Wow...2 entries in the same day.  Maybe I am rediscovering the thrill of journaling.   Anyway, here is the thing.  I'm so tired of people blatantly ripping off every idea I have and then acting like they came up with it themselves.  For instance.  I have had safety pins covering my bookbag for like years now.  Ever since I pierced my ear with that huge one in the girls bathroom with Lisa in 9th grade.  I'll admit they are kinda played out now.  So Devon and I were being morons one day and we put our band's name on my mom's clothespins with silver paint pens.  Then we had them like stuck on our bags.  Yesterday I saw this 12 year old walk by with clothespins on his bag.  Dude give me a break.  You obviously didn't think of that yourself, because it was weird to begin with.  It's not "shadow your favorite highschool band member" week.  I can't wait to graduate and get away from the huge trend that is highschool.  College isn't ready for me yet!!

You know, I was just realizing today that for all the songs I have written for girls, no girl has ever written a song for me.  Even just lyrics would have been nice!  Speaking of me doing things for girls...it seems I'm gonna be single this year for V-day.  Kill me now.  I never realized how much this 'holiday' totally sucks.

Currently Playing Before Everything & After By Mxpx see related

"I would never do that to you."

That has to be the most widely abused line EVER.  Actually, if I ever hear it again, I will just assume it is code for "Yes, I plan to screw you over" and just walk away while I still can.  I hate relationships.  I hate people.  I hate hypocrites.  Of course there is still always *one* person that I'm unable to hate.  You have no idea how much I want to hate her.  Just to see her and to feel complete and utter hatred -- not to want to go grab her and hold her.  Gosh I love Mxpx...probably my first huge musical influence.

Thanksgiving sucks.  A time for my family to sit around and remember how dysfunctional we all are.  And as in all meal times, a great time to lecture me about my studies and about how I can't count on music as a career.

Look to the past
And remember her smile
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the seat
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you

Well anyway...I came to the realization that older girls are way more fun than girls my own age.  I'll leave it at that.

They played a Yellowcard song on "One Tree Hill" last night.  "Empty Apartment", I believe.  Note to the writers of that show:  Peyton is NOT punk.  That show is ridiculous...don't even ask why I was watching it.  But if you must know, I don't have cable in my bedroom and it seemed like a better option than doing homework.  I'm supposed to be typing a paper right now, so I guess I better get back to that.

Later rockers.

I want a truck.  REAL MEN DRIVE TRUCKS   That's what I'm talkin' about baby!  Okay so last night was pretty crazy.  This girl who I later found out was 25 was blatantly flirting with me.  Devon just pulled up, I'll have to finish this later.