I was supposed to write something about my friend, Jean mostly on her personality and attitude. Was helping her with her assignment and need to hand my thoughts to her lecturer by tonight. And finally I came up with an idea on what to write about her and what I think about her. This is the outcome of it. Don't laugh. It might sound hilarious to some of you who knew her. I got too excited when I wrote a testimonial about her. Too much need to be written.

                " Hey Presto! People known her as Jeanette the Great, just pulling your leg. But the truth is I bet everyone in the college knew who is Jeanette Siew, another significant icon or subjective form that people would noticed. On the other hand, I'm another side of her, totally opposite from who she is but I'm still surprised that we can get along very well. I knew her few years back after I've shifted to this hectic place. She caught my attention when the first time I saw her. No, I'm definitely not falling for the same kind, it's just that something very genuine about her that captured my heart.

                 She's amazingly stunning and everytime I went shopping with her, the men eyes will sticked to her like a UHU glue or they would turned their head 360 degree just to get another glimpse of her. Some might anti-her, especially the girls but seriously after I gathered all the possible analytical resources, I noticed myself that most of the girls do envy her. She's being herself truly and not afraid of letting people know what's on her mind. If you ever play the game Dare or Truth with her, she probably will get the credit in Dare instead of another one. She's tough and super duper hyper active in whatever she does. She's enthusiastic to chase her dreams. Despites being so goal-oriented, she still easily influenced by other people's bad remarks on her. What I personally think that she should take things lightly.

                She appears to be a tough girl but deep down after knew her for so long, she is just as fragile as any other girl on this planet. Not kidding! You might see her full of energy at all times but whenever there is just one person that comes along and say bad things to her and any negative-related matters to her, her day from a sunny day will suddenly be a rainy day. And that sums it up to what she feels at the end of the day. Her mother comments and advises are the greatest influence of all compared to other people. She cares for her mother a lot. She loves her friends and she is a fun person to be with. She can lighten up your day by just being herself. Although sometimes you need to get a break from her. She can go outdoing it. Well that was one of the issue I had with her last time but now she's becoming more mature and broaden her perspective. Life is not just evolved with being with the same person at all times, she finally learned this reality.

                 She is very generous when it comes to money. But this only applicable when she is with the person she likes or fancy. She can be calculative but which is a good thing, you see. I can seriously tell you that I'm pretty amazed when she can count the distance and petrol usage and etc...anything that is related to the money and most importantly she is being economical wise and trying to save as much money as possible. At times I do think that why she doesn't want to become an accountant? Or a financial consultant? She's very good in budgeting herself, although there are times there are certain things that can make her overspend. Once she ran out of money, she doesn't just sits there, she thrives more for the money. Being a freelancer and a knowledgable student at the same time is not an easy task. I can imagine how much pressure is on her but she can still handle them very well. I'm proud of her.

                Jeanette Siew is also a very hygenic person but sadly not meticulously neat. Although she takes care of her belongings pretty well and know where she puts her stuff inside her room, I would categorised her room as a C+ for neatness. Outside it appears to be B- room but once you look in detail and open some of the drawers...Oh My all sort of junks you could find in her room. However, she always make sure her belongings are in tip toe condition and would not ruin them. She treasures her stuff more than what other people gave to her. For instance, there was once she overnight at my house and the following day, she just washed her clothes with her hands and detergent immediately after she woke up. I asked her to wait but she refused to as she said she did not want the bad smell seeped into her clothes. The night before we had a party and it was a smoky night. She even washed her heels together. I was dumbfounded by her act. I never seen such a person before.

                 Being a student like her, I can imagine 24/7 a day is not enough. She needs extra one hour in a day to get her things done. She filled up her time with all the things that she loved to do and I should say that she is actually not procrastinating. When she told me that everyone had the same opinion about her and she was famous for being a lazy queen. I wouldn't think so exactly. I don't see she as a lazy person but instead I think she is pretty hardworking in everything she does. She doesn't waste her time for whatever she feels not right or anything is on her way, she will deal with that problem first. But she needs someone to be with her, someone like me to support her. Haha...Yes I see myself as a motivator or a pusher to her. A good friend indeed.

