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| hey...whats goin on? well me im not soO good... my ex boifriend Kevin and i got into a fight today....ive been cryin all today.. sum bytch ass hata told him all this bullshyt n he belives her over me! i told him they were lyin n he didnt belive me soO he was like w/e andrea i got to let u go i was like bye! n he hung up..5 secs later he calls back n said dotn ever call me again... after that i cry my eyes out bc i love this guy! i mean i went thru soO much with him! i would fuckin do nething for him! n i know he started lovin me or it wouldnt have been a BIG deal... but iono i feel depressed n i feel like theres nuthin for me ne more... i mean why live without the person u would die for! tha one that u truly love! but its all gone now... n i dont know what to do nemore. soO this might be the last tim eu hear from me maybe not im just sayin that there is nuthin here for me why keep trying nemore.. i mean i can live with him at least talkin to him in my life but Kevin would never tell sumone to stop callin him unless he really hates that person. n i guess he really hates me now... iono god!! i hope that god can help me get thru this n make me stronger but as thats goin on HoPeFuLlY ill get to stay with tanya n get fucked up! bc i really need it! between chase not askin me out yet n not talkin to kevin nemore its like what the fuck! ya kno! soO my moto is fuck the world now im just goin to fuckin do what tha fuck i want! im prolly goin to od tonight but o well fuck life! it hates me soO im hatin it back! ya kno?!! i hate my life i hate everything about me! well shyt i dont feel like typin shyt nemore n i just want *Kevin* to kno that i still love him n that i think that its pretty fucked up how he belived them over me.. but i will always love him no matter how pissed i get at him.. n i want him to kno that ill miss him n to think about me while im gone.. and dont stop bein a "skater"hater! lol inside joke of me n porscha n i want all my friends to kno that i love them with all my heart! n my family! n i want my family to stay strong n even tho im gone that ill love them n miss them n see them in heaven! well im out i guess! oO n tell chase that i love him! love*Andrea O. Morehead* | | |
| hey hey! whats goin on?! well me im ok.. lol today i was flirtin BaD with Blake! OMG he is soO fine! damn... lol i was tryin to tickle him but hes not ticklish! soO yeah i was all over him lol.. but yeahh newayz nuff bout that sexi man! lol well i talked to *Chase* las night! i miss him still.. he MigHt come over tomorrow.. n porscha might come over to! i cant wait to see my baby! i havent seen him in a life time! but yeah i still dont have my straightner im so mad!!! omg! i swear i NEED my straightner but i cant get ahold of dustin n im gettin pissed bc kevin still hasnt asked dustin bout it i dont think?!!! but man im gettin pissed!bc i really want my straightneri cant live without my straightner im surprised im actually makin it thru skool without my straightner lol! gaww that just makes me mad just thinkin bout it!!... ne ways... yeah oOi talked to chase bout us datin well he kinda brought it up but yeah he was like... i was thinkin bout us datin again i was like what did u come up with n he was like iono but its all good! i was like oO n he was sayin we'll find out wed. n he was liek most likely we will tho.. IN MY HEAD IM THINKIN WHY DONT U JUST ASK ME OUT NOW!!!!!! but iono its w/e as long as we date again i miss him alot! i mean damn! lol... well i kno this isnt long or nething but i dont feellike typin nething plus i have nuthin to talk bout! lol.. soO ill hit yall back latuh! im out holla!
Love!*dReA* | | |
| hey pplz! whats goin on well.. today was pretty boring i was really tired today frum this w/e! which i have to say was tha shyt! omg did i have fun or what?!! this was hella fun! lol! i WAS suppose to hang woth jared friday but i found tha true jared n it isnt soO nice! i ended up gettin played friday n stunted 2 times!! i was soO drove! soO i decided to call kevin found out dustin n then r goin over to texas to see him... soO me n porscha decide to go to TeXaS lol....we had soO much fun omg i cant explain how much fun we had! like we went to taco bell like 2 oclock in tha morinin in center,texas n i was singin that song WhItE tEe! which is tha song of tha day by tha way!..... n sum guyz were starin pretty hard lol i was drunk that whole night we got back home bout 6 soO we crashed at Jennz... saturday, we went to dustins in tha mornin n chilled there soke outta tha bOnG like soO many times i dont even member! lol n then we started gettin hungry soO me n jenn n porscha went to IHOP!! lol it was soO fun but yeahh that shyt happened... we were suppose to see kevin that night but i couldnt go so no one else went... but they went las night to go see him... well it was soO exciting to see kevin again i thought i was never goin to see him ever again! we all had soO much fun.. oO i saw that bytch ass hoe jonna! i swear i wanted to whoop her ass so bad but we were at tha mall n Jebron was holdin me back! which i hated! soO i was like well tell that bytch to come outside well guess what she NEVER did!.... but yeah newayz nuff said bout that bytch ass hata hoe! las night i talked to porscha n we threewayed Chase n we were all talkin... then porscha asked him who all he liked or w/e he was like well i dont like neone i was think WTF?! ya kno n then he was like i like andrea still i was like aww but its soO weird tho! bc he KNOWS i still like him shyt i might even love him lol... n he likes me toO<maybe love me>... but for sum reason he still hasnt asked me out! its crazy n its drivin me crazy! bc i really want to go back out with him again but shyt he hasnt asked me out! lol man this w/e was great! this w/e im goin to tha studio with chase n porscha is goin toO... me n porscha r goin to be in his next video! i cant wait! lol n ima sing in one of his songs! i swear i have soO much fun with Chase....well hey babes i g2g im out latuh!
