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Dolliegirl321
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Name: Laura
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Metro: Harford County
Birthday: 1/16/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Dancing, Singing,acting, doing hundreds of crunches..i love them! Watching movies (scary movies) Going to the beach with friends, and just being freakin kick ass CRAZY!
Expertise: I dont know what it would be...problay singing..thats something I try to be really good at.
Message: message me
AIM:  Dolliegirl321
Yahoo:  Dolliegirl321@yahoo.com
Member Since:
5/17/2005
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| so yeah I
havent updated in a while as usual, but yeah taylor and I just had the
best weekend ever!! I heart her! Anyways I am now learning to get over
things that shouldnt matter to me. I think I've definently improved
since my last entry, but I know that I am still trying to find myself.
I think I'm one of those people who don't really know who they
are yet, so it's kind of like I'm still searching. hahha this sounds
cheesy, but whoever said there was anything wrong with cheesy eh? hah.
Sometimes I wish I could be more like my friends: confident and happy
with who they are and sometimes I have to beat myself up about things
that i do that I realize are stupid. I wish i could change myself, but
change is so hard, but then again that is life.
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| I
feel so alone right now. I cant explain it. Tears. People that I don't
even really come in contact with somehow tend to affect my life the
most. It's kinda like something I want that I can't have. Everyone
always seems to be involved with someone, yet I feel left out of the
picture. Sometimes I do things for others and they do not return the
favor...I don't know. Maybe I am just a spastic fake blonde. Or
my maybe I'm just a selfish nobody.
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| Ok so everyone wants me to update this thing. I dont have much to say.
HC was fun..halloween is coming and I'm gonna be a playboy bunny! yay
babay. It will be so cute. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ook. Byes!
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| So yeah it's been like a few months lol. Lets see summer is fun so
far..sometimes boring. Taylor and I went to VA beach last week, omg it
was so much fun. We saw the hottest guy, damn he was finnnnnnnne..lol.
Anyways, im blanking on stuff to talk about so im gonna go. luv
yas!
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| Grandmother died today...not much
else to say about that fact. My mom came into my room and said
she had bad news... I knew what the bad news was. Then to see her cry
made me so upset, but yet I did not cry. I did not cry when I got
out of bed, I did not cry when I said goodbye to her before I went to
school, I did not cry on the bus, and I did not cry during most of the
school day...although I am crying now. My dad says that I am selfless
and unloving for not showing emotion or seeming affectionate, that
makes me feel worse. But i will not argue with him, I accept the
insults and continue with my "selfish" life. I must be a very unloving
person, I seem to cry whenever I have guy problems, but when a family
memeber dies I do not. I guess it just takes a while to sink in. When
you hear that someone dies it does not register immediatly, but then u
begin to think about the fact that this person will never live to
see you grow up, or be able to talk to you again, or be able to walk
the earth. I just hope that she is in a better place now and not
suffering anymore pain. And I hope that she is always watching over my
family and I, and especially my mom. I love you...forever and always.
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