| | New Year, New Hopes Every year I have a new hope that maybe I'll get a boyfriend, or I'll do better in school or something along the lines of that. But in really, I would like to be successful in anything that I try to accomplish. This year is to stay in the Art Education program which means that I need to maintain a 3.0 GPA overall. Is this possible? Only if I work hard enough to get 2 A's and the rest of my classes have at least a B. But I will push myself to do better than that. I would like to get straight A's one semster. I already got straight B's. I can do better than that. I proved to myself that I can do well and I know how to study correctly. This past semster in Art History I got a 100% on a test. Was I proud? Of course, I studied really hard for that grade. THis semster I"m only motivated to do even better than that overall. My schedule is about to be changed because my Educational Psychology class is an online course. I don't feel comfortable taking an online course. I never done it before and it seems like it would be too complicated. If I didn't like what was going on in the class I would be tempted to sign on AIM or to go to myspace and search around on that website rather than focus on my class. Therefore I'm switching to Anthropology. It shouldn't be too bad. At least on Tuesdays and Thrusdays, I can sleep in a little bit. On Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, I have an 8am class (Ceramics). I'm very excited to start this class because it's been 1 year since I stuck my hand into clay and made something off of the wheel. This class should be one of my easy A classes. I think my other one may be Sculpture. I took 2 years of that. All in all, I think this semster will be successful and then this summer I may relax and just concentrate on getting a job somewhere. I was thinking about going back to work at Giant, but I'm not so sure if I really would want to do that again. I think I might want to work at my old IU for the summer. Maybe help kids out for a couple of months, perhaps with something in art field? The other idea I had was working at my sister's old job. It's a temporary job that she made about $10 an hour. It's full time, but I would have the weekends off. It's good money and it's not like I actually have anything to do around Camp Hill. Hell no. The only plus I had last year working third shift was during the day I got to lay out in the sun and sleep and get a tan at the same time. It was an interesting job but at the same time, it didn't necessarily help me out mentally. It just taught me that crackheads have no life and they only treat women like shit. I'm talking to my exboyfriend again. But we're only friends, I don't see us dating any time soon because we agreed that it wasn't the time. He's still recovering from his heart being broken and he really needs a friend, not a lover. I'm finally comfortable again. |
