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Name: Aryth
Gender: Female
Interests: writing.. idk wutever strikes my eye! ^_^sumtymes being depressed oh! and i luv doing things for me but i felt like showing u one of my old "works of art" so my profile pic is now a pic of kyle (my friend from another state) waiting for a train to come run him over.... kyle is, was, and always will be obbsessed with killing himself....sad right? but it makes a good depressive-mood picture!...
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Member Since:
11/2/2005
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| bubblegumgoth36: hay becca
Nardie1128: brb
Nardie1128: i didnt mean for this to come on on this compute
Nardie1128: r
Nardie1128: ill be downstaris soon
bubblegumgoth36: oh ok
bubblegumgoth36: ^_^
Nardie1128 is away at 10:15:58 PM.
Nardie1128 returned at 10:28:57 PM.
Nardie1128: hey sorry
bubblegumgoth36: thats ok
bubblegumgoth36: so sup?
Nardie1128: not much
Nardie1128: i
Nardie1128: u
Nardie1128 signed off at 10:30:37 PM.
bubblegumgoth36: n2m
Nardie1128 signed on at 10:30:42 PM.
Nardie1128: gooood
bubblegumgoth36: yeaaa...
bubblegumgoth36: im bored actually
bubblegumgoth36: thinking alot
bubblegumgoth36: writing alittle
bubblegumgoth36: listening to music and thinking more ^_^
Nardie1128: oooh
Nardie1128: i just got home from the mall
bubblegumgoth36: yeaarp
Nardie1128: i went with a few friends
bubblegumgoth36: coool
bubblegumgoth36: i went to sixflags water park with friends today
bubblegumgoth36: it was awsum
Nardie1128: ooh nice!
bubblegumgoth36: im still in my bathing suit
bubblegumgoth36: lol
bubblegumgoth36: ^_^
Nardie1128: lol
bubblegumgoth36: and i still lvoe ur icon!
Nardie1128: haha
Nardie1128: hes my favorite
bubblegumgoth36: haha he looks like a freddie
bubblegumgoth36: ...
bubblegumgoth36: ^_^
bubblegumgoth36: i love him too
bubblegumgoth36: ^_^
Nardie1128: i named him bill
bubblegumgoth36: ahhh i see
Nardie1128: cuz when you say love or make the kiss face
Nardie1128: he goes
Nardie1128: hahaha
Nardie1128: bill me muah
bubblegumgoth36: oooooook... lol
Nardie1128: listen
Nardie1128: "love"
Nardie1128: wait
bubblegumgoth36: love
Nardie1128: :-*
bubblegumgoth36: HAHA!
bubblegumgoth36: lol
Nardie1128: 
Nardie1128: hahaha quack
Nardie1128: lol
Nardie1128: he laughs funny too
bubblegumgoth36: lol
bubblegumgoth36: very awsum!
bubblegumgoth36: :-*
bubblegumgoth36: haha thats fun
bubblegumgoth36: ^_^
bubblegumgoth36: anyyyway
bubblegumgoth36: ^_^
bubblegumgoth36: ... help.... my ex still likes me
Nardie1128: lol
bubblegumgoth36: and i feel terrible
Nardie1128: i'm sorry
Nardie1128: what happened
bubblegumgoth36: i feel like crying cuz i dont like him...
bubblegumgoth36: i dont kno wut to say...
bubblegumgoth36: i cant hurt him
bubblegumgoth36: help...
Nardie1128: like did something happen between you two
Nardie1128: or did you just stop the feelings
Nardie1128: or did the feelings just stop*
bubblegumgoth36: i... well... he hurt me alot of times... but like then we were like really happy... and i began to be more interested in rotc and writing and devoting my time to god and i just needed to let him go... cuz like i still love him... but like as a brother or friend and i want him to be happy but i dont like him anymore...
Nardie1128: hmm
Nardie1128: well
Nardie1128: here comes the becca advise...
Nardie1128: give me a min to type it out
bubblegumgoth36: k
Nardie1128: since you really don't have feelings for him anymore you should tell him politely that you think the two of you are better off just friends and maybe sometime in the future, it will work out if it is bound to happen. you shouldnt be mean, but you shouldn't keep it in you know what i mean? i know it's hard. this kid that cheated on me - well before i found out he cheated on me he was being a real jerk, and then when i gave up on him he kept wanting me back and everything because... well i guess he felt bad... but this is like your situation. he has hurt many more times and if you go back out with him you may get hurt again. duane said he wouldnt hurt me anymore, but i got hurt 2x more. and if he really really wants you and loves you, hell do his best not to hurt you and be there for you as a friend. then in the future it could work out you know??
Nardie1128: our situations are similar but a bit different because i got cheated on- i wont ever go back out with him EVER. but you could always give him the chance again, only if you feel comfortable. dont do anything you dont want to do. i know you feel bad but do whats right for you
bubblegumgoth36: wow... thats really good advice... while you were typing it he signed off... but... i will see him online soon im sure...
bubblegumgoth36: thank you.
Nardie1128: yeah
Nardie1128: welcome
Nardie1128: its hard i know
bubblegumgoth36: yeah...
Nardie1128: and its bad cuz i think about him almost all the time - and it makes me sad sometimes
Nardie1128: because
Nardie1128: i think of all the good things
Nardie1128: and yeah
Nardie1128: but then if i think of osmething good between us
Nardie1128: my strategy is
bubblegumgoth36: yeah... i kno that feeling...
