Currently Listening Stand Still, Look Pretty By The Wreckers, Michelle Branch, Jessica Harp see related

so i'm living in stillwater, going to school, working, drinking way too much, not getting enough sleep and i really miss my really comfortable bed at home :(. i wish it it was the end of school already..lol. i miss the past...part of it, not all of it, amanda you know who i would be talking about..the one i put up w/ all of dec jan feb mar apr may june ..haha holy cow. anyway

i finally bought some food today so i can stop eating ramen and sandwiches for the moment, although i am kind of addicted to ramen..it really is good and i really dont get burnt out. sometimes i prefer tv dinners though..haha. i miss my lovely harper! i haven't seen her in like 3 weeks. thats a long time. i just looked out my bedroom window and noticed its getting too dark way too early already seriously, its only 8:15 and almost dark. i want it to be memorial day again. it sucks craving memories you can never do over. ok well i miss everyone that i haven't seen in a while. i'm just stuck here doing my own thing w/ my roommate and just livin.

ALTHOUGH...i found a lil hottie to hang out w/ in one of my classes, he just needs to go to the dentist. i'm sure i will get the courage to tell him..haha.

alright well i will right again next month! lol

Currently Listening All Jacked Up By Gretchen Wilson see related

i'm not moving to iowa like planned, i dropped all the classes i enrolled in up there and i took a big risk at maybe not going to school this semester. i applied at osu but i still have to send my transcript from uco there. hopefully i get accepted. either way i'm working in stillwater and i got an apartment there and i move in the 18th of august. i hope this plan of mine works!!

why does it have to be so dadgum hot outside? seriously, thats probably what killed my dog is the stupid heat and it makes me angry. there will never be another dog like him...ever. i plan to never be attached to another dog again.

i wish it was still June. makes me sad its about august and soon enough it will be november and then i'll turn 20 and won't be a teenager anymore. wow, those years didn't last long.

ok i'm rambling.

i still wish it was June.

Currently Listening Journey - Greatest Hits By Journey see related

work work work work work

lake lake lake lake lake

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lake.

thats pretty much all there is to it. :)

Currently Listening Daniel Powter By Daniel Powter see related

WELP, last Wednesday was my last day of finals..woohoo! now i'm on the hunt for a J-O-B. I've actually applied at quite a few places, i'll let ya know if i get one.

This is May....why the hell is it in the low 60's outside? and cloudy and eww...just ruins my day.

I have absolutely no money. My dad is giving me gas money to look for a job and he's keeping me on a tight string probably to make sure i dont blow the money or drive other places than look for a job. it sucks. THIS IS SUMMMER LET ME BE FREEEE!! lol...nah, i know i have to work in the summer, i always have, why should this one be any different? i'm just tired of the same ol jobs i had before. i've worked at a daycare, newspaper office, gas station, wal-mart and american eagle. i wan't something a lil more grown up now. something to pay more. something with weekends off!! damnit!! ok i'm working on it, and i'll let ya know what i find.