Sometimes I feel like I do everything wrong..

Other times I feel like I’m doing really good..

But tonight I feel like shit… so many thoughts are running through my head.

I wish I knew who my real friends were.. where are they when I need them?

I’ve been feeling so dead lately… sometimes I wish I could just end my life and finally die, but then I think about my future, my friends, my boyfriend. What would they do or think of me after I was gone? I was an insane emo psycho freak? I don’t know.. Why should I really care about what others think of me? I really shouldn’t one bad comment makes me depressed. I shouldn’t let people get to me but I do all the time.. it hurt so much…

Why do I feel so ignored?

-PATRICIA