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Name: ^Ash-Lana-and Me^
Birthday: 8/6/1988
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

...I wont be your winter...
...I wont be anyones excuse to cry...

The old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
A frozen image of ourselves
We are acting like a child
Innocent and in a trance
A dance that lasted for a while

Youve been the only one there for me through the years
Youre the only one who understands it all


Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Oh your reputation is so golden
your never lonely and your never home
I know you've been talking about leaving
you've lost all your feelings for this town.
Paint your nails and put your lipstick
you don't want to miss your ticket out.
Just because you graduate from school
so high in the gene pool that's your point of view.

But when your broke and down and no one else is around
You'll come running back to this town and
I'll be there, yeah I'll be there.

Cause I remember how we drank time together
and how you used to say that the stars are forever.
And daydreamed about how to make your life better by
leaving town, leaving town.

Pack your bags, your smokes in your pocket
Your wearing my locket around your neck
Take a drag and wait for the Greyhound
the world is your playground and you want to win.

Nothing in life will ever come that easy.
Doesn't mean it has to be that hard.
I know you will find out who you are
But when your broke and down and no one else is around.
You'll come running back to this town and
I'll be there, yeah I'll be there.


Monday, November 14, 2005

Someone told me the stars always come out at night.
Just cause you cant see them, doesnt mean they arent there.

Here we go again. I just want to know where I keep going wrong.
Why is it so hard to just be happy?

Do I have to completely lose trust in everyone before I can just enjoy something for myself?
Or how about, what did I do to deserve this one?
Or maybe its just a lost cause...
because I trusted the wrong people at the right time.

Life is so short, yet everyday we wish it would just go by faster.
We just wish it all away.
Now, I just want to go back. Back when things like this didnt matter and all I had to do was hug my teddy bear and everything would be different.
Back when mommys kisses could make the biggest scratch just disappear.
Back when a problem was only that for a minute or two, then youd be back in the sand box with everyone again.
Back when things didnt hurt so bad.

    
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears and

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head 
With eight seconds left in overtime

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
You find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between and
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves


pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.

it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.

she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
the killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.



Nothing gold can stay...

Theres some things in this world you just cant change, some things you cant see until its too late...


She thinks about herself and cares about nobody else
because the only friends she has all put her down
They hate her when she's beautiful and even more when she's a fool
They talk behind her back when it's her birthday

Every time they put her down, she makes a fist and the tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away
And every time she makes a friend, the vicious cycle starts again
She's never, ever, ever looking back

She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight
She's wasted all her lonely tear drops

Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?


Wednesday, November 02, 2005





the sad thing is, he knows i still love him
and he knows id still do anything for him


my friend amy took this...puts a new spin on freddy...Sexy Freddy, maybe???
...I miss the haunted house...

Before you jump down my throat
I'd like to present you with
Something I call personality
Word travels fast when you're on the road
I'd like to think what I have is real

Sort this out on your own time
Go on and sort this out on your own time

Before you jump to conclusions
About all the friends I have
Just remember they were born that way
Word travels fast when her name's involved
I'd like to think what I have is real

Sort this out on your own time
Go on and sort this out on your own time

Sort this out on your own time
Go on and sort this out on your own time

No matter how happy you are you'll always want more
No matter how stupid I get you'll always want more
Before you jump down my throat
I'd like to present you with
Something I call personality
Word travels fast when you're on the road
I'd like to think what I have is real

Sort this out on your own time
Go on and sort this out on your own time

Before you jump to conclusions
About all the friends I have
Just remember they were born that way
Word travels fast when her name's involved
I'd like to think what I have is real


No matter how happy you are you'll always want more
No matter how stupid I get you'll always want more

...talking behind peoples backs gets you no where...
!confront your problems people!

its called "he said she said" and its the worse case of high school drama you can catch...



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*ANN BOLYNN*
you cant pull me up from here, so dont try
take this to your grave...

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