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Name: Barbara-Ann
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Birthday: 7/27/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: Hobbies,Umm lemme think of the ones that are real.. Oh, got it,I sing. Well I try to, not the best but it works when I feel bad.I..umm try to skateboard,don't succed to much, but i try. Umm, I try to be a good girlfriend, and mostly try to be as good as a friend to my frieds as they are to me. Something else.. oh, I cry a lot, don't know if that's a hobbie, but it something i do a lot, so yeah. Umm, since 7th grade I have been a cutter, I haven't done it a lot recently, but I have a feeling that this year will be my worst(freshman as I was told is hardest year). Maybe that's it. YEAH, that's about it.
Expertise: :+:AIM:+:CorruptedTorch35 :+:Listening to music, talkin to Rew,John,Kat,and all my other homies!:+:
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 9/15/2003

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Wednesday, December 10, 2003

just when you thought there was more blood left to drip it all starts coming back thicker and stronger, it starts to flow down my wrist to floor and drip slowy as i cry...

i thought we were happy and now i only wonder what did i do wrong and why

i hope to make you happy the way she did.. but now i cry


Wednesday, November 19, 2003

HEY PEOPLE! IM NOT GOING TO BE ON THIS ONE ANYMORE! IM GOING TO BE ON TEARS0FBEAUTY SO IF YOU WANT TO SEE THE REST OF MY UPDATES AND STUFF THATS MY NEW ONE...
LATER DAYS,

LOVE,

BARBIE

 


i got online, and i dont always talk to Andrew's mom, but shes a sweety so i decided to talk to her.. and here is what we talked about.. YAY!

CorruptedTorch35: hey
Kirbbear:
hey  barbie
CorruptedTorch35: how are ya?
Kirbbear: tired
Kirbbear: you?
CorruptedTorch35: same
CorruptedTorch35:
CorruptedTorch35: did you have a good day at work?
Kirbbear: miss andrew?
Kirbbear: yeah it was ok, thanks
CorruptedTorch35: you know i do!
CorruptedTorch35: miss me?
Kirbbear: lol yeah, you want to come over?
CorruptedTorch35: of course!
Kirbbear: hehe,
CorruptedTorch35: i practicly live there anyway! it feels like i was kicked outa my house
Kirbbear: aawww
CorruptedTorch35: do you want anything fer christmas?
Kirbbear: you don't have to get me anything
CorruptedTorch35: but i wanna!
Kirbbear: you sweet girl you
CorruptedTorch35: lol
CorruptedTorch35: i have to though!!! and ima get deanna sumfin, and maybe thomas if hes good! lol
Kirbbear: you can come over and help me make cookies
CorruptedTorch35: o0o when?
Kirbbear: closer to christmas
CorruptedTorch35: okay!
Kirbbear:

CorruptedTorch35: so are you guys going to go to michagin fer christmas er are they gonna come down here?
Kirbbear: oh they are all coming down here on the 19th, party on the 20th, your coming right?
CorruptedTorch35: yes ma'am
CorruptedTorch35: is it gonna be the people i met before or differnt people?
Kirbbear: same, but my dad, stepma, step bro(17), his gf (17), stepsis (20).
CorruptedTorch35: awsome!
CorruptedTorch35: thats gonna be fun!
Kirbbear: abotu 15 people
CorruptedTorch35: its always good to have a full house though!
CorruptedTorch35: cause then you never get bored
Kirbbear: true, hey  i'm going to let you go, i'm going to shop online at kohls or i'm going to run over there.. they  have a 50% off sale
CorruptedTorch35: okay, have fun!
CorruptedTorch35: love ya, talk to ya later
Kirbbear: :)

OMG! i am so0o happy. AND last night at like 9:04 i was putting things on my wall and the phone rang.. so i answer it and its my baby.. and he told me that he was just calling to say goodnight and that he loves me.. i was so0o happy i slept so wonderful last night. and then today i had this skit to do fer french and i Aced it.. so today was a good day..

welp, ima update later

Later Days,

Barbie

 


Tuesday, November 18, 2003

"What kind of porno would you star in?" - Results:

Amateur movie! You might not be too experienced in the way of sex...but chances are, you do enjoy it (or the thought of it). We'll probably see you in some home video that surfaces on the internet one day.

thats great! hahahaha stupid ho's! TO BAD IMA VIRGIN! and proud of it! * smiles big * im proud to be scared... im only 14.. FACK OFF!

"What's your element" - Results:
Your element is Water. You are a deep person and a good communicator. Incredibably loving and loyal when your trust is gained and you are fairly mature.Myterious to the utmost water is in everything. One can be an Ocean or a river but nobody truly knows you.

im confused because im a leo, so doesnt that make it sun?

 

Linkin' Park - A Place For My Head

I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky/in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn’t give life to the moon assuming
The moons gonna owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me/you do
Favors and then rapidly/you just
Turn around and start asking me/about
Things that you want back from me
I'm sick of the tension/sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like i owe you this
Find another place/to feed your greed-
While i find a place to rest

Chorus
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
[You'll see it's not meant to be]
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Maybe Ill be just like you/and
Step on people like you do and
Run away the people i thought i knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm/used to be strong
Used to be generous/but you should've known
That You'd
Wear out your welcome/now you see
How Quiet it is/all alone/I’m so

Sick of the tension/sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like i owe this
Find another place to feed your greed
While/i find a place to rest

Chorus
You try to take the best of me
Go Away

beautiful eh? yeah buddy!

 check it.. haha sorry i got it from rew..

Linkin' Park - Paper Cut                  

Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed / but
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
[And watches everything]
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me / right underneath my skin
 
It's like I'm / paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a / whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I / can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
 
I know I've got a face in me
points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
[And watches everything]
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too / right inside your skin
 
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me

and then ihae that! its beautiful tooo eh?


*sucks on a spoon*welp,today was okay. school is school i guess. i wasled in and as usual felt like i was being fallowed. i hate that feeling. but yeah, so i get to my lockser and i talk to brandon fer a while. we were talking about this fiht thats suppost to happen after school. cody and brent were but i guess brent chickened out. but  YAY, today stephy ate! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh Ummmmmmm what else happen today? i as sad becasye im not goning to see rew today,tomarrow,tomarrows wednesday, so, i will see him thursday fer practice, and saturday he has to work from 3-?. and then sunday is practice.. so 4 days with no rew. BUT, yeah. choit is wicked today we sang mosta the time which is good!  UMMMMM when i was walking to help JOsh ( he needs help in math and i am tournerting him er how ever you spell it.. helping himo ut) i walked pass my friend Donna and she looked like she had been cryin, so when i get to choir i find her and she tells me that her crush ( that broke up with his gf to be with her) goes back out with his girlfriend.. and i told her to tell him that if he hurts her ima beat him up.. SO i am going to go whoop his ass! GRRRRRR so that pissed me off.. but she wont lemme say nuthin to him.. but ima find a way to! but ima update later ima go to the store..

Later Days,

Barbie



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