                  I almost forgot to introduce myself as I'm overwhelmed by this topic. My name is Elizabeth, her best friend. Trust me for what I've said about her, no one knows her better than I do. I've known her for several years since form 4 in secondary school. We laughed, we cried, we shared our deepest fears, that would be cockroaches. I could run like a wind to stay far away from those dirty and disgusted ugly creatures. No we would not have "Siu Keong" as our pet. And I believe she would rather to have "Ah Keong" as her pet. Haha...if you understand what I mean."

The ending part not many people will understand. I'm leaving you guys to ponder.

Just flew to Kuching not long ago. I slept well in Eric's bed. So comfortable. Just dozed off easily. Left my office for two weeks, under unpaid leave of course! But it is a good start for me to work here. I got to expose to more things in this office. They are very systematic and what you have to do is follow their ways and work it out on your own. The saddest part is I can't online in the office. But once the Desa Mantin project is over, the head of admin might set up each of the computer to have internet access. What I can only do in the office is to give my 101% concentration in my work to earn that extra increment.

Esther was mentioning to be about a gala night in Kuching. You know...all the girls get to make up and dress up in an evening gown for a reunion party, more like a ball. I hope she will come up with good ideas this time. I'm thinking of buying a designer dress from Veronica...yeah like those that you have only one collection throughtout the world with a special price. Vero, I owe you a big one this time. But wait till I get my hands over the dresses... haha..Another set of motivation for me to lose weight. Argh..bummer. I'm fatter than ever.

Is there such word as relive? I guess so right. Been so lost for the last two months. Never felt so lost. I'm turning into one hopeless chick, more like a stray cat wandering around the street. It's bad, very bad for my soul and health and also for my youthful body. I've been neglecting a lot about my looks and the inner soul. Lost in this world. Where no one truly understand how I feel deep inside. Buried my true feelings inside..and don't even know how to detect it. No..nothing to do with other people. Just me, only ME.

What a life. Sigh...I said that to myself. Stop potraying to be someone else and living in a disguise. I said that to myself again. Enough of having such kind of life. I want to have my normal life back that is being a cheerful girl who stays positive all the time. Where is that strong girl living inside me? When can she unleash herself and gain back that full confidence again? Is this a must? So many questions popped out in my mind suddenly.

I deserve a better me. I deserve a better person than who I am now. I deserve to be the woman who I always wanted to be. I need to rejevunate-revive-relive my life. Sort it out all the problems and issues in hand. Getting back on the right track. Fulfill my living dreams and just stay put reaching out the goals. I can do it. I must do it. Look forward not backwards... I demand all those unhappiness things that happened in my life be deleted off from my memories and only kept those sweet memories. Look forward..stay forward...

Hey guys..I'm back! Escaped from the world of exams. Barely survived from it. I'm very sad about it. I really hope the other 3 papers turn out well at later date. I noticed and realised that being a law student is so tough. It takes lots of effort to succeed in this course. The credibility of reading law and applying it during exams time are totally different aspects. I admit I have not enough practices, not literally of course. What I'm trying to say is that I don't practice well in answering the questions in such limited time. The process goes from the first minute to the very last minute of  3 hours and 15 mins. Every seconds count. Every words you write count. Every flow of the memory from your brain count. To be precise, everything counts! 

For each type of law I've studied, for instance, Constitutional Law, Tort Law, Islamic Law, Malaysian Legal System and Contract Law, and for each paper, I have 45 mins to answer for each question. In order to be on the safe side, I need to write four full pages for each answers, and total questions that need to be answered is 4 as well. So total would be 16 pages for 4 questions in 3 hours 15 mins. Not to mention that the 15 mins is for you to read the question and gather all your thoughts and make sure that for each points you elaborate..you MUST have your authority to support your answer. If not, it wouldn't count as a good answer! That's what I personally think and the lecturer mentioned that too. Need to crack my brain more and to be fully prepared next year.

