I'm going to a lock-in at a water park tonight...with a church.  *sigh*  Nothing like over-protected, Southern teenagers splashing around in tankinis and board shorts.  I'll be three sheets to the wind before I step foot in there.  The plus side is the calorie-burning...

Also, my friend Sara came over last night...She's an inch shorter than me (5'9"), but only 105-110 pounds, even though she has a baby.  We made her baby a birthday cake last night while we were drinking, and she said that she hadn't eaten in two days, which is the only other comment she's ever made to me about having an e.d.  The other one, she made when she was fucked up out of her mind, and it was something to the extent of, "I told them I was anorexic..." 

I think I was blind to it all the years we've been friends (12 years in August), but last night I studied how she eats...She barely eats anything, she just picks at it and takes forever and is really distracting, so I never noticed before.  Damn. 

Also, fast starting at midnight.

Intake:
Birthday cake
Weight Watchers' Soup

Outtake:
-385 cals.

Why so Serious?

CW: 123, Height: 5'10"

So, tonight I get to go see an Imax premiere of Batman for free!  ^.^  My best friend won a Joker-face look-alike contest that our crappy, local paper was holding, and he used up all my make up, so he's taking me as a thank you.  Yay! 

Now, onto 2 geeky-ish confessions that I'm posting simply to see if I'm the only one who feels this way...

1.) I actually dread the weekends, because it means that most people won't be on Xanga, even though I have a busy nightlife no matter what day it is.

2.) I never save thinspo pictures of girl with big boobs, especially if she's blonde and has a big chest and showing it off because I think it looks cheap, trampy and/or cliche (most of them are pushing their lips out and wearing huge sunglasses, anyway), and I think that having a big chest makes your stomach look smaller by comparison, so it's kind of like cheating in my mind...maybe because I'm a flat-chested brunette.

Intake:
Misc. Junk food I didn't need (250?) 
Egg Whites (30)
Apple Sauce (85)

Outtake:
-440 cals.
200 crunches
More to come..

Total so far: -75

I've just decided...my gw is going to be 113.  

I need to do some more night-walking...It's really soothing when there's music to be had. 

My bad-influence-friend is staying with me a few days...One of those, "Oh, I'm going on a diet, but I eat nothing but fast food and drink non-diet sodas and booze all the time and try to pressure you to do that...And I'm quitting smoking, but smoke a half-dozen cigarettes today and try to get you to smoke, too.  And the world is ENDING because I don't have a boyfriend...Why doesn't anyone love me?!!!  Let's go out and find guys...your company isn't enough, I need to have a guy in our midst, or my trip up here will be fucking pointless!"-people...

She literally just texted me as I was typing this: "I will want frozen yogurt or ice cream when I get to your house."  She's upset because her cat got run over and she hasn't had a boyfriend for two weeks, so she's eating everything in sight.  Dammit...I feel like a bad friend for saying all that, but still...

You're 19 fucking years old...Learn some self-control!  Food isn't going to make you feel any fucking better, it never has and it never will!!!

Intake:
Soup (150)
Celery w/spray dressing (8)

Outtake:
tba