DuCkiE_ThUg_x's Xanga

Friday, March 25, 2005

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 01:19:15 GMT

Thurs.. hmm okay today i went to TT's house and we went to the mall and mcdonalds and we went and looked at some places to rent for her baby shower and than we just chilled for awhile and i went to school came home got on the computer and was talking to ppl and TT on the phone about her baby shower.... and right now im just being realli tired haha !

i love these eye icons haha i dunno why but i do !!

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

Wed, 23 Mar 2005 00:57:35 GMT

today was realli boring the onli good part about my day realli was that i found out im getting home schooling after spring break weeeeeeeee baby !!! thank god im so sick of tha fagget teachers lol hmmm yeah i realli dunno what else to say cause i realli didnt do much today... ooh an we got outta school at 7... hehe that was great !

play fellas thinking they wanna get some --
shit ima quick tease and leave em with none

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Mar 2005 00:13:55 GMT

Today was so freaking boring !!.. i went to see my lawyer for the shop lifting shyt that i did with tiff and he told me that all im going to get is basiclly probation because thats what they r recomending for me. thank god that takes a lot of my worries away !! than me and my mom went to wal*mart to get some things than, i came home fer like 10 minutes and had to go to the doctor because i have the flu and my wisdom teeth r comng in and my whole mouth is like freakin swelled up. it hurts so damn bad !! And i just sat around all day being so bored and everything it sucks so bad lol.. hmmm..... i been realli depressed lately cause of the shyt thats going on with my dad and freakin aaron i just cant stand it nemore i dunno what to do ! ... it hurts realli bad to kno that ur own father doesnt even want u in this world... and at the same time it hurts to kno ur ex that u had a lot of feelings for once to kill u and ur father wants hym to yet at that ! ... im really trying todeal with everything but its so stressful ... no one understands ... i really wish some people would really take the chance to understand insted of saying some of the shyt they r tho, stupid immature little assholes... i really hate ppl who judge people... oh and for u dick fucks who think that im soooo perfect well sorry i am deff not perfect no where near it so yall can just stop thinkin that bullshyt .. no ones perfect .. no one at all !!

So much emotion .I just don't show .Nobuddy ever cares to kno .Seems like Im alone .By mahself - This gurl .Nothings ever gunna change .Its me against the world..

Everything Beautiful eventually Dies
...there she lies broken inside...

Youre so typical...& I hate you.
Another day, same bullshit, this is
like a rerun of some sitcom & here
we are, screaming at each other again
  you out loud & me on the inside.
Listening to the same songs over &
over again, hearing the same harsh
  words replay in my head.
  Yesterday is already over, today
  sucks & tomorrows bound to be
  just as fucked up

Monday, March 21, 2005

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 00:22:14 GMT

.FAVORATES.

°number: 3
°letter: J
°shoes: Nike
°TV show: Dead Zone
°sport: Softball
°vegetable: Green Beans
°fruit: Banana
°movie: A walk to remember
°magazine: Cosmo Girl
°candy: Cream Savors
°gum: Extra
°scent: Amor Amor
°candy bar: Kit Kat
°ice cream flavor: Cocolate
°color: Pink
°season: Summer
°type of music: Rap
°thing in your room: Sterio
°place to be: My Room
°tv channel: 109
°overall food: Pizza
°store: Deb
°hangout: Mall
°fast food: Mcdonalds
°restaurant: Ruby Tuesdays
°shape: Diamond
°time of day: Night
°country: .....
°state: Flordia
°boys name: Brandon
°girls name: Justina
°mall: every mall.haha
°video game: Frogger
°shampoo: Herbal Essences
°board game: Monopoly
°computer game: Solitare
°car: Celica
°swear word: Fuck/fucker/fucking

Sunday, March 20, 2005

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 17:39:53 GMT

Well looks like i havent wrote in here since friday morning ! Lets see here Friday after school i went to the mall wit muh grly grly and we hung out for awhile and went to mcdonalds and walmart and than i took her home and went to mcclue to pick up felicia and than we stopped at dereks house to talk to hym for a little bit than we came home and watched movies and talked.......

Saturday Aaron called me and said he wanted to fight and to get my ppl and he'll get his so me and felicia went to get carl,adam,tanika, and chaz , and than we had casey with us because he came over and Aaron and them were scared to fight they went into the house and had their GUNS haha they thought they was gonna shot us, we was standing outside for like an hour just bitching back and forth, and than we went to turn around an come back to piss um off and we went to run into the yard and got stuck so everyone was pushing but me cause they told me to push they gas and shyt and freakin they all got muddy as shyt !! hahaha it was fuckin halerious ! than we went back to adams and carl went to his friends an everyone got changed an than we all went to the rock and they all got in trouble for staying because we lied to their parents and so onli adam,chasz,felicia,and toby stayed over night and felicias brother was here for a little bit, and we danced and watched movies and shyt.

Today raymond, felicias brother called me and had me go get hym because he ran outta gas and i had to take toby home than we came back and felicias brother chris and them showed up and told adam that he hadda come on because he was introuble and his mom came in and was yelling at hym and than,me and felicia and her brother raymond went to pick up someone and we went to the mall and got gas for his car and than put it in than we hadda follow them to mcclue and we chilled for a little and than i came back and now im really bored haha,but yeahhhh... that was my crazyy ass weekend !

Friday, March 18, 2005

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 03:16:41 GMT

Well today was pretty boring, i woke up ate breakfast sat around and than got ready for school and went to school. we got out at 7:15 so i came home and than ate dinner and just sat on the computer and talked to a few people and decided to make another xanga so here i am writing in it now.lol well i was talking to brandon for awhile and i was gonna get off but than adam got on so i decided not to cause i missed hym and wanted to talk to hym so yeah, and than i got off and was planning to go to bed but insted eric and jason showed up and i dont see them much because their from Tha Burg ( Harrisburg) so i decided to stay up and chill with um and than they left so now im on here writing this and getting ready to go to bed because im really tired !! So i'll write in here tomorrow