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Bershawn Jackson.

Wed, 20 Aug 2008 01:20:35 GMT

I'm not sure why, but I felt compelled to write something about this...

Did anyone see the semi-finals for the Track and Field 400m Hurdles? Did anyone happen to see the interview with Bershawn "Batman" Jackson [and I'm not sure who else] after they placed?

HILARIOUS.

After the interview the both of them started yelling " 'Ay, shout out to mah mama back home!" -- or something along the lines of that -- to the camera, while the interviewer was signing off. OMG! It was a lot like Louis Ramey's joke! [Around 0:21 to 0:44]

My brothers and I couldn't help but laugh.

I'm not being racist. It's just funny to me because I've actually SEEN that happen. I live in Miami. I go to North Miami Senior High -- just wiki it... you'll see what I mean. (:

I'm just saying... it's funnier when it's true. And this made my night. If you missed it... ahh man. Oh well.

But go 'head Bershawn. Represent Central High. Hahaha!

Oh. And I can't get over how pretty Lolo Jones is.

Who was your first crush?

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 05:18:38 GMT

Alten Poblete in the first grade.

I think it was the haircut that drew me.

Anyway, I had a thing for him till about third grade... when he moved to Cali, I think it was. I remember one day, we were watching a movie in class and we all had to sit on the floor in front of the TV. So he laid down with his knees propped up and I was propped up against his legs. Biggest scandal of the year. Haha!

But the cutest thing I can remember.

He despised me though....

... I was a boy beater.... and ugly. <3

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Beauty.

Sun, 17 Aug 2008 21:04:47 GMT

I think about this subject a lot. Mainly because I have different views on beauty and what defines it within a person.

My brothers and I just watched 'Rear Window' the other day. My kuya and I agreed that Grace Kelly was one gorgeous woman.

Which led to the question of "Who's prettier?" My brother's ideal woman [speaking in terms of physical features] is the equally gorgeous Paula Patton.

I honestly couldn't decide. They're two different types of beauty that just can't be compared. Grace came from another era and her look represents that, whereas Paula has a more modern appeal. The amazing thing about both is that they both have that natural beauty. Lucky ducks.

But it isn't all just appearance for me. Take Audrey Hepburn for example.

Yes, she was very attractive as well. However, it wasn't her beauty that drew me to her. It was her attitude and how she was always herself and gave the finger to anyone who cared to say anything about it. Not literally. But still. That sort of delicate yet "I can and WILL kick your ass" personality is a total turn on. (:

And this might seem funny, but I've ALWAYS believed that Queen Latifah is gorgeous. And proves that you don't have to be a stick to look good.

I've never personally met her -- although, my friend told me she lives in the area and that his cousins have met her -- but I think she's one of the kindest people you'll meet. It's like I just want to give her a hug. (:

And lately, since I've been watching more dancing and whatnot, I've started to find the beauty in how people move rather than how they look. Like Katee Shean from So You Think You Can Dance.

When she dances, she's flippin' MESMERIZING. The most beautiful girl I've seen move.

Like Taeko Carroll and Yuri Tag from the first America's Best Dance Crew.

Females be hot. Mhhmmmm...

Well, that's my update entry for the day. Just to let you know I'm alive.

School's been cancelled [even though tomorrow's supposed to be the first day] because of the tropical storm. So, I've just been killing time. (:

HURR-CUT!

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 23:15:08 GMT

Well, I haven't had a haircut since I chopped it all off. But I was in desperate need of one.

And so I got it done today, using Lee Hyori's style as a model.

"IT'S HYORISH!"

Ahaha! You KNOW you're awesome when you can get away with an album title like that.

And so...

Hahahaha! FAIL.

She's hotter than I will ever be.... and has bigger boobs.

Still love the hair though. I just need something to give it that SHINE and SMOOTH look.

Hopefully, it turns out well. (:

My Heart Smiles.

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 07:35:24 GMT

I've been watching "We Got Married". A Korean reality TV show about famous singers or actors acting like they're married for one day a week while cameras follow them around. It surprises me how well they act being in love with each other. The cute gestures they do. The surprises they have for each other. I don't know if it's all because they're in front of the camera, but I've never seen anything sweeter. And it all makes my heart beat fast.

Watching all this just reminds me of all the good things I miss about being with someone. The small things. I learned to appreciate them, but I find that I come to appreciate them after the relationship's already ended. Ahahaha! I've learned a lot about my exes. The cute things they did for me. The things that they went completely out of their way for. I can understand why I was such a horrible girlfriend. Ahahaha. But I've learned. And I'm glad.

I miss the cute smiles. The nonsensical laughter. Having his head on my lap. Massages when you're tired... sigh. It's all so far away now.

Even though those relationships are in the past... I'm looking forward to what's in the future. Maybe I'll find something better. I'm not at all sad thinking about it. In fact, it makes me happy and more appreciative.

I'm so giddy right now. I really am. It'd be embarrassing if someone saw me at this moment. Haha! My heart is going crazy! It's like it wants to spew all its love out to anyone who'll take it with open arms.

