hahahaha.

this week= the award for most drama filled.

hey i got ANOTHER GOOD SONG i wrote. im awesome.

sometimes im jealous of the way you think/ idealistic, no doubts, optimistic, no faults/ maybe its easier then believing the real thing/ cause i never experinced what you have/ and its my decision to make

i want to be one of those people hopelessy in love/ where the people without anyone want tothrow up/ and it better to loved then to not love at all/ but its still to hard to let myself fall

(i think of the almosts i had in my life/ they all ended in shit.)

my head kicks in/ tells me what happens if i give in/ he'll eventually hurt you/ and when he does itll hurt more/

(so which is the lesser of two evils/ being cynical or optimistic)

its SO not done. but i watched a sappy movie and it made me think.

SADD FACE

i am so jealous.

but why should i be when im the one who fucked it up?

better question.... why am i jealous......betterest question.......why do i only want things that are intangable?

more better betterest question..... why dont you feel the same anymore?

FUCK HIM.

WHO NEEDS GUYS WHEN GIRLS ARE SO MUCH COOLER?!

Currently Listening Broken By Nine Inch Nails see related

amandaa

you are the coolesttt

but not as coool

as me

you thiink your emo

but no one knows it

exspect for me

you think your awesome

but not so much

you might be cool

but you need some lunch.

haha

now your raiding my fridge

take that

and that

and this

yay!