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Name: Jojoba Smurf
Birthday: 8/28/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: dunno.....handball, chillin with friendz(u guys r da best),
Expertise: parent pampering
Occupation: Student


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Friday, February 25, 2005

           what is truly important? what is something you can't live without?  i find myself waking up every morning wondering what would happen if i lost everything that i live for. i wake up afraid. Afraid that i would lose everything i possessed. Its hard to imagine life without it.

         Then I once again think of everyone's true purpose . Life is like a dark tunnel that we have to walk through. We continue to walk in it blindly and obliviously. Its just a matter of whether you decide to walk in it alone or walk in it with others. Once you step into it there is no turning back because "you" know that there is only one way, one direction. Sometimes its painful to not know whats going to happen or where you are going but being with others and knowing you are not alone, can compromise the situation. 

        Sometimes I'm too scared to keep on walking. I'd rather remain in the darkness forever instead of facing the obstacles that await me. I wish I was one of those people who are fearless and continue to strive forward no matter the obstacle. Because we havent lived to the fullest until we exit the other end of the tunnel. Its a life long journey and I intend to reach it.

 

god my cousins' kids are so cute!!!

matthew is the cutest!!

heres one more...


Thursday, February 17, 2005

lol....so i was in comp tech and (my comp tech teacher) mendoza was talking about how big and tall his dad was. mendoza is about 5'5" himself...

mendoza: you know what? my dad used to glare at me all the time...

me: really? was he big?

mendoza: yea, man. he was like 6'2" or 6'3"!!

Me: lol....what the fuck happened to you???


Thursday, February 10, 2005

we all are fools

people who dont realize it or dont admit it are bigger fools.

but thats what makes life interesting....

right jeff??? xP


Wednesday, February 02, 2005

so tired...

enYCeAzN2k9 (7:49:24 PM): aaahhhhhh i want to strangle that kid
sleEp i i O (7:49:31 PM): hahaha
sleEp i i O (7:49:34 PM): i wanan kill my class
sleEp i i O (7:49:37 PM): lols
enYCeAzN2k9 (7:50:55 PM): arrrghhh.....
enYCeAzN2k9 (7:50:58 PM): damn emanuel
enYCeAzN2k9 (7:51:11 PM): fucking screams on the top of his lungs like every second
sleEp i i O (7:51:26 PM): yea iknow
sleEp i i O (7:51:29 PM): i hate everyone
sleEp i i O (7:51:32 PM): lo
enYCeAzN2k9 (7:51:48 PM): i think im going to have a dream of me shooting him
enYCeAzN2k9 (7:52:00 PM): i had one about this kid call you ting during the summer
enYCeAzN2k9 (7:52:07 PM): but he kept on getting up
enYCeAzN2k9 (7:52:19 PM): so i just took the shotgun and smacked him across the head
enYCeAzN2k9 (7:52:20 PM): xP
enYCeAzN2k9 (7:52:23 PM): then i woke up
sleEp i i O (7:52:43 PM): HHAha
sleEp i i O (7:52:45 PM): alols
sleEp i i O (7:52:49 PM): did it feel good?
enYCeAzN2k9 (7:58:45 PM): hell yea


Sunday, January 30, 2005

Went to colucks with david jeff and jason. The food was ok but we werent really focus on the food. Because we were watching a few firemen fixing a water leak while smoking a cigarette. As Jeff and David put it, "oh the irony." Just walking around ct talking, reminiscing was great and quite refreshing.  We went to seaport afterwards and once again acted like idiots. Somehow we decided to just sit again so we sat around and talked while looking at the majestic view of the river. Jeff  "found" ::cough cough:: an unopened heiny bottle and so Jason and I went for a walk while Jeff and David tried to open. (We never suceeded -_-). And finally to cap off our idiotic but eventful day, we had a snowball fight. o yea, we gave up and threw the bottle into the ocean.

Sometimes, i guess i take things for granted. Though i constantly have nightmares, at least it doesnt cause me to suffer from insomnia.

Random thoughts:

David thought the ice in the river looked like tofu.....-__-

The current of the river was somehow going upstream....

might go to the tech one instead of the bronx one...

im starting to hate my school.

god i dont want to go to my cornell interview

i have too much experience with backstabbers.

My next door neighbors claimed that they did not intermarry but all the women's maiden name are the same as their husbands last name....(^_^)

Some people ::cough cough:: thought we lived on the west cost. and also thought the south won in the civil war =X

 Some people can be so hateful ( me)

 

i dont trust anyone. im paranoid.

 

i dont want it to happen again.

 

o yea on a happier note! i might return to BCA. One of my few options.... cause thres really no point in staying in bronx. Nothing and no one to wait for anyway.

 

P.S We also saw a really freaky doll on our way back..::shudders:: got it on my phone.

 



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