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Friday, August 05, 2005

LuckyDillPickle (8:58:34 PM):I just wanna make you happy

LuckyDillPickle (8:58:42 PM):I wish I could take all your pain away

l1veloveburnd1eX (8:59:04 PM):alysaa...you are beautiful

l1veloveburnd1eX (8:59:16 PM):you are evrything i have ever wanted from somebody

LuckyDillPickle (8:59:28 PM):thank you

l1veloveburnd1eX (8:59:32 PM):i mean it

l1veloveburnd1eX (8:59:40 PM):you are literally perfect in every sense

LuckyDillPickle (8:59:55 PM):soa re you

LuckyDillPickle (8:59:58 PM):and you know I mean that

l1veloveburnd1eX (9:00:06 PM):i know you mean it

LuckyDillPickle (9:01:23 PM):I really wish you were happy Hugh

LuckyDillPickle (9:01:28 PM):it hurts me to see you sad

LuckyDillPickle (9:01:38 PM):because you dont deserve to be sad

l1veloveburnd1eX (9:02:07 PM):you are so wonderful... idk what id do without you

LuckyDillPickle (9:03:46 PM):I think that if it weren't for you..I would have killed myslef already

l1veloveburnd1eX (9:03:52 PM):same for you

LuckyDillPickle (9:04:23 PM):I love you Hugh

LuckyDillPickle (9:04:25 PM):I really do

l1veloveburnd1eX (9:04:33 PM):i know....and i love you

 

 

 

LuckyDillPickle (11:12:35 PM):man, I feel so special.

NO CoN GATO (11:12:58 PM):you are

LuckyDillPickle (11:13:17 PM):haha

LuckyDillPickle (11:13:18 PM):yea.

LuckyDillPickle (11:13:19 PM):right.

NO CoN GATO (11:13:43 PM):you are to me

LuckyDillPickle (11:17:02 PM):...why tho?

NO CoN GATO (11:17:23 PM):because with you

NO CoN GATO (11:17:29 PM):i can say i love you

NO CoN GATO (11:17:31 PM):and mean it

 

 

 

 

Serious Hugh (9:52:23 PM):doesnt matter, theres something more important i have to tell you

LuckyDillPickle (9:52:29 PM):what?

Serious Hugh (9:52:46 PM):an when i say this, keep in mind that i hate this word, kuz it almost never means anythign to me, just a lie that someone says

Serious Hugh (9:52:50 PM):except i eman it now

Serious Hugh (9:52:53 PM):i love you too

LuckyDillPickle (9:53:28 PM):do you really mean that? or are you just saying that like everyone else does?

Serious Hugh (9:53:36 PM):i really mean it

LuckyDillPickle (9:53:46 PM):

LuckyDillPickle (9:54:04 PM):I know how much you hate that word.

Serious Hugh (9:54:23 PM):yeah, just about every person thats ever said it to me turned there back and left

LuckyDillPickle (9:54:54 PM):but,yet I have not have I?

Serious Hugh (9:54:59 PM):never

Serious Hugh (9:55:05 PM):youve alwasy been here


 

 

well. That's it. I'm done. Hard to say I did not try. I have heard I have been the best thing to ever happen to guys. I have heard I am gorgeous. Smart. Funny. witty. independant. best persionality. down to earth. all of that. but, hmm..I guess Im just not good enough. which, is pretty funny because if you think about it, I was good enough when he got dumped, when he was sad/depressed, when he needed someone to talk to. oh wait...thats right. Im "too young". haha.thats a funny one. I didn't even hear that from a 20 year old....afer I gave him head. It's funny, because I never took an "I love you serious". Until he added an "I mean it" to it. haha! funny shit huh! hmm.. saying "she's the one. im going to marry her" to his mother. wow, thought that was a cute one. Making me promise...to never forget that he will ALWAYS love me. wow, haha. makes me laugh. Because Im a big promise person. I never kept my promise. not that one. It's so funny I am even writing this. Because I know what is to come in the future. I always have. And it's so funny to think I am acually writing this. I know what will happen. I dont know, maybe I don't. All I can think of...is all those emo songs...and now I know why people listen to them. I think I learned my life lesson. getting high or drunk wont help. and killing yourself? oh no. your soul goes on. so does the pain. and it goes on forever. I laugh at how I was right....and wrong at the same time. And when I said you were an 11, your a 2. Your persionality makes you an 11. but, you've changed. I only seem to remember the old you. the one I met over a year ago.

oh, and for the record. Im half Jewish Hugh Hershall Steven Newmark.


Sunday, July 24, 2005

I fucked Jake last night.


Thursday, July 21, 2005

ONE YEAR ON MY XANGA! WOOHOO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY XANGA!!!!!!!!111


Wednesday, July 13, 2005

yea, so Connecticut was fun shtuff. I miss it up there already. I hate Florida && it's fucking humidity.

  //I'll have pics of the trip up soon. I look F'ufly but oh well, deal. I always do.

;; saw friends, saw family, saw childhood things. miss it. want it. need it. don't have it. thats life. CHEER UP EMO KID!

        we got some chank food tonight and I was all like "oh scrait up! chank food!". and yea.

 

     me and Kadie went to the redneck store and we got some guns to go huntin' and some bait to go fishin' and then we went muddin' and we watched nascar. and then we got some redneck caller ID. man, It was some fun shit. I love Kadie. aka my huntin fishin muddin nascar watchin buddy. (lmfao kadie)

 

-alyssa


Tuesday, July 05, 2005

4th of July sucks.

//Jake. you owe me 20 bucks! I told you he wouldn't call me back! I win the bet, you pay.

Im leaving the 5th for Connecticut and won't be back until a week later...hence I will be going to Atlanta to attend a Hyman's Jewish wedding mearly three days later returning in just three days. fun as fuck I know.

Happy Birthday Hugh. I love you. I'm not getting you anything unless you stop being jewish and tell me what you want. so yea. I big fat kiss doesnt count.

I love you all oodles..talk to you when I get back....and yea

GUYS! JOIN MY PACK! I NEED 27 FRIENDS AND I GET AN IPOD YOU WIN AWSOME PRIZES! HECK YES! http://www.catch27.com/join.php?invite=37098  DO IT! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! AND INVITE A LOT OF PEOPLE BECAUSE YOUR FRIENDS ARE MY FRIENDS AND SO ON AND BLA BLA BLA

¢¾ alyssa



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