It's been a long time. It feels like it's been an eternity since I actually wrote in this. I should write in this more often because when I do, I feel better after I have written out my feelings. Lately, I have been just bottling up my emotions and not expressing them causing me to become tensed and anxious in a way. Only after relieving my feelings and my thoughts to a friend, I do feel better because the emotions are coming out. Well it's time to relieve them on here. In the last month, my friend has found the absolute perfect man for her. He's respectful, cute, and he appreciates her for being herself. She was patient and this has happened right at the right time. My roommate found a boyfriend that overall is her other half but he has the personality that he could hurt her in the end. My sister found a wonderful, respectful older man who works with her. I met him this past weekend and he has done everything that a parent/sister would want to see. Then I ask myself, "when is this going to happen to me?" The answer is obvious. When I least expect it and not really want it to happen. One day a lovely man will walk in my life and sweep me off my feet when I least expect it. I probably will fight it but he'll fight to keep it going. Hopefully. As for school, this semster seems to be going pretty good. My grades are either As or Bs and I need at least 2 As and the rest Bs to stay in the Art Education program which will be hard but not impossible. My social life seems to be at the high point right now. The only problem is finding another roommate to live with us for next year. It's crazy to think that my college career is half way gone already. Next year will probably fly by so fast, way faster than this year. I'm going crazy thinking that I'm already 20 and in a few short years, the rest of my life will begin. It'll be the big deal. Being on my own for the first time without having my mother and father holding my hand, telling me to jump the big hurdles of life. It almost feels like it's going to be tomorrow. | 
