new life, thought maybe i'd write something in here once again
at least here my thoughts are semi-private

im exhausted with life
if i could redo the past year i would

ugh ugh ugh!
dont know what else to say

the negativity is too much to handle right now.

i know though
what doesnt kill you will make you stronger..

dont you know xanga, facebook is all the new rage
OOoooOOO

anyway.
it's december. the 13th in fact. i have not done a single bit of christmas shopping, not that i have much money to buy anything, but i suppose i'll make an attempt.
i am finally done all my bloody assignments. i have on exam. on the 20th. second year class.
EASY

so now im just enjoying the time off. feels kinda strange to not have anything to do.
BUT
im going to the gym again. and man it feels great.
though monika is gone so soon in january i will have her back to gym it up:)
at least i have eric as my gym buddy.
yay for feeling good.
now if i could just start eating better...

ps. angelo coffee?

my car is most likely frozen in the pit
...poor car.
i will come rescue you soon.
my knight minus the armour and long hair is going to carry me down
via his car

HA!

my head aches. this school smells funny.
i cant even tell if ive done work today or not.
maybe little bit?

why do i work at 8am tomorrow.
why does being chaelin suck right now.

end. rant.

remember back in highschool, when there were such things as snow/ice days
BAH!

clerks 2 comes out on dvd this week.
so im thinking of getting it.
even though im poor

cuz it's funny. :)

ben played 4 songs at the townehouse wednesdays with his friend adam.
Actually. camille played, and adam hitched a ride, and ben hitched a ride with him.
hah
all were very good. when ben sends me the pictures. maybe i'll post a few.
ben playing guitar = sexy!

my head is swimming in dostevsky presently.
and yeah. sigh.
it's time to go to sleep because work drains me.

tomorrow is a new day. and i promise i will eat healthy.
as much as i love eating at deluxe with eric. it just doesnt agree with my belly
or his...
or anyone's for that matter
but oooh. so good.

ok. enough. time for sleep. hwk day tomorrow

HOOOOOOO!

im sitting outside the library
waiting for eric's class to finish

lalala
i have 9 things to do in the next two weeks
someone save me

if you dont hear from me for awhile ive run away

to mexico with angelo.

.........