so depressed

... 'cuz i'm soooo freakin broke!!! =(

so while everyone else is having a blast doing whatever wherever... i'm here trying not to spend any more money.  i'm so sad i can't throw money away.. ::cries::

so once i get back to davis, no more eating out (coho counts), no more shopping... basically the only places i'm gonna let myself use my atm card is at the grocery store, gas station, and the atm (deposits only).

i'm not even going to reward myself for damn good winter qtr grades (so far).  and we all know just how much i like to reward myself for every lil thing.

damnit i want money... especially since i want to see GREASE on broadway this summer!!! =P

on the bright side, i didn't get scammed!!!! =D no throwing away mucho $$$ for nothing!!! after a MONTH of stressfully dealing with a company that seemed pretty shady (damn me for being stupid), my gift to justin finally came!!

i went to hin san mateo.  i "modeled" for justin's car for a good 10 min. =P it was FREAKIN cold since his car was parked outside..

i look like i have to pee. =)

::edit:: so justin likes to rub it in my face the few times he wins.. haha jk.. but yea. he wants me to put this on my xanga.. ::sigh::

and yes.. this is what we do at night...

oh! and i kno oregano is a word.. i didnt kno oreganos is one. watevs.

i'm home for the holidays!!

sadly to say, unlike several people i know, this wasn't my last fall quarter.  boo! =P

Thanksgiving... was filled with yum food!

I had an early Thanksgiving dinner at Justin's friends' place...

and spent Thanksgiving with Justin and his family

i know to many of you i've been missing, but i've been spending my days at Justin's

sooo much testosterone... a complete change from the estrogen filled kdphi house!

but it's okay, since i reunited with the girls at Sudwerks...

...haram's bday at Cheesecake Factory...

... and my biggie's bday party...

Ever since Justin bought the Wii, he's been on a quest for Wii remotes and nunchucks.  After many efforts, it's FINALLY complete!!

i must admit, the wii is SUPER DUPER fun!!  here's anthony and i boxing...

for our 6 month anniversary, Justin took me to see the Trans-Siberian Orchestra.  It totally got me into the holiday spirit.

the lights were AMAZING...

tooo bad these pictures can't capture them in all their glory

Justin and I cheated and "opened" our Christmas presents early.    I am now the owner of a Nintendo DS Lite!!

i am obsessed!! =)

it matches his PSP!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!