Currently Playing Sinner By Drowning Pool see related

Today was so freaking boring !!.. i went to see my lawyer for the shop lifting shyt that i did with tiff and he told me that all im going to get is basiclly probation because thats what they r recomending for me. *thank god* that takes a lot of my worries away !! than me and my mom went to wal*mart to get some things than, i came home fer like 10 minutes and had to go to the doctor because i have the flu and my wisdom teeth r comng in and my whole mouth is like freakin swelled up. it hurts so damn bad !! And i just sat around all day being so bored and everything it sucks so bad lol.. hmmm..... i been realli depressed lately cause of the shyt thats going on with my dad and freakin aaron i just cant stand it nemore i dunno what to do ! ... it hurts realli bad to kno that ur own father doesnt even want u in this world... and at the same time it hurts to kno ur ex that u had a lot of feelings for once to kill u and ur father wants hym to yet at that !  ... im really trying todeal with everything but its so stressful ... no one understands ... i really wish some people would really take the chance to understand insted of saying some of the shyt they r tho, stupid immature little assholes... i really hate ppl who judge people... oh and for u dick fucks who think that im soooo perfect well sorry i am deff not perfect no where near it so yall can just stop thinkin that bullshyt .. no ones perfect .. no one at all !!

So much emotion .I just don't show .Nobuddy ever cares to kno .Seems like Im alone .By mahself - This gurl .Nothings ever gunna change .Its me against the world..                              

Everything Beautiful eventually Dies
 ...there she lies broken inside...

 Youre so typical...& I hate you. 
 Another day, same bullshit, this is
 like a rerun of some sitcom & here 
 we are, screaming at each other again
  you out loud & me on the inside. 
 Listening to the same songs over & 
 over again, hearing the same harsh 
  words replay in my head. 
  Yesterday is already over, today 
  sucks & tomorrows bound to be
  just as fucked up