Take a hand full of your
bright, warm globes
and pick just one for me.
one to remember you by
one for forever and all of time.
hand it to me with a smile
and a kiss of your fingers
lightly on top of mine.
a lasting impression
of the thoughts in my mind.
Time is a treasure
that I'm drowning in
and losing all at once.
But can I tell the difference?
You remind me of night and day
and the silent vision that never stayed.
Night is a gift and the dark,
it's mine again.
and if you die, save room
in your chariot for me.
I need to feel the kiss
of your fingers lightly,
on top of mine, one last time.
Just for one,
last,
fleeting,
moment.
oh, for one,
last,
bleeding,
moment.

yeah that was yesterdays... Dont ask about it, I know, it's not up to par.

Explain what is so beautiful,
because I don't see a thing.
It's fading in, it's blurring out
I can't focus on the world I see.
Explain to me your reasons,
your distance and your explinations.
tell me the causes and solutions,
of consequences and implications.

Explain to me your righteous ways,
and how exactly I caused the break.
reach into you mass of stars
and tell me which one is fake.
Then maybe explain how you are better off.
while you're cold, alone and dying.
and answer your own fucking questions
Explain to me how you'll stop crying.

I liked that one a little. Tell me what you think.

Currently Playing Vapor Transmission By Orgy see related

- Re-Creation

I believe I'm the end of things to come,
and that I am now, what I will become.
I believe that if life is a course,
then I might be down on the track,
and if I can possibly give up,
then consider me on my back.

Because this world is easier to handle from the bottom.
When there is rock below my feet where can I fall?
I'd rather keep what I have with me here and now,
then land flat on my face after risking my all.
Sometimes the protection of my walls and window panes,
is all the protection I'll ever really need.
and sometimes this place is like a prison,
where I can let some blood and noone else can see.

Dare I say you're the reason?
Dare I speak at all this time,
for fear of what I may reminisce,
for fear of what I might see in this dream.
I won't always be able to shake this off...
I won't always be able to peel this skin off.
when push comes to shove,
and when shove comes to a fall...
will I be able to look back and smile?
will I be able to feel happy for awhile?

that was an old one, yeah, but I like it and it fits. Here are two new ones, based on old ideas. (Ideas that never faded) I came to a few realizations today, one of which being "The one that cared, still does, and the ones that didnt, still dont."... Enjoy.

Words are all I have from you,
the words that will never register.
and the words still continue dispite our leave,
oh, the sentences fine, they sink into me.

I'm at ease but I carry this in me.
Violence is mixed with the air I breathe.
I think I'd breathe just to live without you.
I bleed, just to hurt and spite you.

I'd burn with fever just to infect you
with a fraction of my life that you've told.
you're shielded by the world you've built around yourself
but that world will soon die and corrode.

I foresee a suicide before I'll let you forget,
and look at me like you're worth something more,
I'm an oucst here and you fit right in,
a pretty face in a room full of whores.

To eradicate your life would let me sleep!
I see, you're the parasite that makes me weak.
You're my reason, my cause and my means,
and the end I see is just a burden to me.

You're merely a breeding toy for such hate
on your knees to stir a little conflict,
you open your mouth and you let it out...
and I'll tear him to pieces with my bare hands,
the hands that held you, the hands that bled for you.

Violent, yeah, a little, but that's how it is I guess... Good luck understanding the next one...

Bleed for the conciousness
that still keeps me awake,
bleed for the aches and pains
and bleed for my mistakes.
bleed for the life I've lost
that you laid open for the world to see.
and I'll bleed for the sake of my severed trust
that never really meant that much to me.
I'll bleed for the reason I can't understand,
through pain this will all make sense.
I'll bleed for no reason at all...
because it's just a means to an end.

and I'm spent for the evening. Goodnight.