I'm really happy right now. Even though I don't have anyone to hold at this moment.... I know that when they do come... I'll appreciate them in every way.

*Future husband*

*sigh* Oh Alex... <3

[EDIT: Reading this all over made me want to throw up. Hahaha. But then seeing Alex in the end makes it all better. (:]

Salsa Class.

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 02:44:11 GMT

So Orita and I went to a salsa class today.

It was funnnn. But I already knew most of the moves.

I dunno. For me, salsa's pretty easy. Once you listen to the music and you find the rhythm... you just move to it really. And there. You're dancing.

Anyway. Tomorrow, we're gonna go to another Salsa class. A different one. I think this class may be more ballroom type salsa. (:

And then after that.. HOPEFULLY I can take some modern or lyrical dance classes.... Yumm....

Oh and we picked Danny up and went to Brimstone 'cause it's almost opening. Haha. We looked crazy taking this picture.

BTW, I'm now obsessed with a couple of Korean groups:

- Clazziquai
- Epik High
- M-flo [even though they're Japanese]

Amazing... Just amazing music. <3

I Shouldn't Be...

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 06:37:05 GMT

...but I cannot resist Kimchee.

And yes. It's really 2:30 in the morning.

What I Wake Up To.

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 14:07:26 GMT

I don't know if you can really see that there, but if you click on the picture you might.

I opened my e-mail and the first thing I saw was 'Vibrating Mascara'. I thought someone made a mistake. But not at all!

Oh and yes, I have YouTube open as soon as I wake up. And Xanga. Because I can.

And that other mascara, Fiberwig... well, that's open because gmail had a headline for it when I opened the 'Vibrating' one. And I remember trying this once and it worked. Creeped me out. But it worked.

And on YouTube, by the way, was a video for "Hoja De Blanco".

Yeah. I get my bachata on at 10 in the morning.

AND I am also having a bowl of Special K for breakfast.

I am on a ROLL! (:

Photo Scavenger Hunt!

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 21:27:34 GMT

THESE ARE MOSTLY OLD PHOTOS FROM AT LEAST 2 - 3 YEARS AGO. That's 'cause I'm rummaging through whatever's in my external hard drive. (:

1. A Family Member and You:

My cousin Diane and I in the Philippines! I love her. (:

2. A Pet of Yours:

My cat Oreo... she passed away just this year. ):

3. Your Favorite BookS:

First real novel I've ever read.

One of my favorite graphic novels.

Yet another favorite graphic novel.

My favorite from the series.

I cried when I finished this.

OKAY! That's enough books! Hehehe.

4. Something You Dislike:

5. Something You Love:

Hahahaha! She's gonna kill me. But I do LOURVE her. (:

6. The Most Beautiful GirlS In Your Opinion:
Oh my. How I'm going to have fun with this one. Hehehe...

Lee Hyori

Kwon BoA

Kim Tae Yeon

And yes, they're all Korean. Haha! Oh and...

Heather Cabrera

Maria Lumbres

Tiffany Le

'Cause they don't believe it. <3

7. The Most Recent Movie You Watched:

8. You and A Friend:

*sigh* Good ol' days.

9. Your Fear:

*throws up* bleegghhh.

10. A Celebrity You Think Is Lame:

Yeah.... no.

11. A Picture of You Last Year:

Look at the eyebrows! Blegh.

12. The Most Current Picture Of You:

Lmao! I eat cute for breakfast!

13. Any Piercings or Tattoos You Have:

Three on the other lobe. And more to come!

16. A Picture Of Your Back:

17. A Picture Of Your Arm:

Haha. Not my arm exactly...

18. A Picture of Your Hand:

Meh. I don't wear all those bracelets anymore.

19. A Picture of You and An Ex:

Maaannnn... middle-school love! We're kinda-sorta friends now. Haha!

20. A Picture of You In Glasses or Sunglasses:

That one's for Neng. Haha! Te Quiero!

SHARE YOUR PICTURES WITH ME, PLEASE!! <3

The Joker?!

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 03:50:05 GMT

Okay. I've been wanting to do a Joker-esque make up look ever since I remembered that I have white powder. I bought it a long time ago when I was still in middle school from Hot Topic ... I was a troubled child.

Anyway, I was finally bored enough to do it today.

At first, I was thinking of a feminine-Joker-type [NOT Harley Quinn] look. And I came up with this:

Then I showed my kuya and he said that I looked too much like a Geisha.

So then I thought "Screw the pretty and let's go crazy... while keeping a little pretty." And I ended up letting loose with my lipstick:

Looking back, I should've let loose with my eye shadow as well... Anyway, the powder looks too... powder-y. For lack of a better word. I was hoping for a more matted look. Oh well. It still scared my little brother. Muahaha.

Oh and yes, that IS red lipstick. But I used a wedge with white powder on it to smudge the lipstick all over my face. White + Red = Pink. (:

Aahhhh man. I have TOO MUCH time on my hands... I should be reading. Haha!

<3 Much love!