Yeah, back here again... this lonely girl have learned her lesson... I guess that you shouldn't always go around beeing sad. Who can really help you? Its just a problem for others if you keep on beeing sad and wan't people to love you. You have to convince them to like you. Proof to them that you are not useless, that you can do something and are willing to fight for it.

Another Sunday, this means that school starts tomorrow. What a scary feeling. I hate it; I feel so much pain thinking about them. You may ask why? - Because they are fake. I hate the cute smile of theirs, it wasn't meant for me. Why can't people be honest, just tell me that you don't like me. It’s better than faking. I truly hate my life, and I've just discovered that they don't like me. But they're afraid to tell, how stupid!

I wish that life could be easy; sometimes I wish that I was bird. Flying freely in the big blue sky, and don’t have to worry about more than food and how to survive. This week the teacher wants us to write about what dreams are and if we should go for it. I mean should you follow your dream and dare to be different? Is it right or wrong? What about the high price you have to pay for it?

-Leona Lewis- Yes I've download the new album of her.. Its so good. If you want the album, Email me or send me a message here at xanga.com.

Texture:

Real-size (click here)
Teasers: (Icon-textures//Not avatars)

Here are some of my designs. I’ve made this for not so long time ago. Tell me if you like it! You don’t necessarily need to link back to me if you don’t want to. But I will appreciate it! I don’t remember the date I made them so it’s just random. One thing you cannot do is to claim them as your own. Unless that, everything else is okay. Some of my stuff was made while reading a tutorial. You can find pretty interesting tutorials about photoshop out there. Love from Bella.


(Something I made just using layers with color!♥
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(So Blurry, Click on the picture for the real size!
Made by me by using filters)

(Click for the real BIG size! Made by me for not so long time ago. This is a texture.)