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| Well...what should i say. I dont even know. im kind of a boring person right now. Oh except that im graduating...but i mean who isnt?? well i think its so exciting. and then on to HOWARD PAYNE UNIVERSITY. im excited. and im excited about graduation presents. i think ill go check the mail. now.
i think ill say excited one more time. excited.
so school is pretty much pointless now. its time to go and buy coloring books and magazines. and chocolate.
God has been so faithful to me lately even though i dont deserve it at all.
i have this wierd thing now where everyonce in a while i get shortness of breath and i have to breathe in really deep. i think im dying. but i dont want to die until after graduation. wait scratch that until after i get married acouple days after...*akward turtle for everyone but helen and katelyn..*
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| Sooo everything that could possibly go wrong pretty much did this past month.
You know like rejection, heartbreak, car accidents...just to name a few and i was pretty tramutized by all of that-i mean i am exaggerating a little bit for effect you know. im not gonna lie, but yeah i dont think i should go into detail with it and use names you know. and thats pretty much why im not going to prom. okay so before you say "NOOOOOOOO!!!! WHY!!!! WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO TELL YOUR KIDS??" and i know thats what youre saying. because everyone has and it really is not cool hearing it every 5 minutes. well i didnt want to ask anyone. or i got lazy or i waited till the last minute. i dont know. but anyways im not going and it is not a cool feeling. ouch.
well im sorry to be such a Debbie Downer but i felt like i needed to explain it somewhere because thats all everyone seems to talk about.
but one cool thing is that i was in the car with helen yesterday and this song came on and it was like "its not the end of the world, its just one day" and God made me realize how we make things out to be such a big deal but really it is just one day out of however many we live. and trust me i dont think prom is a bad thing i think everybody should go if they can and i dont know why this happened to me but i know he has a plan for my life soooo...ill just wait. and major props to the worlds best friends helen and katelyn for my 1980's prom party goin down tonight yall are tha' best. | | |
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| Wow I know my last entry was too incredible to top,but i am going to try.
Okay does anyone else almost want to throw up when someone other than one of your friends says a Chuck Norris joke? I do.
I'm kind of moody lately. sorry.
I really need to learn to trust and rely on God for every part of my life,this year was hard for me in a lot of ways, and i have not been relying on him or showing it in my life, thats really what im struggling with. i try to cover it up by things like im stressed about school or a boy or where to go to college, but i really know why im having such a hard time. God doesnt want or expect us to handle it by ourselves, He is sooo much bigger than me and my little high school problems. he created the universe, yet he still wants us. That is so incredible to me right now.
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