Well its Thursday which mean I only have to survive one more class before I get a few days off. I wish I could say I was bored, but I can't. My mind has been a jumble all morning. Worse thing is it is my own fault. I don't know about others, but for me the hardest person to fight is myself. My kneejerk reactions. That 15 minutes of a day that invalidate what good you did the other 11 hrs and 45 minutes. I have to wonder who really is me. Am I the 15 minutes? Or what? People always want to blame all their bad action on an outside source. Still others want to blame their bad actions on satan. But are we really that blow up? is that really us? The guy who loses the fight with sin? The guy who writes out of anger and not care? Are we what we are at our worse moments? Am I?

I pray for a brother, for his spiritual state, for his well being. Then I get mad at him and tell him off? Which is me? Does anybody else even go through this? Sure they must. How do they coup with it? Hide their faults? Deny their faults? Justify their faults? Thrive on their faults? I don't know the answer to who we really are, but I know giving up doesn't help. So I try to do better. Then what happens? Sooner or later you find yourself praying for forgiveness for something else. Yesterday is was anger at a sibling, today it was lust. Are we really improving? All I can say is it is something of a reconciliation between these two verses:

John 14:15 "If you love Me, you will keep My commandments

and

For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I.

and also it is something I do not, but wish I did understand.

First of just se he doesn't feel left out I'll address MasterWeasel. No really, I have alot of concern for him finding fulfillment through this Xange just like all my readers do (when I post :p ). I won't waste alot of research on it or time writing it out but I'll give you a basic rundown of Liberal's track record wregarding dealings with humanity. This should be a faitly painless process as all I will do is post proper nouns and let you do your own descriptive research.

Wen Ho Le, Waco Texas, Clarence Thomas, Juanita Broaddrick, Paula Jones, and lastly Condi Rice.

With that out of the way, yes I know Ice Queen is Rachel. You know why? (This will really suprise some of you) Because I clicked on the exange and VOLA the name pops up.

So today is pretty much boring. I am sitting in the study hall thinking of how I should get some food. By now my sandwhich out in the car is probably an Ice Ham Sandwhich which just doesn't appeal to me. I have 4 people siting next to me all typing at like 400 WPMS (that's words per minute you know).

It always amazes me how lazy some people are. Truth be told, I am very lazy. The only reason I work is in hope (most likely vain) that someday, yes some glorious day, I can retire. Then life really begins. No seriously, half the people don't show up for Marketing because its "too early". Marketing doesn't even start till 9! I get up at 6 and have Math at 8. So yeah, if I can do it anyone can. 

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Well folks, its been awhile. Like forever. Maybe longer.

Anyway I guess I should update with what I've been up to. First I started school. NRCC, its a large Community College located here in the valley. My current program is Business Management. Basically to succeed in this program you need three talents, the ability to lie about numbers, the ability to make up big words for very small concepts, and the ability to butter up your teacher since all grades depend on pet peeves and personal predujices.

In all seriousness it isn't half bad.

Here's a good example of how much Liberals love humanity:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/live/articles/news/news.html?in_article_id=402086&in_page_id=1770

I recently stumbled across this very interesting website:

http://www.msunderestimated.com/

Seems like a great place for actually getting the first hand sources and the audio bites all online debaters yearn for.

Also people need to check out the:

http://www.hankforcongress.com/ 

http://www.cynthiaforcongress.com/

Its interesting how the Democrats answer to having a hot tempered, police punching socialist, in office is to run a socialist against them. Did it ever occur to them that people are ticked of at them not just because they can't control themselves, but because they spend like drunk sailors. If you don't believe me just look at what he says on his own site;

"As your Congressman, I will always vote for maximum funding for our schools.  Anything less isn't enough."

Essentially he believes that you can never spend too much on education.

Could you imagine if your parents had had this same view?