I wanna give back what you've givin' to me
And I wanna witness all of your dreams
Now that you've shown me who I really am
I wanna be more then just your man

I wanna be the wind that fills your sails
And be the hand that lifts your veil
Be the moon that moves your tide
The sun coming up in your eyes
Be the wheel that never rusts
And be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...

When you wake up, I'll be the first thing you see
And when it gets dark you can reach out to me
I'll cherish your words and I'll finish your thoughts
And I'll be your compass baby, when you get lost

I wanna be the wind that fills your sails
And be the hand that lifts your veil
Be the moon that moves your tide
The sun coming up in your eyes
Be the wheel that never rusts
Be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...

I'll be the wheel that never rusts
And be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...
I wanna be your everything

I wanna be your everything
I wanna be your everything

You are my everything, i love you morgan

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 01:26:51 GMT

Lets see, got up at like 730 didnt get to school till 825, first was blah, second was ok, idd get to morgan when i got and took back the tv, i didnt even noticed that she was wearin my hooodie lol, i was kinda wonderin why she didnt look at me when i brought it back lol. but i didnt mind at all, it made it smel like her, and oh i love that. spanish got talked to again about talkin in class, but i didnt get a dedcution slip from yday so idk. had a ybook meeting at lunch, so far my name is down for 4 pages, i can do them quick so it shouldnt be to bad. 4rth was fun, looked at the ubook for a while with morgan then jsut talked most of the hour, it was really nice. rest of the day pretty much dragged, 7th we set up tables and chairs for the fish fry, then went back to the wieght room and i did bench, i set of 10 at 155 then 160 then 2 sets at 165, it was sweeeeet. lol. then played some bball 5 on 5 full court and did ok. ran over to the post office for my mom, then to krekles for a burger and a shake for her. talked to keshia and kayla, was told were really cute together by another person, it was nice. got back to school, went with morgan and her family to judah, did score for the JV game, we won, wasnt there best game but we still won. got to talk to her for a long time after the game, it was really fun. jerry k came about 10 points into the game so got to talk to him alot, man i miss him. v won, pretty easlily i might add lol. then came home, morgan slept in my arms for most of the way to school. then we came to her house, when i got a phone call, dont really want to go into it, but basicly i almost got in alot of trouble and it was only partialy my fault. took an hour to get done with all my phone calls. morgan came downstairs near the end of my calls, it made me feel so much better, jsut by seein her. then when i got done we got to snuggle for like an hour, it was sooooooo wonderful, it made me totall forget abuot all the problems with the night. thank you sooo much. just layed there for a while, then ahd to put my pants back on lol. then we hugged for a while, and i didnt want ot let go ever.
I <3 my girlfriend soooo much, im crazy about her. she is my better half

The first time I looked in your eyes I knew
That I would do anything for you
The first time you touched my face I felt
What I've never felt with anyone else
I wanna give back what you've givin' to me
And I wanna witness all of your dreams
Now that you've shown me who I really am
I wanna be more then just your man

I wanna be the wind that fills your sails
And be the hand that lifts your veil
Be the moon that moves your tide
The sun coming up in your eyes
Be the wheel that never rusts
And be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...

When you wake up, I'll be the first thing you see
And when it gets dark you can reach out to me
I'll cherish your words and I'll finish your thoughts
And I'll be your compass baby, when you get lost

I wanna be the wind that fills your sails
And be the hand that lifts your veil
Be the moon that moves your tide
The sun coming up in your eyes
Be the wheel that never rusts
Be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...

I'll be the wheel that never rusts
And be the spark that lights you up
All that you've been dreaming of and more
So much more, I wanna be your everything...
I wanna be your everything

I wanna be your everything
I wanna be your everything

I <3 you morgan, sooooo mcuh

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 23:27:03 GMT

Well lets see, really the only great part of today was Morgan, she can always make me feel better, no matter what. I <3 her so much. Got up earrrly and went to the Y to play bball with the old guys and kyle. i did decent, i did miss a frickin lay up, , a lay up. urgh. then i shot my 50 freethrows, when 26-50, not great but better than the last time i counted. took a shower late, then i started shavin and kyle told me it was 8:10, still ahd to shave, hair, dress, and pack my bag, which takes like 15-20 mins usually, well i cut suome time off with a crapy shaving job. well then i walk out to the lobby in my birks, and saw that it was pourin, and i jsut cleaned all the junk out of them, so i was switchin shoes as quick as i could, didnt put on any socks, ugh. lol. got to school, after first bell, butt uckily before 2nd so i wasnt late. 1 and second were balh, oh just about fell asleep and fell outa my chair in 2nd. 3rd was fun, senor said somethin to me about talkin, so im sure i jsut got my first deduction oh well lol. oh somebody please tell me what was the big deal abotu me watchin the nboss tape lol. lunch was fun, got to sit by morgan, but i sat across from drew k, aka kid who crushes "himself", and then missouri, and hes jsut a fag. oh well. 4rth was fun, we both had hw, so we didnt get ot talk much, but we did get to talk so it was realyl nice when we did. 5th was w/e as was 6th, 7th got all my reps in, and all the exercises, wiegth update, curls 4 sets of 10 at 30lbs, lats 4 sets of 10 at 45, triceps (aka pecslol) 4 sets of 10 at 35, incline 4 sets of 10 at 145. 8th was ok i guess, no bigie. after school was fun, i hope morgan had fun, im not sure how much she likes anthony. oh im sorry to hear abuot jeremy and rebecca, but hes an ahole. that dosnt deserve any female. and shes better for it. the jv lost =(, but morgan played well =), im sorry i couldnt chear you up, i guess im jsut gonna have to have a constant supply of gumy bears. lol. V lost to, i pretty much lost my voice to. got to take morgan home=), but i didt get to stay over at her house, =( well weve got all trip tomrow.

Ooh, when I see her in my tee shirt
Brushin' her teeth, dancin' to the radio
Ooh, her coffee and her kissin'
The way she looks at me, I hate to see her leave
But I sure love watchin' her go

Every little thing she does
Every little thing she does
I keep fallin' in love with every single simple
Ordinary little thing she does

Ooh, paintin' on her toenails
Watchin' TV, got her mama on the telephone
Ooh, in a corner at a party
She puts down her drink, gives me a little wink
And says wait 'til I get you home

Every little thing she does
Every little thing she does
I keep fallin' in love with every single simple
Ordinary little thing she does

Listenin' to her breathe, watchin' her when she sleeps
The bubbles in her bath, the funny little laugh
Oh yea, oh yea, oh yea

Every little thing she does
Every little thing she does
I keep fallin' in love with every single simple
Ordinary little thing she does

I <<<<33333 MORGAN