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Name: *Chriss ii ee<3*
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: Brooklyn
Birthday: 12/30/1985
Gender: Female
Interests:
tryin to make mah <3's smile/laff/talk/or jus happiee if i can (even wen im not), s h o p p i n g, playin games (this includes mind games),words, drinkin starbucks lyk every damn day, being annoyin *yup yups*,flirting (which usually gets me in trouble),makeup, feelin yu up =), chattin endlessly bout the most stoopidist shiet, xangur layouts,anime,chocolate,shiny sparkly things,taking pics of me n mah luvs *heh pics!*,listening to pplz probs,makin nu frnds as well as protecting mah current frnds wif mah lyfe,being insane,thinkin Way to0 much,tellin mah frnd how spesho0o I think they are*huggles*... essentially bein mah weird eccentric yet adorable self. *hah*
are yo0o interested in me?!?
Expertise: smiling wen im in pain,falling down,sayin stoopid shiet,embarrassing mahself, teasing yuu, being a bonafide tease, annoying yu wif million random questions, bein hyper,analyzing the world as i see, uh shopping [wuh can i say im a shopaholic -- nu things make me happiee],giving huggs,playin wif yur hair, acting like a blond wen im not (im a brunette lols),being a girl and luvin every bit of it!, using sarcasm as mah weapon of choice, creating my own online language,thinking bout yu, caring bout yu more than yu prolly realize,pretending that everythin will be okies jus for yuUu =)
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  bklynhottie661
Member Since:
3/6/2004
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| you know how many times ive tried writing in this thing? how many lonely nights i stayed up in complete despair that i had attempting to describe the feeling. How many entries i had written and then deleted because it was never a finished thought. its mind boggling, as well as completly sad on my part. the princess of ambigious words could not put together a decent thought. well this is my one million and one attempt at a thought.
isnt it funny how happiness is different for everyone?happines is also ever changing... one thing that use to make you so happy, the one thing that used to get you so high, and seemed like your escape can suddenly dissapear over time. its funny how it does that. if you think about it happiness is like liquor. in the begining a little bit use to get you buzzed and make you smile like an idiot but then over time it take you a little more each time to get that same intoxicated feeling. until oneday you built an enomorous tolerance that gives you a bitter sweet feeling of feeling like your the shit and slightly saddened that you had lost your innocence. happiness is a lot like that. you build a tolerance for happiness in the same way. and one day when you have the time you sit there wondering if you had gotten wiser through age or if you had just grown more cynical at the way things are.
funny enough i dont know which one it is. maybe its just that the thing that use to make you happy just stopping putting out the same effort kinda like if you have something on the rocks, eventually if you let it sit there too long the drink starts to get watered down.
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| a really brief updateI died and moved to Maryland. why you may ask? i doubt you even care to know. btw ive been here for about 4 months now... but its sweet that you guys have all showed some sort of interest.... thanks for all the calls i received.... oh wait i didnt get not one. well then disregard my last (OHH so Sarcastic ) comment then. mucho love from the mistress  | | |
| I dropped you like a bad habit... And picked up a few new ones..........
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| hate me for me not for any other reason
i rather be hated for WHO I AM
... rather than hated for the a MERE IDEA of ME.
i dun need your self approval but if yu wanna not like me then at least give me the chance to GIVE YOU A REASON!!
but i learned it matters not, b/c haters are realli jus my BIGGEST FANS and they cant stand it.
... im not jus the bitch i am the QUEEN BITCH! and when yu piss off the queen you can bet your ASS imma make yu feel jus as shitty as you made me. | | |
| all alone....
all the time.....
its funny how your full of bullshit....
every last one of you........ | | |
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