Hellish day.....*sighs* I woke up with my head feeling as if it was about to explode, and only two hours after I came home. Being asked a shitload of questions I really didn't want to answer when I first woke up wasn't exactly the best morning conversation. "Now, why did (name) come here? I thought you two had a falling out?" and "That was really nice of him to visit you all the way here." I can't tell my mother, sister, or father. My father would disown me, my mother would believe it to be my fault, and my sister would break down...and she doesn't need that right now. My children were completely out of hand today...my head got worse, I almost thought I would end up at the hospital...my brother ended up picking me up off the couch and taking me into my room to give me my meds...and I ended up sleeping most of he day....shitty for me. I barely got anything done in my house, to clean, or do anything...I barely ate....and I'm tired yet again. I had to get another dose of meds once I woke up again. Shuichi...I don't understand how you can put up with me...I disappear without telling you and made you worry....I had no time to explain...I'm always having to go afk for reasons, and I'm open...but not that open with you. For that...I'm sorry but I can't be...it's a self defense thing....*sighs and closes his eyes* I just...hope you do love me...and I just hope you can understand my baka dramatic life...I don't want you mixed up in it...I don't want you hurt..I just do want you to know one thing.....Ai shite'ru yo....zutto, hanabira.....