love*Drea!! | | |
| Hey! well today WAS a good day till Jessica called me n told me that Chase is full of shyt bc yesterday i asked him a bunch of stuff of what i heard n i guess he lied to me... it kinda pisses me off but then it makes me confused on why he would lie to me especially over sumthin that stupid! but hey he is a GuY!! man iono i really like Chase still i mean gaww i just keep remembering that one night when we just laid there i wanted to tell him i loved him soO bad!! i wish i did.... bc after not seeing him n not talkin to him that much i really miss him! all i need right now is sum drugs in my system and i will be OK lol damn i just sounded like a damn druggie! lol im not! dont think that lol ima good lil gurl... lol... well tmrw is FRIDAY!!!!!!!! i cant wait! im soO excited!! bc i MiGhT go over chases bc i wanna see his tattoo n porscha wants to meet him newayz n we'll be in haughton soO what tha hell?!! ya kno?!! lol but yeahh i miss chase i mean i shouldnt bc he did break up with me n we did only date for 3 weeks but gaww theres just sumthin bout him! i mean seriously! iono i guess i liked tha way i felt when i was with him... i cant believe he hasnt asked me out yet!! ima ask him bout it ima be like uhh r we ever goin to go back out? lol i hope he says yes! lol... gaww i fell for him pretty hard lol.. gaww i miss him!!! .... man n then im hearin all this bullshyt bout him.... man iono what toO do...NEWAYZ!! plz im gettin sad over here i need to chage tha damn subject!.... ok yeah i cant wait till this w/e its goin to be off da chain!! man its goin to be so much fun!... yeahhhh newayz hows u guyz doinz?!! well hey i g2g im out latuh! love~DREA! | | |
| ok hey! sry i havent writin in awhile just stuff has been happenen! well me n chase are over... he broke up with me(tear tear)... im kinda throwed bout that but i mean ill be ok it just reminded me of old times... but yeah i met a new guy his name is Jared! lol hes soO awesome lol he makes me *GiGgLe* lol... hes great tho hes a real sweetheart man i gotta stop trustin these dudes lol but iono for sum reason i wanna think that Jared will be a nice guy to me n wont ever break up with me but hey thats what tha last guy said lol.. soO iono this w/e is goin to be soO awesome!! me n porscha are spendin tha night with JaRed! lol man we had soO much fun last weekend toO! Im glad Jared likes me toO but iono if we'd ever date.... Hopefully we will bc i hate bein single! but thats not tha reason i wanna go out with him.. Jared is soO amazing! he is one *ChArAcTeR* lol thats great! n we already have a thing its soO funny u just gotta kno me to get it lol... well i talked to one of my nEw friends today n she was tellin me all this stuff bout god well i have been mad at god for a few things but i mean she was really makin sum sense! lol.. n not that many ppl can knock sum sense in to my lil brain! ima StUbBoRn one lol..oO tha song of tha day is "Only hope" by Mandy Moore... i feel like sad songs today bc ive just been thinkin bout *ChAsE*(tear tear)... i miss him alot i really wanna see him.. today in class i was havin flashbacks lol i kno it sounds dumb but i was havin sumflashbacks bout how when me n chase were hangin out n when we went walkin n i decided to just sit in tha middle of tha sidewalk at night n he sat beside me then he laid down n all i did was stare him in his eyes almost all night n everytime wed get done kissin id smile n giggle... he really helped me out with my life he actually made me happy... for once... iono just seein him just makes my day! iono i miss him! well hey im out... latuh! love~Andrea..... | | |
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