| long time no xangai think it has been about a year since ive been on here. I feel the need to write somewhere and xanga is much more personal than myspace, it has begun to scare me how many people are on there and can look at your profile....
anyways to catch up
so thursday was my 17th birthday and wednesday is my mom's birthday. We just moved into charle's house, my mom's new boyfriend. He has two sons, blake and brock, 15 and 13. i still have yet to decide what i want to do with my life. I am with duong 2 years so far and still goin.
My relationship with God has severly gone downhill since i lost both my grandpas in a matter of jsut 1 month. I felt that he took away my family and pushed me onto something new that i wasnt ready for....at all.
Im starting new and fresh with Him and i know he will be there, i just have to accept changes and know that He does do things for a reason and i will make it through.
love always,
whit |
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| and i know He will show me the right way.
and i will listen to His words of wisdom
and will learn to love and not hate Him
Everything does happen for a reason |
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| There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come we're so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together
its always better when we're together
Look at the stars when we're together
Its always better when we're together
Yeah, its always better when we're together
And all of these moments
Just might find there way into my dreams tonight
But I know that theyll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
But tomorrow night you see
That theyll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find there way
Into my day to day scene
Ill be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree
Its always better when we're together
Somewhere in between together
Its always better when we're together
Yeah, its always better when we're together
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is no time,
And there is no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
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I love seeing these people every week.. haha they all make me laugh
life just wouldnt be the same
and i wouldnt change one thing about any of them |
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| for some reason after these past two weeks i have become closer to God then i thought i ever would. I am finally grateful for what i have and couldnt ask for anything more. i love all my friends. Today my mom and i established an amazing relationship together that we have been looking for, for 3 years now. i hope we can keep it strong. i enjoy everything that my church brings to me every sunday morning and tuesday night. i am starting to get an idea of what i want to do in life thanks to stephanie. i am very thankful and thats all i have to say.
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