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Friday, July 29, 2005

Currently Listening
X&Y
By Coldplay

see related
- Speed of Sound

heh :p
Oki so first day of school today..it sucked. There are soooo many people there I dont know now its scary. Freshman have officially invaded!! Grr. This morning I found Kat and Kelly Gray who both hugged me and Judah who was like wha ts up!? to me being like...umm oki, then as the day wore on I found malena, sasha, heather and ppl. I have a class with malena and a class with Kimara. hah .But yea school s till sux.Oh well only one sem. So far my classes are as follows: econ w/wilson, brit lit w/stewart, visual design w/tyree,(3rd lunch) and then alg3 w/boyum. However I might switch my electives, I havent decided for sure yet so this schedule is temporarily subject to change...as per usual at the beg of all my semesters in that hell hole. ugh. Anyways, so yea. School then work from 4:30-8:30 in which was amusing. However instead of having my d ay off t/m like originally scheduled Im now going to work t/m from 10am-3:30pm for my friend Brandon. Thats oki though I guesse b/c I work t/m then sunday from 10am-3pm and I have monday and tuesday off. Then I work after school wed and thursday and then I have friday and saturday off. G ranted I requested next fri and sat cus Im spending hopefully most o the day fri at Wills and leavin sat sometime for my g-g-mothers. We shall see how this goes. But yea..some it up..today=school=work=...buh.
NOW yesterday however.....well theres a quote in a movie I like that goes along the lines of ' Life has to give you random perfect moments to make up for all the bad stuff it throws your way.' somethin like that. Anyways that fits yesterday. Yesterday was...... wonderfully wonderful..I didnt even go in at open house for my school I just walked up to the wall saw my 1st block posted and left. Mum dropped me off at Will's house around 2 ish. We watched tv a while, then played halo which he killed me 3 times in a row and I gave up. Then we just kinda cuddled on the couch watchin tv a lil more. After that we went to his room and curled up clung together on his bed and tried ot take a nap until his dad got home and brought fried chicked with him. So Will ate and then me and him walked up his road, through the woods, through a creek and up to his school for his open house. I met even more of his friends,+ the ones I already know and + some ppl I know but didnt know he knew till then. lol. And then I walked with him to go around and see his classrooms and meet his teachers. One in particular called Mrs. Stokes whom he, drew,and jessy all favor tormenting. She introduced herself to me and was asking if I was just here with Will and I said yes I dont go to this school (Salem) I go to eastside and Will was like yea dont get too acquainted with/thats my g/f. So then we left and me and Will rode in the back of the truck with a cover on it so that we literally couldnt sit up we had to lie under it while drew and jessy drove us back to Wills house. After the y dropped us off we went in and told his dad we were back, then went to his room where he pouted until I joined him back to nap on his bed. Then around...7:20 his dad came in and said get ready to go. I ended up stealing his hat back again after he pushed me on the bed trying to get it from me and his dad was no help after he came in going whered ye get it and laughing at us and telling us to work it out. But I won. Cus I can do that. :p haha. But yea. Him and his dad got me home around 8 o'clock. But yea that wa s basically the gist of what happened yesterday minus the kissing and 'mushy gushy' parts I left out b/c well I doubt you wanna hear about it. So I leave those out.;) But yea. Yesterday was great like I said. Im vedy happy. Hes happy. We're happy. See the pattern? I like it. So there I said it. yay for happiness. Now thas all I have to say at the moment. So Ill update again later when I feel like it and have time. Take Care.

Adieu
<3

~Jessica~

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Currently Listening
Evermind
By Amethystium

see related
- Satori

Tonight was fun. I went to see Devils rejects with my b/f Will and his frien ds mary, drew, and keith we then went across aftgerwards to subway. Hung out. They left. Mum came and got us and finally met him. We took him to his house round 10:40ish and I talked to his parents some. He lent me cds, and I stole his commy/gasoline type hat. So Im happy. ^.^ lol. Much mores happened obviously via work,friends, concerts but its after 2am and i dun feel like talkin about it at the moment so...sry. My main journal is lj neways..But yea. Tanita ill call ye t/m! and stuff. And meanwhile..I just took pics outta boredom..so... pics o me in my bfs hat...

Adieu
<3

~Jessica~

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Currently Playing
Emotion is Dead
By The Juliana Theory
see related

- Understand The Dream is Over

I have an actual meaningful entry to post at some point soon.......I merely and truthfully do not have the energy nor heart to do it right now. So...later hopefully..