First I need to start my Home Office area inclusive of the Study Area. I need to make it as comfortable as possible as I will be spending most of my time in this area to gain knowledges and study my principles of law! I made a couple of researches and here were the results on what is efficient to have in the room and so forth. Start with... the Bookcases for my law books.

"Bookcases are a classic way to organize any room in an instant. A small, two-shelf bookcase makes a great nightstand in a bedroom that's short on storage space. A large, multi-shelf bookcase can stand against the wall of a living room and hold an entire library of books. Add a bookcase to the home office to hold printers, textbooks, and CD-ROMs within easy reach of the desk."

"However you choose to use them, bookcases are ideal for any area that needs some extra storage. Choose a bookcase that is stained or varnished to match the rest of your furnishings, or choose one in a brilliant contrasting color to really make an impact."

Secondly I probably need something to remind my schedule as not to miss anything out in a week. Appointments, duty calls, classes, important meetings and the list goes on and on. It is best to have a bulletin board displayed in my room so whenever I'm free I can refer back instantly on what I'm suppose to do on that particular day. I just need to make it as a habit as motivation keeps you started but habit keeps you going. Haha...Sounds familiar the quote?

"Adding bulletin boards to your home is a great way to instantly organize and prioritize just about anything. A bulletin board in the kitchen is ideal for grocery lists and phone messages. Kids love bulletin boards in their bedrooms, where they can proudly display their latest drawings and school papers. Bulletin boards are also essential in the home office for calendars, appointment cards, and reminder notices."

"If you find yourself constantly misplacing your notes or losing track of information, bulletin boards are the perfect solution. Some bulletin boards feature colorful ribbons that cross over the surface to hold notes in place with a touch of style. Others have painted borders and fabric detailing that makes them great for use in any room."

What other things that I need to be in my room? Erm...probably a computer desk for my new PC. Yeah that would be great.

Gosh! Such limited time for me to prepare myself. I'm getting more and more nervous each day. I have 5 heavy subjects. I must do well! I must excel in all of them! God please help me absorb as much knowledge as I can and most importantly been able to answer all the questions!

I don't want to waste much time. Need to be dead serious about this. I vow to stay at home and just study and study...and study. Nothing else besides study! It's sad..but I need to sacrifice my time in leisure. So meaning I won't be blogging for a month from now. Will be login in here after 20th July, 2007. I promise.

But I will blog longer this time. Hey, don't you know? I'm attached to this xanga blog. 

Family is very important to me despite of all the ups and downs I've been through with them. They are still no. 1 priority to me. Introducing my family members and where recently my sister declared another member to me. =D Let's see who is it.

My forever beautiful mum and me. Now you know where I got that resemblance! haha

My sister, the biggest lawyer in town (yeah one of the best)! Haha..technically speaking, she's very good in what she's doing till she got an offer in Hong Leong Bank to become the Head of Recovery Department. And her salary... phew... heard that her basic is around 13k. So that's really a huge amount of money.

That's my foreign brother in law. He's an Albanian. I've asked my sister why is she so crazy about european guys. Well..she told me she was opting for an Italian guy but ended up meeting my brother in law. haha..look at the map of the world. Italy is just next to Albania. So it was close to her expectation.

A clearer picture of them. The middle man is not one of my family members! No I won't have such uncle.. his moustache looks soooo weird. Lol..

That's my dad and his first grandchild, Ms Odelia Luari! Hehe.. so adorable right?

I took this picture of her. So funny... I'm a bad aunty. Always make fun of her. Well she's a kid anyways! Life suppose to be enjoyable and fun for her! no drama.. Ok I will give you guys another decent picture of her.

Can't get enough of her. She's our center of attention now. Everyday she would come and bug me! And I had to scream at her sometimes to make her listen. She's soooo naughty! But thank God she doesn't pull my hair anymore.

She's modelling. Haha

So who is the next and soon to be member of my family! :P Of course my other half. Hehe..

Well can't wait for the day to come! In order to do that I need to get my degree first! I've blogged for more than an hour. I have to stop here. Sob sob..Wish me good luck in my exams! Be back in a month time.