Nardie1128: to think of a time when he hurt you
Nardie1128: yes it was good, but is it worth getting hurt again
bubblegumgoth36: oh... ow... ihate thinking about that...
bubblegumgoth36: that was the worst week of my life
bubblegumgoth36: (so far)
Nardie1128: how did he hurt you
bubblegumgoth36: well my week had already... well... heck... my like year had been pretty bad cuz i was going through a ruff stage (typical 8th grader i kno... everyone has to i guess) and my church was being.... well they were ocnvinced i was a demon and should be kicked from gods presence (not joking.) and like alot of things were like really sucky then this really cute guy asked me to the dance (hes nice too) and then i got asked by zach (he had just broken up with me again) and of course i picked zach... and then i found out that i really hurt the other guy AND that zach had just broken up with me cuz he was cheating on me with my BEST BEST friend at the time
bubblegumgoth36: i started crying... at the end of the school day...
bubblegumgoth36: and my other best friend and my teacher were standing there and i just like cried all over them
bubblegumgoth36: it was terrible
Nardie1128: Zach cheated on you too
Nardie1128: i didnt realize he did that
Nardie1128: in my opinion theres no excuse for it
bubblegumgoth36: yeah... really bad...
bubblegumgoth36: my best friend
Nardie1128: i mean you guys are still young, but he probably didnt know better
Nardie1128: yeah and your best friend - if they were a friend they would have not done that to you u know?
Nardie1128: but theres the saying about a cheater
Nardie1128: "once a cheater, always a cheater" or so mething like that
Nardie1128: you should tolerate someone who toys with your feelings like that
bubblegumgoth36: yeah... ppl are ppl... i just wish id never given my heart to them
Nardie1128: i dont think its right
Nardie1128: well
bubblegumgoth36: but...
Nardie1128: i know its hard
bubblegumgoth36: i have god now...
Nardie1128: andi know you regret it some
Nardie1128: but
Nardie1128: learn fromt his experience
Nardie1128: you're still young
bubblegumgoth36: my best friend is my aquantaince now and my ex is hard to deal with
Nardie1128: you need to date jerks before you find the right noe
Nardie1128: one*
Nardie1128: and you have many many years
bubblegumgoth36: i sure hope so.
Nardie1128: till you find the right now
Nardie1128: one*
Nardie1128: if you get the chance
Nardie1128: just talk bout it with him if you want.
Nardie1128: like do you know why he did it
bubblegumgoth36: i think i just wont date guys im full on getting into rotc everyclub... theatre and i just wont have time anyway.
bubblegumgoth36: i dont kno y
bubblegumgoth36: no
bubblegumgoth36: they have both told me different stories
Nardie1128: welll since you dont know who to believe, dont believe either one
Nardie1128: like
Nardie1128: the girl he cheated on me with
Nardie1128: i used to be kinda friends with her
Nardie1128: and i tell m yself
Nardie1128: if he was a friend he wouldnt have cheated
Nardie1128: if she was a friend
Nardie1128: she would have said this is beccas boyfriend let me leave them be
Nardie1128: but no
Nardie1128: she didnt
Nardie1128: they're both wrong
Nardie1128: and i dont want to be friends with them
Nardie1128: i gave duane my heart
Nardie1128: and he just tore it to pieces
bubblegumgoth36: yeah... he says she flirted... she says he flirted...
Nardie1128: cant turn back time
bubblegumgoth36: im sorry
Nardie1128: fix that
Nardie1128: can't turn back time at all
Nardie1128: or fix what happened
Nardie1128: so you just havfe to accept the past, learn from it, and move on
Nardie1128: you'll find a better boyfriend who will care about you.
bubblegumgoth36: im filling the whole now... from all of it... he was one of the worst things that happened to me...
Nardie1128: like i said, you have to date the jerks before you find the right now
Nardie1128: well every experience will not be a good one
Nardie1128: you learn from those
Nardie1128: now you some what know what you want in a relationship
Nardie1128: you'll figure it out more when you date others
Nardie1128: people are different
Nardie1128: like my first b/f
bubblegumgoth36: he was my first bf... well.. my first 6 bfs... (he broke up with me alot)
Nardie1128: he was really really frienldy, but we didnt really go past that
bubblegumgoth36: yea
Nardie1128: i want some of his friendliness
Nardie1128: and some of duanes romance and adorableness
Nardie1128: if i coudl have a mix of the two that would be perfect
Nardie1128: and that right one will come by eventually
Nardie1128: it just takes time
bubblegumgoth36: thats how michael is but my "friend" kenzie told him that i was a terrible person and that i wasnt worth his time and all that...
bubblegumgoth36: now he wont even tlk to me
bubblegumgoth36: moral of the story... guys suck
bubblegumgoth36: ill be a nun
Nardie1128: not all guys suck
Nardie1128: i have some really really good guy friends that i wouldnt trade the world for
bubblegumgoth36: HA! oh... u were serious.
Nardie1128: i love them dearly
Nardie1128: they stick up fo rme
bubblegumgoth36: yeah... as friends
Nardie1128: yes
bubblegumgoth36: i have good guy FRIENDS too
Nardie1128: liek brotherly like
Nardie1128: good
Nardie1128: cherish those
Nardie1128: i love my guy friends
bubblegumgoth36: haha yeah... mee too
Nardie1128: they're so great to me
bubblegumgoth36: im in rotc with most of them
Nardie1128: dont worry about one who's a jerkface
Nardie1128: dont let it ruin friendships with others
Nardie1128: jsut because one guy had to be a fagg
bubblegumgoth36: thanx
Nardie1128: my friend corey told duane
Nardie1128: if you hurt her (me) i'll hurt you! shes like my little sister
Nardie1128: he told duane he'd kick his ass. hahaha | | |
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| "She is the prom queen,
I'm in the marching band...
She is a cheerleader,
I'm sitting in the stands...
She gets the top bunk,
I'm sleeping on the floor....
She's Miss America,
and I'm just the girl next door...."
~aryth~ | | |
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