Juliana Theory    ~Something Isn't Right Here~

"Cause Something isn't right here.
You've gone and left me on the ground.
Something isn't right in this world called confusion.
You gave it all away before you could lose it.
Something isn't right here on the ground.
You never said goodbye.
You died.
You chose to carry on a lie.
Something isn't right here.
You've gone and left me on the ground.
Something isn't right here.
You're gone and left me on the ground.
Something isn't right in this world called confusion.
You gave it all away before you could lose it.
Something isn't right here on the ground. (on the ground)
Something isn't right in this world called confusion.
You gave it all away before you could lose it. (and then)
Something isn't right here on the ground. (on the ground)"

I stayed at hebbiegurl 's house last night because she stayed with me monday night and we went to the hospital to sit with her sister there a while..specialness for varying reasons...I wont go into any of it..I dont want to, and went to the lake with me yesterday and asked if I would stay with her last night. So I did. It was oki. She was on the phone with her b/f for a bit a few times. Then ended up calling him and getting on the phone with him for a few hours. During which period of time she sat on the trampoline outside and I sat off to the side on one of those double-sided swings that are on those childrens playsets and merely moved my legs slightly on the floor of the swing to swing myself. Well I did that for about an hour and a half just swinging, watching lightning bugs and thinking..Finally I got bored enough and went in her house to get the cordless phone and came back out in the swing with it. I called Jonathan. We talked a little he said he wished he could do something to entertain me but I said it was oki. After a few minutes we had to go in the house and stuff and he wasnt feeling well and so we said bye and the like. Then I just kinda waited abit and finally looked at her and she eventually got off the phone.We then went and watched Blue Crush. I love that movie. Ive always wanted to learn how to surf so very badly..Oh well. After that was over it was about..12 somethin at night. Then her b/f called back a couple times and she talked to him and I said fuck it and went to sleep. Weird dreams last night..

This morning we got up and I went to McDonalds with her and her family, saw my cousin Frankie there so we talked a bit. Then we ate and some guy with an interesting hat kept smiling and staring at me, which amused me. Now we're back at her house. Im going with her up to her church to eat later and then going home. I have to go tommorow and take my senior pictures. So yea..still looking for a job and the like. I should prolly update my other journal soon to but I dun want to.

Juliana Theory ~Is patience still waiting?~

"Will there ever be time enough?
Or are we just too naive?
I haven't just given up.
Oh God, I still believe.

Is patience still waiting?
Will I wait on my knees too?

Are you laughing at us today?
And is this just one big game?
Now cash me in while you can
We never were the same.

Is patience still waiting?
Will I wait on my knees too?

Come on

Will you ever have all you want?
And are we just next in line?
Don't throw out your one good chance
You only have this time."

So yea Im tired. Im very slightly sunburned on my back near my neck. Everywhere else surprisingly enough tanned. Made me laugh. But yea. Not doing much at the moment. Her mum let me online cause she saw I looked bored and Heathers sleeping. So Im checking stuff, talking to Jon and tried Nick but hes busy and updating. I also called Dayna a bit ago she wanted me to go with her and her b/f to six flags t/m but I told her I couldnt cause I had senior pics. She asked if I could cancel I said no. Even though I prolly could set another date I dont have the money to go and even if I did I dont want to go with just her and her b/f. I dont want to be and am tired of being randomly the awkward 3rd person. So whatever. We're not going to the movies this friday either cause she has to babysit, which is fine with me. I ve been trying to call

randomimplosion about a week but to no success. So I give up. I think Im supposed to be seeing Tanita sometime soon as well when shes not working. So we shall see. I really need to get a job. Sunset grill, one o the managers said the other manager prolly had my app. in his stack of applications and "you should be hearing from us soon" Though I seriously doubt this statement thoroughly. oi vay. Well Im gonna wrap this up for now and find something else to do on here for a bit....tty all later

Juliana Theory ~Understand the Dream is Over~

"Here is my new disposition.
You're about to understand.
Our theory is only obvious
to the skeptical,
and at the bitter end.
You're staring at a white page
and the print is plain to see.
Now turn the page and read what's written.
It's your history.
Do you understand?

Chorus:
The dream is over.
You haven't slept in years.
Don't be looking for answers.
You're better following trails.
The dream is over.
You haven't slept in years.
Don't be looking for answers.
You're better following trails.

You're staring at a black screen.
Your body starts to tense.
When two plus two
is five or less
it's time to question common sense.
Silence is a secret,
a weapon in disguise.
Listen to the silence. Open up your eyes.
Do you understand?

Chorus

Bridge:
Do you decide what
you hear and believe?
Tell me who makes
your mind up for you.
Do you believe what
you see to be true?
Can you tell me who
owns the truth?
Who bought the truth?
What is your disposition?

Here is my new disposition.
You're about to understand.
Our theory is only obvious to the skeptical
and at the bitter end."

Adieu

~Jessica~

Current Mood:

Mellow

Monday, June 06, 2005

1st pic entry= Graduation Pics..

Stage and background Stephanie and Rachael Tiffany Derrek and Chad singing the chosen grad. song. Brandy Lennon
Justin H. T.R
Crowd
Ms. Griffin Derrek Tiffany and Justin H. Tiff & Justin H.
Tiff & her dad Tiff, her dad, & mum
Tiff & her Grand-pa Kurt T.R Alyse
Shanon Myself & Lennon
Tiff, her mum, and Grand-father Tiff & me
Tiff & me Lennon