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| Still aliveHey everybody! it has has been a long time since I've taken the time to sit down and post. It's quiet around here. Of course it is raining outside. I am still living in the new living arrangement I mentioned in my last post several months ago. It's going very well. I work tonight so right now I'm just sitting at home playing the waiting game.
I got into the nursing program and just finished a grueling semester in the hospital trying to learn so very much about the nursing profession... needless to say it has been difficult and will only get more so but I am surviving. I am for the most part enjoying my vacation. Angie came home for a visit and we spent a lot of time together. Also I got to see many other friends that I haven't seen in quite a while, especially those that are living in fayetteville these days. I am still stuck in hot springs but its not so bad at this time. Some of my friends here havent changed and we are growing apart because they are making choices that will not suit them well for the future... but I refuse to give up and join them for now. I finally quit pizza Inn and am working back at colton's waiting tables. I like it much better. To everyone out there I miss you and call me sometime... my number hasn't changed. Keep in touch. ~D~
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| insomnia...Hey guys! I know it's been quite a while and I'm battling a fit of this here insomnia so I thought why not update? So... wow... a lot of things. Lets stick to the basics. Moved into my new house with one roommate and I could not be more satisfied with my living arrangements... thank the lord. I just got back from panama city beach, FL and visiting some friends in Alabama... took my new car... she really loves road trips. The Honda is still runnin good and lookin fine as ever! lol Work is the same... School starts in just a couple of weeks and I am just about as nervous about it as I can get. I have my basics out of the way and now its time for the real deal... its shit or get off the pot time. Wish me luck because I know this is going to be very hard... all the study time not to mention clinicals at 7 AM! 7! Wow... I think I've gone to bed then more than I've gotten up that early since high school. The downside is nursing classes conflict with every freakin thing that I could take to bring my hours up... so I am forfeiting a lot of my financial aid. Student loans here I come... I can't mess this up... *starts tearing hair out* I miss you all... give me a ring sometime. | | |
| Far too brief to cover it, but will do for now...Good afternoon kids! Thought you would surely never hear from me again? I thought so to, but I find myself with some free time before work and a whole lot of things to review. It's been several months and so many things have happened it would take about a month to explain it all. I moved out of my parents house, into a house with some friends of mine. It has been a crazy trip. Friends have come and gone, adultery, deceit, good times, bad times, romance, heartbreak, so many other things... it's all here. All in all I am doing well. Made the deans list this semester and bought a new car recently. Its the Honda I have always wanted. I got accepted to the nursing program, that I will begin in the fall. Good times. Still single, still young, still crazy. I will be moving soon into a different house with a slightly different arrangement of roomates... I hope this will go a little more smoothly than what I have encountered thus far. I hope everyone is doing well and everything is coming along for you to your liking. I miss all of you that I don't get to conversate with as often anymore... you can always give me a ring on the cell... if you need the number let me know. IM OUT | | |
| So the start of spring break is upon us. I had the day off... its hasnt stopped raining. Made all A's and B's in school for midterms... not too much to update on. Much love. | | |
| let me bore you with some psycho babble... I know I'm basically writing to no one but I think it is high time I got out some aggression. Not that I really have any these days... I think I'm losing it. And I'm tired, oh so tired.
I just applied to the nursing program at school and now I play the waiting game. Well, that and I get to struggle through ridiculously hard classes until then.
I was sort of meditating the other day on west mountain, I realized something. I don't have a plan B. If I don't get into this nursing program I will be back at square one. Just like my senior year of high school... what to do, what to do?
As usual, working the normal load of hours, getting tired of my job quickly, need to start looking for something new, something more "grown up." I guess in a way it doesn't really matter what job I have now... I just need one that I can make enough to get by without LIVING there.
My car is falling apart... BLEH! I cannot wait to get a new one, but I'm trying to hold out as much as I can because I would much rather pay cash than take on a payment. Doing well on the saving end, but I'm afraid I'm not very patient.
I know it isn't healthy to long for the past, but I find myself doing it now and then. Life after high school sucks. Friends move on, you start getting older, maybe you start to see your family for who they really are and are displeased by the result. (*cough*My moms family) Although I am meeting new people every day, I feel a little reluctant to change. This is going to sound so emo... but, am I the only one who fears that I will eventually become so old and boring that I will end up alone? I guess that's a very insecure thought, but as I become older I'm finding that I lose friends faster than I make them these days... and is that my fault? Who knows? lol I've always thought I was crazy, maybe some people share my views.
I apologize for the tone of this entry, I am just venting. Things in general are going well indeed. Time progresses as it should, although it be drudgery from time to time. I hope all of my friends are well, and that things are happening. They definitely are for me. This is the age of aquarius, and I don't doubt that one bit. It's like I'm on some kind of sadistic, backward-ass, fucked up roller coaster. LOL Love you guys! I'M OUT | | |
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