The Big Day Is Comin Up...

Kinda nervous.  I feel like I keep trying to get stuff prepared for it but no matter how much pride i take in my small accomplishments, I just know it isn't going to work out right.  Dissapoinment is going to soak into the air like rotten tomatos.  I am soo imaptient, I want ot to arrive but I know I am just not ready.  Poor Shannon...she is just gonna hate her birthday, I know it...(By the way, that is what I am talking about being nervous and antsy about...not really anxious at all about going home).

Big Question...

So in light of recent events, namely me losing yet ANOTHER job, (okay, I am officially a young Willy Lohman) I am left with the question...what do I do now?  Well, the answer to that is SIMPLE to the point of absurdity...One and only one thing comes to my mind right now.  And it is a bog thing...in fact it is a very big question...and it is for my beautiful wife....

Shannon, dear...darling...sugar pie....I know I have proven myself as a complete screw up yet again, but trust, that God will provide, but in the meantime....I was wondering...wow this is harder then I thought....Okay...You know what....Just check in the front flippy pouch of your back pack.  The red note...

So what will it be darling?

If dissapointment were booze, I'd be a freakin' alcoholic !!!

So apparently I am to white to go to my neighborhood Post office.  I am standing in line, and there is a line out of the door, and one worker.  I of course am the sole white guy and I get up to the line, and I crap you negative, the moment I get up to the line to do my transaction the crowd decides thatthe reason it is taking so long for one employeee to get through the line is my fault.  SO they start cussing at me for taking too much time, calling me some stupid white boy who don't belong in here.  This isn't "my hood" apparently, one of them actually threw trash at me.  It took forever for the post guy to actually to tell them to shut up because the machines have been crashing all day, which of course they translate as "the white boy broke it"!  I HATE THIS PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If that isn't enough, I screw up sending out the fathers day packages because i forgot to do soemthing as simple as request to know if it was easier to send it flat rate or not.  I was just so red from embarressement.

But the hits keep on coming.  Now I am apparently to underqualified for an office job, but not qualified enough for Blockbuster.  THIS WORLD HATES ME!!!!!!!!!! 

Now that i am done throwing my pity party/temper tantrum, i am ready for all the other crap that is sure to come/ommitted for time sake.

THIS IS KYLE"S ANGRY/FRUSTRATED FACE!

This weekend can only be described as....

X-TRA AWSOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I mean, my bodacious wife gave me the gift of watching all three xmen movies, four star trek, and she helped me take apart a VCR tape and I got to dissect a VCR.  Cool...so very cool...

3 CHEERS FOR X-MEN 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's finally out.  It's finally out.  IT"S FINALLY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is gonna be a good weekend, which is obviously a good thing.  Lately I have been down about not being able to find a job...I mean, Blockbuster won't even call me back!  And I worked for 'em for crying out loud!!!!!!!!!

Plus Shannon caught a case of the yuckies...not that she is yucky, just sick.  So she needs a good 3 days to relax...  In order to achieve this mode of relaxization we will be going to see X3 (YIPPIE!!!), eating at Applebee's, going to Michaels, going to the beach,and other fun activities outside...yup...relaxing... I CAN"T WAIT!