If you could go back and do it all over again, would you?  Would you make the same decisions? 

Just recently,that very common question has surfaced to my thoughts. Why is it that things have happened the way they have?  If I would have gone left instead of right, where would that path lead me?  In the past few months, my heart has ached, hurt, rejoiced and have anticipated the future.  In an odd way, I am glad to have experienced the hurt and pain, it has brought me to a level I have never experienced.  A part of me cannot believe I have reacted to some things the way I have.  A pleasant surprise, no doubt.  What I'm feeling right now, strangely is contentment.  I'm going over these past few months and what to expect in the future, and I am not worried.  I apologize for remaining very general, but for the sake of confidentiality of those involved in the events these past months, I need to.   

I've prayed for others, more than I have in my life, and it has brought such a peace into my own life.  My own problems, although they are still present, seemed not to be as important or as big as I have made them out to be.  This is a very new experience for me.  In a way, it's embarrasing to admit it.  Embarrasing that at this point in my life, 24 years old, I've finally begun to comprehend the true meaning of the power of prayer, devotion, humilty, selflessness, and so on.  God has intervened greatly in my life.   

So, to answer the question at the beginning, if I could do it all over again, I would, and take the same steps to get to this place. 

I have a new cousin.  Well, actually 2 new cousins.  Late last month, my cousin Brenda and her husband Sal, had their first baby, Jared. I still have yet to see him, but hopefully it will be soon.  Then, just last week, my cousin Gaby and her husband Jon had their first, Uriah.  He is absolutely adorable (9lbs!)  I was able to pay a visit a few times. This past Saturday I was able to hold him while he fell asleep.  Big awwwwwww moment! 

I'm 24 and college educated...it's nothing to worry about.....yet

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Well, I have "officially" graduated from college and am left with the question "now what?"  As it is, I am awaiting word from Graduate school, whether I have been accepted or not.  If I am, I plan to receive my Master's in Marriage and Family Therapy.  If not, plan b is to work during the Fall semester and go to Graduate school sometime next year (either Spring or Fall). One of my professors suggested getting a credential and substitute teach.  "Hmm" I thought, the idea could have merit.  I currently have a Summer job right now, and will be looking to secure another one. 

Right now, I feel I am experiencing a serious case of "burn out" I have pushed myself a lot this semester, often it felt like I was pushed to an unhealthy level (not sleeping for a full night, not eating adequately, etc).  So, right now I just need to rest for the next few days and regain my strength, energy, and yes, sanity (lol) 

Well, I hope everyone is doing well....

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