I'm in a good mood, yet i'm annoyed... weird.

So whatever, I'll get drunk later and the annoyance will go away (i think) then i'll just be ina good mood :)

Well last night was a bunch of fun :)  Shellie, Kate and Steve all came over to hang out... it was really good to see them all.  I made them all dinner, alfredo with tomato and mushrooms over fettucine... it turned out fairly well considering I haven't made alfredo in oh... 6 years or so.  And holy fuck... Shellie... got.... drunk... xP  That was the best, except that she got sick after, but at least that's finally happened for her so she can feel her limit now.  Although I have a feeling she's not gonna want to drink for a while, but ah well.  And now they are gone and i'm bored and tired once again.  I think I'm gonna go to Best Buy later and use my gift card that Shellie got me for christmas :)

I'm too tired to really type anything else... perhaps I'll write again soon, we'll see ^^

And I'm back.  My goodness I'm really bad at updating this thing.  I mean I know I'm lazy but jesus, this is rather ridiculous!  Ah well.  So I was searching on the net a few minutes ago, looking at journals and whatnot and found this.  It's an excerpt from a letter that J.R.R. Tolkien wrote to this son Michael Tolkien in 1941.  Apparently there is an entire collection of these letters that Tokien wrote to various correspondents, all put together in a volume which is fairly rare.  Anyways, on with the exceprt:

Anyway women are in general much less romantic and more practical [than men]. Don't be misled by the fact that they are more 'sentimental' in words - freer with 'darling', and all that. They do not want a guiding star. They may idealize a plain young man into a hero; but they don't really need any such glamour either to fall in love or to remain in it. If they have any delusion it is that they can 'reform' men. They will take a rotter open-eyed, and even when the delusion of reforming him fails, go on loving him. They are, of course, much more realistic about the sexual relation. Unless perverted by bad contemporary fashions they do not as a rule talk 'bawdy'; not because they are purer than men (they are not) but because they don't find it funny. I have known those who pretended to, but it is a pretence. It may be intriguing, interesting, absorbing (even a great deal too absorbing) to them: but it is just plumb natural, a serious, obvious interest; where is the joke?

I never really thought about that, and the obviousness of that statement is sort of like a kick to the ass.  I have continually wondered why it was that girls didn't seem like they were REALLY interested in romance as I had always believed.  Perhaps it was blindness that caused me to believe that... that I wanted merely to think that by being nice and affectionate to someone I could win their heart.  And perhaps it is Hollywoods fault as well, for making countless movies about romance and how women crave it.  Perhaps it is time to stop feeling bitter and jaded about the whole thing with relationships with women and perhaps it is time to wake up.  Easier said than done of course.

Holy shit an update?!  That's right bitches, stop your whining... it's only been a fucking month!  (not that anyone is still reading this <.<...>.>)

So anyways, school is done, thank sweet white skinned blue eyed jesus.  This semester sucked balls by the way... except for course for shellie and kate who made it a little more tolerable... oh yeah, and steve too ^.~

So speaking of our white skinned blue eyed friend, it's his birthday (even though it's not) tomorrow.  Whiche means.... PRESENTS... cause thats what jesus did, he gave everyone presents... he kinda sucked at it though, i mean, fish, water, bread... kinda crappy gifts if you ask me... but it's alright, we'll give him a break seeing as he did spawn the holiday, things always get improved right?

I'm at work now and will be venturing home shortly, weeee... so i'm gonna leave now and actually do some work... so yeah....

Merry Christmas/X-Mas/Crimmus/Hannukah/Kwanzaa/whatever chipmunks, squirrels and ferets celebrate/New Years!!!

(only reason i talk about chipmunks etc is cause there is one very daring motherfucker who keeps leeping like a HUGE distance to the bird feeder, only to keep realizing there is no food in it... how cute)