Wow i have an amazing boyfriend no joke!!

              he come's to all my vball games & is always there for me*

   i love him like no other & Saturday is our 4th month -n- his HOMECOMING!

                                                <33

                            i love you Joshua Daniel

So tonight....

             i went to the west vs. normal game.

       *NORMAL WON!!!! BABYYYYY HELLS YEAH!~!~

   Then i hung out with Shell,Josh,Mitch,Brandon & Anthony...

      yeah that was pretty funn..... i just sat in a car for like 2 hrs..

    but ne ways then i had to go home first so it sucked..... & michell hung out with

              everyone...... then my boyfriend got to have a boy's night out..

with them while i was sitting at home bcuz my parents..........S-U-C-K..

                   o well........ life sux sumtimes...

              - i learned i get jealous wayy 2 easy......

..kinda suxx... cuz u have to try ur hardest not to say ne thing or get mad....

.... its kinda hard ne ways i'm out

                OoO 1 other thing  NCHS VBALL -- 7*0       

                          & 1st in the jacksonville tournament!*!*!

Wow I haven't written in this in 4ever...

      T o d a y - I woke up & got ready.  Then my mom & i went to get Josh's present for our 3 month annivirsery =) !! SoOo I got that & we went to get Josh & my family lunch .. then Josh met us at my house.  After that we hung out & slep for awhile, then called MiTCH.  Then we walked to Dowtown Normal ... to the coffee house, after that we went to walmart and got 15 dozen eggs =) .. haha !! then we picked up Anthony and all hung out & stuff ..!!

 L a s t  N i G H T - Josh & i went to see *Red Eye* .. it was pretty good, not that scary though. Then we hung out for a lil bit. Until like 1 a.m.

                                   RiP  Anita Cooksey

                    J.v. Vball - Undefeated 3-0 babyyyy!*

Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for change, don't you?
Too much of the same stories in our lives
I think it's time for us to walk away from here

          [[ Exactly how i feel .. ]]

SOUNDS LIKE SUM 1 .. who could it be !??*

Hey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs
Now you say your trust's getting weaker
Probably coz my lies just started getting deeper
And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson
And I really think you have to know the truth
Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more
But after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
Fucking with your heart like I was the predator
In my book of lies I was the editor
And the author
I forged my signature
And now I apologise for what I did to you
Cos what you did to me I did to you

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie
Nononono, yeah you kno know know know you gotta try
What you gonna do when it all comes out
When I see you & what you're all about

Nonono baby, nononono don't lie
Yeah you kno you kno you kno you kno you know you gotta try

[APL]
She said I'm leaving
Cos she can't take the pain
It's hard to continue this love it ain't the same
Can't forget the things that I've done inside her brain
Too many lies committed too many games
She feeling like a fool getting on the last train
Trying to maintain but the feeling won't change
I'm sorry for the things that I've done and what I became
Caught up in living my life in the fast lane
Blinded by lights, cameras, you know the fame
I don't know the reason why I did these things

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie and I lie
And now our emotions are drained
Cos I lie and I lie and a little lie lie
And now your emotions are drained

[FERGIE]
Nononono baby, nononono don't lie (no, don't you lie)
Nononono, yeah you know know know know you gotta try (got to try, got to try)
What you gonna do when it all comes out (what you gonna do baby)
When I see you & what you're all about
Nonono babe, nononono don't lie
Because you kno you kno you kno you kno you know gotta try

Ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ba da ba da ba da ba da badabada

[TABOO]
Yo, I'm lying to my girl
Even though I love her
And she all in my world
I give her all my attention and diamonds & pearls
She's the one who makes me feel on top of the world
Still I lie to my girl, I do it

[APL and FERGIE]
And I lie and I lie and I lie till there's no turning back
I don't know why, (and I lie and I lie till I don't know who I am)

Summer is almost gone. . . . =(

                           Then school starts that means..

        *More homework

 *Don't get to see Josh as much cuz he's at W.e.S.t.

       *Drama

 *Teachers telling u what to do

       *Rules

*Alarm clocks

       *Detentions

*Swimming

                && everything else that sucks..

        btw i got 3 pics of Josh & me from Chicago at his brother's wedding.

               i'll put them on here soon.

                x0*

                         i love you Josh