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Name: Eddy
Metro: carlisle
Birthday: 12/30/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: I'm interested in drumming, acting, and singing. Mostly drumming, but I enjoy anything to do with music. There's also that girl who I guess is kind of an interest of mine. Just playin babe, you know i love ya. She rocks my socks. I love you charity!
Also: Cowboy Troy, Grits, Die Trying, Green Day, 3 Days Grace, AC/DC, Big & Rich, Charlie Daniels Band, Chris LeDoux, DJ Maj, Eminem, Foghat, Frank Ticheli, In The Chamber, Injected, Kid Rock, Larry Daehn, Led Zepplin, Lynard Skynard, Mountain, My Chemical Romance, New Found Glory, Nirvana, Offspring, Pudde of Mudd, Ralph Stanley, Relient K, Santa Clara Vanguard, Cadets, Senses Fail, Shinedown, Smile Empty Soul, Something Corporate, Steve Earle, Steven Barton, Submersed, Switchfoot, Tenacious D. Basically most of the stuff on my iPod. not to mention Rocky Horror Picture Show!!!
Keeping Heston, Melissa, Travis, Derek, and Elda alive inside me.
Expertise: Music Department Activities: You name it, I'm in it. That simple. Takes up my life, but it's worth it most of the time. And I can't forget my girl. Charity is an expertise too. Believe me, I have to know what I'm doing so that I don't upset her.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  SnareDrummr07
Member Since:
2/24/2005
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| feel like crapso yeah. i've kinda been bothered by something for the past few days, but i think i'm about over it. which is good.
plus going to cantabile and singing on thursday didnt help much, considering we sang May It Be. it made me cry. i still miss heston and mel, and derek, and travis. i'm kinda depressed. i hope that tomorrow goes well.
well, i dont even think people read this anymore.
peace,
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| so yeah. today i was thinking at about 4 o'clock, while i was taking the trash to the bottom of the hill, i thought about heston and mel, and trav, and derek. i was thinking about how much i miss them. and i got really depressed. and underneath the good mood i've had all day, i have been really upset. i miss them so much. actually, yesterday when i took connor home, i turned onto cemetary road and i was thinking about the field. i think i might visit it soon. i know that i'm going to go there on May 23. i will definitely be there around 6 o'clock at night. i miss them a lot. i'm actually starting to cry as i'm typing up this entry. i still pray for them on a weekly basis. i love them so much and i wish they were here, but i know that i'll see them again someday. i can't listen to the new george strait or kenny chesney songs. both of them make me think about all of them and i cry every time. i'm not ashamed to admit it. i just want my friends back. but i know it wont happen. i just hope that we wont lose someone this year.
monster | | |
| so yeah. i'm just typing this entry to tell everyone who reads it that Charity is the most amazing person i have ever met in my entire life. and she is my best friend in the whole world. i love her more than anything else. she makes me so happy. occasionally there are fights and these things happen, but i get over it and i love her so it doesnt matter.
i love you so much charity. i dont want anyone else.
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| so yeah. i had a bad night. chaiR and i had a big fight and it ended up that i drove off and we were both really mad at each other. i was really mad and even drove off before she could open my door to talk to me. it was not good.
today we fought multiple times and i really feel like a jerk because of today. i know why she's in a bad mood and is extra irritable, but i dont help. sometimes i'm a real jerk and i just do stuff anyway.
i treat my friends like crap and i hate it. i realize how i treat them and i know that when i'm not around that they say how much they hate it. not that they're my friends any less, but they hate how i treat them sometimes. and i can completely understand that. sometimes i am a total jerk. and believe me, you're not the only ones who are upset about it. when i do that, i realize it and i hate myself because of it. the people who care the most continue to put up with it and they continue to be there for me when i need someone. so i feel even worse that it's people who really care about me. i said that i would turn over a new leaf and treat them better, but i still havent done it yet. i want to so bad though. that would probably help my depression if i could make my friends feel better. (tear.....) ugh.
later i guess. if anyone even reads this anymore.
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| I stole this from Erica...
In 2005 have you..
Got drunk? no
Got high? no
Had more then 5? no
Passed out in public? no
Gotten into a fight? verbally. i didnt hit anyone.
Went to the hospital? yeah. but for recreation. seeing my "mom." aka. ryan's mom.
Broken any bones? no
Played hard to get? nope.
Discovered a new band? yeah.
Been somewhere you've never been? yeah. in canada.
Kissed someone? a lot.
Made out with someone? yeah.
Had sex with someone? no.
Hosted a party? no.
Been to a party? no.
Met someone new? a few people.
Had a crush on someone you never did? no.
Had any life altering experiences? YES. i'll never forget them...
Been envious of a friend? yes
Thought of killing someone? not seriously.
Gotten ridiculed? i'm sure of it.
Hid a secret from someone? probably.
Kept a secret? yes
Told someone another person's secret? not that i'm aware of.
Got dumped? almost twice.
Drove a car? yep.
Almost lost your life? no. i dont joke much about death after 2005.
Tried to commit suicide? no
Witnessed a crime? no. unless stupidity is a crime.
Been in court? no.
Met someone famous? no.
Became embarassed to the point where you cried? not that i know of.
What was your biggest regret from 2005? not spending more time with/talking to those that were taken from us too soon in 2005.
If you could have excluded one person from 2005, who would it be? probably bristal. l. o. freakin l.
What was your biggest mistake of 2005? not appreciating those who were taken too soon from us.
What are your greatest memories? boston. charity and i geting together. keeping up with people who moved away.
In 2006 are you going to/planning on..
Falling in love? i already am. Repairing an old relationship/friendship? i dont know. perhaps.
Meeting new people? sure
Doing something you've never done before? sure Getting high? no way.
Having sex? no.
Commiting to a relationship? already am.
Going to church? yeah.
Having a party? no.
Going to parties? maybe.
Going on a diet? exercising. i dont think i could pull off a diet.
Confessing to someone how you really feel about them? no reason to. Cursing someone out? i doubt it. Being asked out? i dont want anyone else. Becoming famous? not really planning on it happening.
Making a first move? nope. Changing who you are? only for the better if i do.
Opening up to people more easily? not really. i have to know that i can trust someone first.
Hanging out with a different crowd? probably not. i love my friends. they've gotten me through a lot, no matter what some people tell me about them.
In 2006...
who/what's going to be..
Your first kiss? charity.
Your first hug? charity.
Your first love? charity.
Your first friend? ryan. james. i dont know.
Your first make out of 06? charity.
Your first movie watched? i dont know.
Your first scent breathed? shotgun smoke after shooting them at midnight.
Your first complaint? i'm tired.
Your first clothes wore? my zildjian-play with fire shirt. What would you want to accomplish? i dont know
Who do you want to spend that year with? charity and the guys.
What do you want to avoid doing? losing friends and wasting my time with people who dont try to understand.
well that's it. i hope that you're not dissappointed that you took the time to read this.
peace out.
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