::Marilyn Manson, The Birthday Massacre, Evanescence, Lacuna Coil, Flyleaf, Metallica, Pnatera, Jack Off Jill, Rob Zombie, Megadeth, White Zombie, Nightwish, OTEP, Korn, Slipknot, A Perfect Circle, Kittie, Tool, and many more...::
Name:Amber Country:United States State:Ohio Metro:Miamisburg Gender:Female
Interests:I am learning how to playing the guitar... I havnt praticed much... But I LOVE Music... Music is my life pretty much... The bands I like are Marilyn Manson, Kittie, Jack Off Jill, Korn, Evanescence, Seether, Slipknot, Papa Roach, Blink 182, Drowning Pool, Mudvayne, Celldweller, Orgy, Earshot, Adema, Otep, My Chemical Romance, 10 Years, Linkin Park, Staind, Nirvava, Dark New Day, Cradle Of Filth, Flyleaf, Led Zeppelin, A Perfect Circle, The Used, And many others but I cant think of any more right now... Expertise:Art Occupation:Freak
Well now I no im a complete fucking idiot.. I didnt listen 2 anyone who told me I deserved better then Matt and that he didnt treat me right.. And guess what.. He broke my fucking heart like it was nothing.. He is the most cold hearted fucking ass person ive ever met.. I stare to god.. I wish I didnt do anything with him.. He dosnt have a heart at all. I cant belive what he did to me.. Then acted like nothing happned.. Hes a fucking liar and I cant belive I ever belived him.. Im so fucking pissed off right now.. I dont think ive ever been this mad b4.. I sware im gonna kill someone!
I changed my layout.. Again.. I cant ever decide what I want lol.. I get bored with a layout after a couple of days..
Ive felt like shit the past few days and it sux.. Yesterday I was feeling a little better but today I feel worse.. I hope it goes away soon tho.. I went 2 bed at 12:30 last night and got up at 3:00 pm today. And im still tired! I hate it!
Last night I went to matts.. Were kinda starting 2 fight like we did b4.. I dont want 2 tho.. Im trying hard not 2 but it dosnt always work out. We where doing fine with not fighting untill school started. I hate fighting with him because I love him so much and I dont want anything 2 go bad between us. I dont know what it is about him.. But out of any other guy ive ever dated. Hes the only 1 I ever got rly colse 2..
Ahh.. the library sux ass!! lol.. I wish I had the internet at home again.. Oh well.. Im gonna get off here tho.. I think I might go home and take a nap lol..
Hey!! you hguys suck!! You didnt leave me any comments!! lol.. Oh well.. Im use 2 being ignored!
Haha.. Anyways.. Today was ok.. Matt went home earily cuz he didnt feel good tho. So that sucked.. But I havnt felt all that good myself the past 2 days.. I hope I didnt make him sick.. I feel bad.. I thought it was just allergies but its not. I have a cold..
shayna said shes comming 2 miamisburg tomorrow! hopefually I can see her or something.. Im suppose 2 go 2 matts tomorrow tho.. Ahh.. I hope I can still go over there.. Im not sure how sick Matt is.. I havnt talked 2 him since 3rd period 2 day.. Ill probably try 2 call him later on today sometime..
I just got back from kentucky (again) around 12.. it was kinda boring! I hate the long ride.. lol.. anyways.. My cheek hurts.. I was tuning my grandpas guitar and the string broke and smacked me in the face.. So now im stuck with a guitar with 5 strings because I dont know how 2 put guitar strings on it.. Ill have 2 wait and see if my grandpa knows how 2 put it on there.. Well.. I think im gonna get ready 4 bed.. night
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------Heres some quotes.. 2 me, there all for the 1 guy I love more then anything elce in the world------
..as you left & said your good-byes, you forgot to tell my heart how to live without you <\3 take me, i`m yours; i won't have it any other way
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The S H OR T E S T word I know is--->I The S W E E T E ST word I know is--->Love && the person I`ll NEVER FORGET is-->You the one thing i can't get enough of so i'll tell you something i might not ever get over you & this is just a risk i'm willing to take
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& all the while it's hard to speak, i often don't know what to say.. i've never been in love this way..
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I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you.
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A million words couldn't bring you back I know because I've tried, Neither could a million tears I know because I've cried.
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When I talk to you it's as if time has stopped and the only thing happening is me and you. I feel as if nothing could come between us. You are all I think about, day and night. You are the one that makes me smile, makes me laugh, makes all my worries go away. I am so happy I found you. Without you I don't know what I would do
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If you love someone, don't put their name in a heart, but place it in a circle. A heart can be broken, but a circle goes on forever.
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If kisses were the water I would give you the sea, If hugs were the leaves I would give you a tree, But if love was time, I would give you eternity.
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The spaces between our fingers were created so that another person's could fill them in.
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Anyone can catch your eye but it takes someone special to catch your heart
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You know life is worth the struggle when u look back at what u had and realize what u have now is [[so much better]]!!
You know what I rly hate? When stupid little kids stare at you.. Im at the library (haha..) and these 2 little kids that r sitting next 2 me are whispering and looking at me.. Im like ok.. Ahh.. Its driving me crazy! I just want 2 look at them and yell "Take a picture! It lasts longer!!" ... Ok.. Other then me being very annoyed.. Im so bored lol.. And we start school tomorrow! God this sux!! I hate school... I only have 3 more years.. Actually that seems pretty long.. But oh well.. Im gonna at least finish High School...
