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| This will be my last entry. My goal is to no longer be a people pleaser. And I'm tired of people acting like I'm such a terrible person when what they do is about 10 times worse than what I did. I'm moving on with my life, it's too bad other people can't. And getting rid of this will help me not be as much of a people pleaser. Anyway, for my friends I will be creating another website that only they can visit. I'll definitely keep in touch. For now I will hold onto my favorite verse.....Romans 8:28...All things come together for the greater good for those who love God. Which means for me, everything will turn out good, so I really have no reason to worry about anything. For all you people out there, I am a born-again Christian, and I boldly confess that I give my entire life and entire heart to the one and only Jesus Christ. And one day I'll be with Him for eternity. For those who don't know, the Bible clearly states the ONLY way to get to heaven is to be born-again, which is giving God your whole heart and your whole life. You can't get in through good works, you can't get in through being nice, you can't get in just by wearing a cross around your neck, you can't get in by going to church. IT'S ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIP, NOT THE RELIGION! Always remember that. For those people who will be open to this I'll see you in eternity, for those who don't I pray someday God will change your mind. I love you all, including you mi hermanos y hermanas! Adios!
For eternity with Christ,
Mir | | |
| Don't you sometimes wish you could rewind your life and try to make sense of it all? I'm in one of those moods where I just want to meditate on everything going on in my life. Wonder what went wrong in some areas, what went right in some areas, what are the good and bad consequences for my actions? What shall I do know? What's next? What's going to happen in the next 2 months? Will I be able to adjust easily? Am I happy? Is God happy? Do I know what I want in life? Do I know what I want right now? Do I want anything right now? Is life really meaningless like it says in the Bible? I feel like Ecclesiastes right now, just thinking about how useless life feels to me right now. I mean, I don't even know how I feel right now. Happy, sad, bored, lonely, not sure. I think I am kind of lonely. My sister is gone to Europe and my parents are at work. The house is perfectly quiet. And today my day is going to consist of who knows what? I mean, I don't even know what's going to happen tomorrow. I'm not upset or anything, I'm just questioning life a lot right now. Wondering why I'm here and if I am in the perfect will of God. Oh well, I love you mi hermanos y hermanas! TTYL!
MiR
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| Okay, everything is ok now...just a misunderstanding. I went to Barnes and Noble and bought a christian book called Life Management for the Busy Women. It'll be fun to read and good to read too. | | |
|  I wish there was a crying face but there isn't. Is it possible to be completely happy like nothing could go wrong.....and then someone just ruin it for you and you cry your eyes out. Then you try calling people to make you feel better, but everyone is busy. I'm sorry, I'm bummed. I mean, maybe I have no room to complain, maybe it's just me. Yesterday was completely awesome. I went to Disneyland and had the time of my life, it was just magical. Then today I woke up feeling happy b/c I was going to spend some alone time with my boyfriend, maybe watch a movie, not to mention today is our 11 months and I even wrote him a letter hoping to make him happy tonight. Well so much for that. I haven't spent alone time with him in a while so I was really looking forward to it. Now I'm going to sulk in my "aloneness" and probably go eat alot. I need sugar or something. Maybe I'll go rent a movie. You know, I skipped out on hanging with my family for him, and when he called and said he was going to hang out with the guys. There's nothing wrong with that except that he made plans with me first and he knew how much i was looking forward to it. Then I decided I was going to go to church with my friend Bianca, so I let my family leave. After they leave I call her and find out she's gone. So on a friday night I am by myself. Oh joy. Not to mention I'm a little grumpy b/c of something that happened last night. And then my friend Michelle called me today to say I'm not putting God first, which is a lie. I've always put God first above everything. I just pray God make me feel better somehow or cheers me up. Because currently that's all I have right now. | | |
| Hey mi hermanos y hermanas! Como estas! Yo soy muy bien!!! Tengo muchos amigos ahora y quiero ver Tulsa!!! Muy aburrido pero lunes yo trabajo. Anywayz, just checkin' in and en la manana voy al Disneyland!!! Adios !!!!!!
Mir | | |
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