day 1003

well although the novelty of being on xanga is wearing off, i do feel the need to post briefly about something that's going on in my life.

job search

i haven't been very forthcoming of details mostly because i do want to keep a low profile. however, i most recently have been seeing what opportunities are out there. i had been approached by a recruiter and was able to secure an interview with a prospective company. the company is located in streator IL which is about an hour and a half from chicago. in terms of the opportunity, it is a fairly well established company and has lots of resources available to the engineering department. the location was the biggest thing preventing me from being completely swayed by the company.

however, during the interview process i had filled out forms for a background check. i had indicated i would not want my present employer contacted. as well the company i interviewed with conveyed that request to the background check company. somewhere in that organization, there was a mistake made and my current supervisor was made aware that i was seeking employment elsewhere.

this presents a complicated situation, as this is not the normal practice. typically, you can maintain a fair level of confidentiality. however, once this was breached, i had to meet with my supervisor to address the issue. he then planned to call a meeting between himself, me and human resources. this is scheduled to take place tomm (thursday)

for myself, i feel very much like my life has been shaken up and even turned upside down (face). but seriously, i feel most strongly about my character being question. after speaking with some helpful friends i realize i do need to be firm and truthful and look past trying to maintain the reputation i prided myself in. it will take some humility, but i still plan to ask similarly tough questions back to my supervisor, questions regarding what his plan for me is.

through all of this i really do need support. if you could pray for me, i would very much appreciate it.