hey guys! This will be my last entry on this xanga!

I am making a new xanga...if you are on my list, i will give it too you. There are too many people that i have no idea who they are comming and leaving shit on my site that i have to erase! I love you all though!

But yea, i better get to commenting yall with my new xanga name! Much love! Tori-I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL!

LATER

Kace

Currently Listening Writing's on the Wall By Destiny's Child "Temptation" see related

hey guys! What's up? Not a whole too lot here. Just sittin here at home...*yawn*

This is for my friends!!:
Y 0 U R F R I E N D S 

• best friends: Cierra and Jamie
• known longest: Jamie
• wish you talked to more: Cassie
• wish you saw more: Erin
• how many friends do you think you have: TONS
• who drives you insane after a while: prolly Kristi P.
• who can you stay around forever and never get sick of:TORI!
• ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': yea...once
• craziest: Bryce
• loudest: Jeff
• shyest: uhmmmmmm I dont have many shy friends
• best hair: Jemeca
• can always make you laugh: Brittany 
•  best eyes: Tori
• best body:  Tori
• most athletic: Tori
• sex symbol: GOD Cant you take a hint? T-O-R-I
• hot tempered: prolly me actually
• most impatient: I agree with Britt...Kerri. lol. Luv you though girl!
• shortest: Heather/Brittany
• tallest: JEFF
• talented: Tori, Alyssa, and Cierra 
• best singer: Kristy A...GIRL YOU CAN SING!
• skinniest: Cierra!!
• nicest: Most of yall 
• best personality: Tiff 
• biggest drug user: lol Ashley! Luv ya babe!

But yea, hope yall enjoyed that! I am gonna go though! Talk to yall later! Tori-I love you baby and I cant wait till you see me tomorrow! I missed you at school today! It sucked! But yea, i hope you are feelin better and i will see you soon sweetie! Love you! MWAH!

LATER

Kace

Currently Listening Take It All Away By Ryan Cabrera "True" see related

hey guys! Sorry i havent updated in a while. Been kinda busy!

ANYWAYS, a lot has been happenin lately. It is a good thing though. I think i can finally be happy again!! YAY CAKE! But yea, you all are not sposed to know why. I told a special someone i wouldnt tell! But yea, i am happy now and things are going great!! Wow, a lot can change in 5 days! Good thing i updated huh? lol. But yall should be happy for me! Thanks everyone who has been here for me. I dunno what i woulda done without you guys! Much freakin like!!

So yea, i am hopefully gettin a job with my mom at St Jo Chiropractic. It is filing and stuff, but hey, it is money! And i really need that right now!! I am workin at the home show at the Civic Arena on Sunday and i will be makin 6.75 an hour. I am usin that money for cigarettes and for Tori's Valentine's Day present!! I am excited!

But i spose i will get off here. I am gonna see if i can find a new layout! Talk to yall later! Tori- I love you more than anything. You made me so happy saturday night! Even after that HUGE blowup! I love you and I really want you to know that. You mean everything to me! xoxoxxx

LATER

Kace

Currently Listening Anywhere But Here By Chris Cagle "Miss Me Baby" see related

hey guys. What are yall up to? Not a whole too lot here. Just eatin some mashed tatoes with my cat Bo! lol

ANYWAYS, i guess today was a little better. Tori promised me that we were gonna get back together. I will have to see how things turn out. But yea, i dunno why, but i just kinda felt happy today. I got to hang out with her most of the day cuz we both only had to take a couple of finals. We actually had fun and didnt argue!!! lol! I know, it surprised me too! I just really miss her and i really hope everything works out. I hate goin through every day without her. Each day hurts even more than the one before. *sighs* Love is so bittersweet...

I hate the damn finals schedule!!!! I have to be there at certain times and they are so inconveniently close...but so far away! lol. GRR i wish our administration was not so damn stupid!! lol

But i spose i will get off here! Talk to yall later! Tori-I really am hopin that we can get back together sometime. I really love you babe. More than anything and i wish i could tell you how much. You light up my life every day and i really want to be with you. I understand why you did what you did. Hurt and tears aside, i will always be here for you no matter what babe. I love you...

LATER

Kace

hey guys! What are yall up to? Not a whole too lot here. Just sitting in creative writing, creativly updating my xanga. *yawn* i am actually pretty bored.

Soooo yea, things are not better. They are not gonna be better for a while i am afraid. I am just so tired of pretending i am fine for everybody. I cant do this shit anymore. I seriously wake up every morning disappointed because i am still fucking here. I dont know what to do with myself anymore, but most of all, i dont know what to do with my heart. I just wish i could some how stop this hurt. Letting go hurts, but i think hanging on would hurt me more. Hopefully i will get through this and things will get better soon...I dunno though...i cant go on hope every day. Because every day, my hope is fading away from me, and that scares me because that is all i really have left right now.

*LACY HAS TO SHIT*

Here is my new poem:

LOVE COSTS
I am on my knees now,
Head bowed at your feet.
Please see my low.
Know it.
Note it.
As I continue as your
Fair-weather whore;
My payment comes in tears.
Days drag slowly by,
Agonizing, cold, lonely-
Pain.
I am freezing in a hell
I have always hoped to never know.
I would sleep forever,
For I am only with you now
In my dreams.
"It's too much,"
My agreement sent to you.
The usual.
I grieve for happiness,
With no answer to
My pleas of tears and sleepless nights.
Mixed emotions,
But my eyes speak
The undenyable truth.
The UNSPOKEN truth,
That causes the holes in my tongue
And the endless tears I cry
For love.
What a price to pay...

Talk to yall later! Tori-I hope we can be better friends than we are now. I am sorry for pissing you off all the time. I love you.

LATER

Kace