it seems like xanga is over, but my mema and papa read it so i will keep updating just for them so they know what's going on in my life...

i worked SO much this week...today i had 4 kids to watch at the Neels cause Cooper and Sydney both had little friends over...beating on my life... and tonight we have welcome night for the new 7th graders at church so there's no time for a nap! i am scrunching my hair even as i type...it is on a messy bun on top of my head...i look like Mulan...it is quite lovely...

WE HAVE A NEW PASTOR!! God is so good...i am massively jazzed about "brother skaggs" ( i refuse to call him brother tim cause tim heinze is my brother tim) being our new pastor...a-mazing!

we played Phase 10 at tim and daniel's last night...last time we played i won..i beat daniel and logan...but last night i got whooped...4th place out of four...sad day lol

we were gonna play Mexican Train over there one night but then tim and daniels took my Mexican Train dominos hostage to hold down something on their tv so the reception would be clear...cough ghetto cough lol...

after work today i ran ( actually i drove lol) to Walmart to get some things...my car air conditioner is broken and it is definately like 105 degrees outside at least so it pretty much killed my soul...all these people drove by me with their windows rolled up and they looked so happy...darn stuck up people with their fancy air conditioned cars...

ok, that's all i got..i love you mema and papa and i can't wait to see ya'll in a few weeks!

*kisses*

i have officially survived the 24 hour stomach flu! ugh...the neel kids both had it at the end of last week so i am not suprised that i got it, it just hit me like a ton of bricks...i woke up real nauseaus on wednesday morning but i went to the neels anyways...it didnt work out to well lol cause i was real sick by lunch time...but i didnt go to work today and i am feeling lots better..just a little tired...

this week has gone real well considering i really wanted to be at Sondays camp...its really ok though cause i have gotten alot of hours at work and i have been hanging out with friends and doing alot of reading! alexa and jordan and i hung out on sunday and then "the girls" (victoria, michelle, julie, emily s. and me) hung out on monday and mom and i watched the notebook on tuesday! it has been great! i am working on the books that tim loaned me now..i finished "for women only" on saturday and i finished "the da vinci code" this morning and now i'm working my way through "redeeming love"...they have all been great...even "the da vinci code"...i wasnt sure if i was going to like it but i really did...i dont believe a word of it, but i still liked it : )

jo dee messina concert on saturday in fort worth! amazing! and we are even spending the night there after the concert! we are such big kids! i am way too excited about it...the only bad thing is that i thought that the concert was friday but it is definately saturday so i told the girls that i have to be back for church on sunday so we have to leave REALLY early sunday morning to make it back in time and i have to help drive! ugh...pray for our safety...seriously...

i made orange kool aid a little while ago...amazing...

sometimes, when i babysit at the neels, we play hide and seek outside and it is really funny...when i am counting sydney (she's 4) will run and hide but cooper (he's 2) will just stand in the middle of the yard with his hands over his eyes and he thinks i cant see him...it is way too cute...

i have a bad feeling that xanga is dying right in front of my eyes, but i'll update anyways...

we went to see Superman Returns last night...it was real good and guess what? i, emily tittle, stayed awake through the WHOLE MOVIE...even though it didn't start till like 1030! amen to that...

i really want to get a myspace..i might do that with my HPU email once i get it...

my new favorite drink is diet sprite zero...no calories, no carbs, no sugar, no caffeine, just a can full of awesome-ness...i drank like 3 yesterday and i almost never drink soda

project sweat was last week...it was a-mazing! we painted and roofed, painted some more, and put up "trim" over the "siding" (those are my new construction words). trivia: did you know that siding is actually processed wood laminated together? how bout that...fun stuff...

my full time "nannying" starts on wednesday....good for the money, but sad that i will be working ALOT...but the money is a blessing cause i will need it next semester at college..

sometimes i wonder if i am too much of a pushover...like i let people run right over me without any sort of an explanation. i don't like confrontation, but that doesn't mean i should let people treat me like dirt...i've been thinking about that lately

well, i'm gonna go house-sit...which means that i am going to feed some cats and then watch tv for a couple of hours at the house i'm watching...i am such a hard worker : )

later guys

SUPER SUMMER WAS AMAZING!

i did miss pine cove this week, but it was really ok cause super summer was SO much fun!!

the food was awful and my dorm was gross, but jon randals (that speaker) was real good! lol

i made lots of new friends...i will be posting pictures of them on my facebook soon...

ashley: my roomie and lots of fun...i think we sort of got sick of each other after awhile but it was still fun

blaire: she's homeschooled and we like the exact same books and she did the no-dating thing too!

jake: he was in my family group and a player...but he was still nice

ryan: a new friend from pittsburg texas! funnnytown! (that's where daniel and ricky and hailey and all them are from)

corbin: a new hpu friend! he'll be a freshman in the fall...sting 'em jackets!

luke: my team leader "uncle" lol...he was really nice until he rubbed mustard all over my face at lunch on day...lol

brianna: she was in my family group and whenever she would wink at people her whole face would twitch..it was real funny

there were lots of other people too, but i don't have time to write them all down! God taught me SO much this week...i during my quiet time i went through James (pretty much my favorite book of the bible) and that was amazing as always...and jon randals just spit out truth after truth after truth...i took pages and pages of notes...

in the khaki school (but we wore pink lol) our theme was khaki boot camp and my family group was the marines...we wore camo and saluted and sang the lord's army song..it was great fun...

great week, but i am exhausted...and glad to be home...i missed my friends and family...

tomorrow is father's day...has emily gotten anything yet? nope...oops : ) i'd better get on that...

i leave for Super Summer on monday and i am real excited...i am really nervous too, but i am more excited than nervous...i think it is cool that i will get to meet all new people...even my roomate will be someone i dont know...i love to make new friends!

mom and i have spent all morning writing thank you notes and getting ready for super summer...i fixed this pink tshirt for rec...it was like a large but i sewed it up so it fits me now lol...and i cut off these really ugly pink pants into shorts hehe..i am just kinda afraid since i've never gone before that i am going to be missing something that nobody else has...o well, i cant worry about it...i am still excited!!

i am doing my laundry right now...i am such a big girl!!

my mema and papa left today...that makes me sad...but we are going to missouri in august so we'll get to see them then...

i am kinda frustrated, tired, and sick of routine right now so i am very glad to be going to camp!! : )

ok, i have to pack and go to walmart and stuff so i gotta go, but i will miss you guys this week!

"The Lord appeared to us in the past, saying: 'I have loved you with an everlasting love, I have drawn you with loving-kindness.'" - Jeremiah 31:3

Sometimes I forget that God is love...it makes me feel very special whenever i remember... : )